Yes, Master by Marwa M (e novels for free .TXT) 📖

Sinister gulped looking away from her eyes as he didn't know how she came to know about his plan.

"I woke up yesterday. Your friend that doctor came to check me and he was talking to you on call. I heard him asking you to not hide the plan from me that." She gulped gritting her teeth as she felt a lump in her throat.

"You planned to send me back to Master." She whispered looking down. Her words made him shut his eyes in shock and pain.

She had heard their conversation yesterday. His friend was trying to tell him to confess everything to Valerie when she will wake up but only Sinister knew how afraid he was. He was fearing her leaving him.

"Mi-mi dispiace Amore Mio." He stuttered as he had no idea what to reply to her. Valerie closed her eyes shaking her head. (I-I am sorry my love.)

"Non importa più. Le tue scuse non possono riportare la mia fiducia." She whispered making him panic. (- It doesn't matter. Your sorry can't bring my trust back.)

"Valerie Mio Amore Ascoltami. lasciami spiegare per favore." He said trying to grab her hand but she moved her hand away before he could grab it. (my love listen to me. Let me explain please.)

Valerie said nothing making him believe that she was giving him a chance to explain his part.

"I wanted to end him. And the only way was u-using you. I swear I never wanted to hurt you. I had planned everything and I knew you just had to stay with him for one day. I was going to save you and end the cause of everything. I--"

" Why didn't you tell me then? " She asked making him shut his mouth.

" You could have shared with me. You could have told me. Gave me a hope that I will save. That I will not return to that hell. But you." She said as her voice cracked up in the end remembering if she hadn't smacked Xavier that night she would have been raped again.

"You are no better. I was an idiot to trust you. If you had once told me everything I would have gone with your plan and given you a helping hand. At least I would have a hope that you will come and save me. But what did you do? Your plan made me think that I was again caged by him. I thought I can never escape and the only way was death. You knew how weak I am still you threw me in his den."

She said as a lone tear escaped her eyes. Sinister tried to touch her cheek shaking his head as he stood up from the chair. He tried to approach her but she shook her head.

"I can't do this. This world. Your people. Their minds. I can't compete with all of these." Sinister's heart fell in his gut as he stared at her in fear.

"Mio Amore, don't say that. I have nothing in my hands anymore love. I can't lose you please." He whispered as finally he grabbed her hand and kneeled down beside her bed. He was tall enough to reach her stomach even while kneeling down.

Valerie looked down at him and shook her head. Her teary eyes showed how tired she was. She had left no energy in her to fight more.

"I can't do this Sinister, please. Your world is full of lies, blood, and monsters. I am really a simple person. My whole life was around children. My world is too different from yours. A world full of enemies, killing, and weapons is not made for a person like me." She said as she forcefully pulled her hand away from his grip.

"Please find someone who is well aware of how to survive in your world. Because I can't. My world is really simple. This complicated and bloody world is not made for a girl like me. Please forget me."

Sinister's pleading eyes turned into a hard one. He gritted his teeth as he glared at her. He stood up from the floor and suddenly slammed her back against the bed's headboard as he trapped her between his arms.

Valerie stared at him with wide shocked eyes as he leaned closer to her face. He looked possessed.

"Forget you! I can't fucking forget you just like that Valerie! I can't fucking live without you anymore. You have become a part of my breathing I will die the day I forgot you."

He said as he leaned more closer letting the tip of his nose brush against hers making her breathing accelerate.

"Ti amo mondo Mio. I love you so fucking much my precious." He whispered making her eyes widen slightly. (-I Love you my world.)

"I can do anything for you. I will protect you with my everything. I know I did wrong by using you. And I am ready for any punishment but just don't ask me to leave you or forget you. Losing you is my biggest fear, Valerie."

He said as tears blurred his gaze as well but he didn't let them out. Valerie stared at him for some time but then she placed her one hand on his chest and gave a slight push but he didn't move away.

"Punishment right? Then losing me will be your punishment. Sometimes we need to face our biggest fears. Disobeying Master was my biggest fear I faced it and got succeeded. You will get too."

She whispered moving her head away as his proximity was doing things to her heart. She didn't want to be weak anymore. She knew he and her worlds were poles apart. He was cunning and a dangerous man while she was a simple and harmless person.

"Why? Why can't you do that? Everything is solved now. There is no Xavier or Sean Valentino to cage you anymore." He said as he tried to look into her eyes but she refused it.

"You don't need to fear anything anymore. Xavier is dead Valerie."

"So am I." Her words broke him internally. She turned towards him making him lean his face back when he looked into her eyes. She looked so broken. A pure definition of broken beyond repair. She smiled at him sadly.

"I am alive but dead inside. My soul is wounded so badly that I don't think I can be the same as before. I am tired of gathering my broken pieces again and again. I tired of fighting with people I didn't even cause any harm to. I am tired Sinister."