My Addiction by Ida Gonzalez (e manga reader TXT) 📖

"Do not worry baby, of course it will enter you. I will do it slowly until you get used to it," she sighs closing her eyes. She feels so soft and warm. I swear she will be my death. I have never felt so much adrenaline. I feel excited and I can't find any explanation. I look like a fucking kid who will have his first time.

"Dante, I am not on pills," she whispers in embarrassment. Damn it! I wanted to feel her skin to skin, but I can't be unconscious.

I go to the bedside table, taking a condom out of the drawer. I bring it to my lips to open it with my mouth. I massage my member again to put the condom on. I settle between her legs, leaning on my arms so as not to overload all my I weigh on her. With the other hand, I guide my manhood to her entrance.

"If it hurts, I'll stop, okay?” she doesn't say anything. She bites her lip and breathes hard, closing her beautiful eyes.

"Doll, look at me. What's wrong?" I ask, stopping my movements.

"Dante I… she cuts her words. I can see the nervousness in her eyes.

"What is it, Paula?” I ask her, dying of the need to sink into her, praying that she does not regret what we will do.

"I have something to tell you," she confesses and I make a face with my lips.

"Now?" I questioned, impatient to enter her.

"Tell me, baby? What is it? I ask. “If you are feeling uncomfortable with me I prefer that you tell me. I would not force you, although at this point I swear that if you tell me that you do not want to do it I would jump down my apartment.”

"I don't know how you're going to take it, but I never…" I stared into her eyes, frowning in confusion.

"You never what?"

"Paula!" I demanded when I didn't receive an answer

"I've never had sex with a man," I blink over and over again, this must be a fucking joke. I just stare at her trying to make sense of what she just told me.

Has she never been with a man? It must be a fucking joke. I can't believe what she's telling me. Is she a virgin? Paula, is she a virgin?

"Baby, are you serious?" She nods nervously.

"God !! Why didn't you tell me before, I thought that …”

“Damn !!” I growl, but it wasn’t for her. It was for me, for doing all those things to her without realizing her innocence. I'm a complete animal.

"Dante, if you're upset about that ..."

Don't. Shut up Paula, shut up. Rubbing my face, I just shake my head in denial.

"No, no of course I'm not upset, I just can't believe it, you would have told me, babe." I walk away from her, I gulp saliva.

"We can stop if you want," I say and she sits on the edge of the bed looking at me.

"What? No Dante I don't want to stop, please" I finally smile.

"If you don't want to be with a silly virgin, I understand." she said, getting up from the bed trying to get away from me but I don't allow it. I quickly hold her by her waist, sticking her to my body. Damn I'll be the first! I don't let her talk about her anymore. I bring my mouth close to her to kiss her hard.

"Paula, you don't know how much I want you and how happy it makes me to know this that I will be the first to have you, to make you a woman, my woman." I confess with a strange sensation in my chest. Something I never felt, never experienced. Now I want her more than yesterday, more than today.

She has no idea how strongly she makes me feel. I observe her to realize that she is the one I have waited for all my life, that is why I have never fallen in love. I have been waiting for her. Between kisses and caresses, I lay her back on the bed. She smiles on my lips and I do the same. My skin bristles and hers too, feeling how electricity runs through our bodies.

"Are you sure about this, precious baby?" I ask looking into her eyes, spreading her legs with my wide hips, positioning myself against her again. My member throbs for her, I try small penetrations, feeling the moisture of her sex and the disturbing throbbing of her heart, or mine?

"Completely, Dante. I want to be yours. I want to lose my virginity with you." I inhale deeply, feeling like the luckiest man in this fucking world.

"Look at me, Paula. I want you to look at me when I am completely inside you." Saying that I slowly introduce myself, little by little. I feel how her walls press me and I enter slowly until I break the barrier of her purity. She spreads her legs wider, bites her lips and her nails dig into my thick arms.

She screams in pain, and I feel like I'm burning inside. I feel a volcano erupting in my chest.

"Hey, it's over," I say trying to reassure her, kissing her lips gently.

"Are you okay, my baby?" I ask a little worried since she doesn't speak to me. She doesn't say anything. She just closes her eyes biting her lips, finally opens her eyes and nods slightly.

 "Didn't I hurt you?" I asked, fearing I had hurt her.

"No Dante, I'm fine, move slowly." she asks. I smile and I start to move, going in and out of her slowly. This is crazy, this is my first time with a virgin woman. It's fucking heaven. I didn't know she felt so fucking good.