Running from disaster (unfinished) by Vickky Unkown (brene brown rising strong TXT) 📖

Three years later....

I was a bit older and began to know what sex was we moved from Oshawa and moved to Toronto with my grandmother. Sean didn't move with us I didn't understand why but he just didn't. My mother and I would go up to see Sean on the weekends though which was ok didn't really mind it the only thing i hated is when they basically had sex right next me. How? let me explain the place that Sean had moved in to was now a building with his brother Steven and his father. So the layout is pretty awkward, the kitchen is on the right as soon as you enter and straight infront of the entrence was the living room with one sofa against the wall on the left and the other next to it making an L shape. Behind the sofa was the dining table right next to the balcony and on the right was a fish tank and a bed that belonged to Sean's and Steven's dad. My room was shared with my mom and Sean my room was to the left end near the bathroom and the beds were across from eachother with the television against the wall. So yep that's how they had sex right next to me. 

I know what you're probably thinking, I am kinda old enough to know what sex is so i should have known that what Sean was doing to me as a kid was wrong, why didn't I say anything? to be honest....I have no Idea never crossed my mind really i guess. Anyways, while my mother, Sean and Steven watched adult moves in the living room I watched Goosebumps in the bedroom. GOOSEBUMPS WAS AWESOME! still love it to this day haha! 

On a Saturday my Mom and Sean went to do the laundry downstairs since we don't have an ensuite laundry, I sat on the floor infront the TV with Steven behind me. I began to feel a hand on my newly developed breast rubbing them. I turned around and saw Steven smiling at me "Your breas feel so good!" His dad wasn't home because he went for vacation. i kept moving his hand away. " let me get a feel of it vanny it feels soo goo" I got up and began to head for the room" He knocked on the door "Vanny open the door please, please open the door i know you not sleeping you just went in there" i curled up in a fetus position scared and terrified he banged the door louder and louder he then left me alone. My mother and Sean had came back and tried opening the bedroom door "Vanny why did you lock the door open the door!" as i opend the door i saw steven starring at me and also hoping i would not say a word. "Sorry, I was changing" ugh why didn't I just tell her, I wanted to so bad but the look on Stevens face was horrifying. Sunday morning Mom and Sean went to do some shopping it was sale day at the grocery store. I went to the kitchen and went to get some water that's when Steven caught me. He pushed me to the wall and pulled down my pants he then touched me softly and says softly " your're becoming a woman" he then let me go and walked away then stopped turned around and gave me a devilish smile "don't tell your mother, this is our secret you tell her then it's a problem" he walked away and sat on the couch and began to drink his Corona.

As we came back home I told my grandmother what happend "WHAT!!!! go tell your mother now!" "NO! i yelled "we can't tell mom he said it would be trouble if i did, please grandma i just don't want to go back there"

my grandma agreed and told my mother that it's better that I stayed in Toronto with her. It came to a point where my mother and Sean got in an argument but eventually made back up. He moved in with us and that's when things started getting a little weird. Sean had this look in his eyes where he was about to cause mischief but I just didn't know how.

 Sean moved uin with us and so far things were going really well. Sean suggested that we took a family vacation to see his sister in New York and my mother thought that was a great idea. "maybe this trip will be good for the family, bond as a family you know?" my mother said excitedly i nodded my head and we started packng. I packed all the cutest outfits and everything that I might have needed. Because my mother was married to Sean i guess his sisters daughters were my cousins. One of them was named Cindy and the other was named Sonya, Cindy was chubby and had dark skin she had long black hair that touched her waist and dark brown eyes. Sonya was skinny and had lighter skin and also had long black hair but hers were up to her butt and her eyes were also dark brown she was more of the nice pretty girl that was cute and cindy was more of the troublemaker but funny. We went to the states and i fell asleep in the back of the van with my mother, my grandmother did not want to go only because she wanted to stay comfortably in her own home. As my mother and I were sleeping we suddenly heard sirens, my mother woke up only to find Sean sleeping on the wheel. "SEAN! WAKE UP!!" Sean woke up and heard the sirens and found himself swaying on the road he pulled to the side of the road and the officer came out. He tapped on the window and said "sir, do you know you were swaying on the road? have you been drinking sir?" he asked Sean. "No officer, I haven't I guess while driving I fell asleep" the officer looked at him with one eyebrow raised "liscence and registration please" Sean gave the officer what he asked for the officer looked at sean and at the license and gave him back the license and his registration "sir please find somewhere to go and get some rest we don't want anything to happen" "I definately will officer, thanks" Sean responded.

After we pulled in to i guess a truck stop or something and we had some food to eat and headed to sleep. The next morning i woke up and found us moving I looked out the window and we were in New York finally!! My mother woke up and gave Sean a kiss and said good morning after some time we finally got to Sean's sisters house. I don't remember her name but she was very nice, she had jet black hair that was medium length and she was skinny and light skinned too. "Sean, Shelly,Vanny!!! finally you got here! come in, come in" we entered the home and she grabbed out suitecases "CINDY, SONYA!!! COME GET THEIR STUFF AND PUT IT AWAY!!" she yelled. Sonya and Cindy came and gave me a hug and I grabbed a bag and helped them. "Oh we are so happy to see you" Cindy said as she put our stuff in the closet she hopped on her bed and jumped up and down "so what you want to do Vanny?" Sonya asked. I thought and I said " what is there to do here?" Cindy jumped off her bed "what is there to do here?! EVERYTHING!!! New York is not boring let's go outside i think they have some contest going on" we headed outside and right down the street she was right it was some kind of contest.

There were mini games and all kinds of stuff to win the contest and everyone got something Cindy got a pearl necklace, Sonya got bubbles and I got a water gun. My mother, Sean and I spent only a week there and I had to admitt it was fun no problems what so ever. 

- Few Months Later

My mother and Sean decided to teach me how to swim, We have a pool in the building we live in. I really was nervous and I thought to my self do I really want to get in the pool with this dude. However my cousin was with me so I don't think it would have mattered surely he would not be stupid to do such a thing infront of my cousin. As I put my feet in the cool water Sean held my hand and helped me come in to the water. He then began to put his hand on my stomach to hold me while he tries to teach me to swim when all of a sudden his other hand slipped between my legs and moved up my theighs. He pushed his finger in to me and i screamed, I tried to yell for my mother but everytime I yelled he pulled me underwater until I was finally able to get some air and breathe. " MOM HE'S TOUCHING ME! IT HURTS HE'S TOUCHING MY VAGINA!!" my mother looked at me as if i was crazy and dumb i finally was able to get out of the pool and ran over to the hot tub and start to throw up. It was disgusting and it hurt me so much. "Oh come on Vanny don't over exaggerate, get back in the pool" I looked at her so hurt and so angry at the same time. "I don't want to" I said with an annoyed tone of voice "Don't be stupid now, get back in the pool"  I got angry and I told her that i wasn't getting in the pool and that she couldn't make me. 

I don't know if my cousin knew but she hadn't said anything but I didn't expect her to she was