About My Life by Megan Mathis (top ebook reader txt) 📖

without you all.
Right now today people ask me how do I stay happy. I stay happy because, I don't let anything get to me. I want to be able to live longer. So, I just stay positive at all times.

(THIS IS HOW I FELT WHEN MY BOYFRIEND WAS BEING A MEAN TO ME)

NOWHERE TO GO
NO FRIENDS
NO FAMILY
NO LOVE

I AM JUST TOSSED TO THE SIDE BY SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT LOVED AND CARED ABOUT ME. I ALL I EVER GET IS TREATED LIKE A NOBODY. BUT, I NEVER TREAT YOU LIKE AN NOBODY. I TREAT YOU LIKE SOMEBODY. I ANSWERS ALL YOUR QUESTIONS WITH THE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH.
YOU SAY YOU LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. BUT, ALL YOU DO IS GO BEHIND MY BACK AND DO THINGS. YOU CAN'T EVER TELL ME THE TRUTH. ALL YOU DO IS LIE.
IF I GET MAD AT YOU LATE AT NIGHT. I CAN'T EVEN GO OUTSIDE AN SIT ON THE FRONT PORCH WITHOUT YOU THRE THREATENING ME TALKING ABOUT LEAVE AND DON'T COME BACK. IMMA LOCK YOU OUT.

BUT, HOW COULD YOU SAY THIS TO ME?
WHEN WE HAD AN APARTMENT TOGETHER. I NEVER TOLD YOU NOTHING LIKE THAT. I NEVER TREAT YOU SO WRONG. BUT ALL YOU DO IS BRIN M DOWN AND CONTINUE TO HURT ME UNTIL YOU CAN'T HURT ANYMORE. BUT YET, YOU CAN'T REALIZE AND SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME. I DON'T TALK TO YOU ANY KIND OF WAY, I DON'T DISREPECT YOU OUT IN PUBLIC, I DON'T SAY THINS TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS, I NEVER BRING YOU DOWN, I DON'T GO BEHIND YOUR BACK AN DO THINGS ETC....
I TREAT YOU WITH RESPCT, LOVE AND CARE ABOUT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE, NEVER DISRESPECT YOU OUT IN PUBLIC, I DON'T TREAT YOU LIKE YOU'RE A NOBODY, I DON'T TALK TO YOU ANY KIND OF WAY, I DON'T TALK ABOUT BEHIND YOU IN A MEAN WHY TOWARDS MY FRIENDS, I'M NOT TWO FACED TOWARDS YOU ETC...
IF YOU REALLY CARED ABOUT ME. YOU WOULDN'T TREAT ME LIKE THE WAY YOU DO. YOU SAY THAT I AM CONTROLLING. BUT, I AM NOT. I WANT YOU TO PROVE PEOPLE WRONG AND SHOW THEM THAT YOU ARE SOMTHING NOT NOTHING.
YOU SAY I DON'T SHOW MY FEELINGS OR EXPRESS MYSELF. YEAH, YOU'RE RIGHT. I FEAR IF I DO THAT. IT WILL GO OUT OF ONE AN OUT OF THE OTHER. JUST LIKE WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO YOU. IT'S LIKE YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR ANYTHIN I HAVE TO SAY. YOU TAKE EVERYTHNG I SAY JOKE.
BUT, WHAT I WANT YOU DO IS REALLY THINK AND COMPARE ME TO ALL THE OTHER GIRLS YOU HAD. AND SEE IF THEY TREATED YOU THE WAY I DO.
I WANT YOU TO MAKE AN GOOD AND BAD LIST ON ME AN SEE IF YOU GET ANYTHING BAD ON ME.
I WANT YOU TO REALLY THINK UNTIL YOU CRY AND FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT YOU BE DOING TO ME. CUZ YOU KNOW I NEVER EVER DONE YOU WRONG AND YOU KNOW IT.
WOW, THANKS ALOT FOR TREATING ME THE WAY YOU DO.
I FINALLY SEE THE REAL YOU.
Imprint

Publication Date: 09-21-2011

All Rights Reserved