The Diaries of a Helpless Romantic by ShayShay (pdf to ebook reader TXT) 📖

I'm Halie and I'm a Junior at this god awful school. People say that I' pretty so I guess I am I have hazel eyes with a dusting of freckles, and dark chcolate hair that flows down my back. My friend Krissy she is the exact opassite she has blonde hair and deep brown eyes and a body to die for she is beyond pretty. Its lunch time and I'm starving I had some juice but it wasn't even good. Then I saw Krissy there crying her eyes out my heart I swear a little piece breaks everytome she crys so I bolted over to her.
"Hey, whats wrong?"
She looks up her beautiful face streaked and her make-up running and all over. I gasp but maintain my cool but then I hear her,
"I know how I look"
I got a smile out of her but then wrapped my best friend in a hug then one word came out of her mouth.
"Jordan"
I was sitting there with my mouth agape then shut it opening it again on a atempt to speak but I had no words. Then our two friends came up Zeke the tall skinny and doughy eyed, then Shannon she walked up imeadiatly to Krissy and cooed
"Don't worry he's a douchebag don't worry"
Then Krissy smiled again. The sweet Shannon was pretty a dirty blonde with blue eyes and a smooth southern accent that she kept through the fifth grade. I went to grab a sandwich when I bumped into this fine guy he had brown eyes and was a football player, suprisingly he mummured a sorry then sidestepped and went to his table.


"Agh" I squealed when I got mayo on my shirt then I saw Alex sitting with another one of our friends Ben. Both Ben and Zeke were cute but Alex was like a god tan,fit,good smile all and all to die for. He smirked at my sound then retreated back to his burger, then I pulled Krissy aside.
"We're going to the bathroom"
Without protest she folowed me then I draped an arm around her shoulders. When we passed Jordan's table he glanced at the whimpering Krissy in my arms with guilt in his eyes he turned back to his friends starting a conversation without him. When we got back to the bathrooms I pulled out my make-up case and got to work cleaning the streaks off her face then fixed her to the way she was perfect with very little then I reappied some lip gloss. We walked out with a confident Krssy in my hand then I though about Alex I get fifth period with him.
Yay

Then Krissy looked up I think out loud to much. Then when we walked into our class room then walked in then there was a noise that someone made then I jumped, following that a snicker then I turn around and see this guy laughing like I was the funniest person in the world maybe he was new?
The teacher entered and then she told the guy that was behind me to stand and say his name.
I was right! Then I found out his name was Josh oh Josh was kinda cute short cropped light brown hair,tall and, cute! He sat dow then I looked back and when he saw me he smiled I couldn't help his smile was so genuine. Then I saw Krissy give me a smirk when she saw me goole-eyed over the new kid.


Notes!
Yeah I have a boy problem but I want to find Mr.Right like Alex and Taylor Lautner. Yummy! Well I'll stick with Alex but if Taylor Lautner comes to my house and kisses me bye Alex!?! Well that is totaly fictional. I mean the new kid is kinda cute, but Jordan is on my mind for Krissy he was going to pay for hurting her. I mean does he have a girlfriend I didn't think so but guys are so unpredictable. I wonder what what was really wrong.

I wen to the next class with the teacher droning on then the guy behind me passed me a note it looked girly but who knows, then I opened it,

Hey Hows it going

Then there is a signature at the bottom then it said Micheal who was Micheal then I looked back and the guy behind me pointed to the guy next to him who was smiling he was decent looking but not god-like but cute. I put a tumbs-up then I relized how dorky that looked so I blushed. I wrote on the note then sent it back to him saying 'hey, good you?'
Then he looked up from the note and did the same gesture I did and my already pink cheeks were inflamed. He smirked and wrote something, then passed it to me when that math teacher Mr.Willoc looked away. The bell rang and I stuffed the not in my poket and went on my way to the art room.

I met up with Krissy in the art room and saw that she looked happier than whet she had been in math. I wonder if she had gotten over Jordan, maybe well Jordan was hard to forget he was charming but a jerk, cool but he just wasn't the captin of the football team like Alex.
Agh why do I always think of Alex I need a new obsession!?!?!

In art we were doing a course on painting and brush strokes (yawn) I swear Mrs.Jenson was the most boring thing in the world when it came to the basics of art.


The lesson in art went fast so we got to practice with the paint, worst thing happened this girl Olivia pretty but loud, dorky yet cool but she doesn't hang around our group a lot. She had just finished the painting when this loud crash sounded. I jumped and knocked over the paint brush water all ove my top *already stained with mustard*.
Chould this day get any worse

Here I am soking wet with watered down paint all over me, Arrgg. Today was supposed to be a better day now with Krissy heartbroken over a jock, me obsessing over Alex, and well for Shannon I just don't know. When I was dashing down the hall towards my locker I had just tought of my sketch book I forgot in the room. I started running faster, I just hate not getting out earlier then other people then I wouldn't be so hard to get out of the parking lot. I had just reached the room when I saw it, him actually Alex by Bens locker. My heart thumped and I reached for the door handle then I thought I could look at him agian then someone came out of the door so fast I feel on my butt hard
"Ow, dude that hurt"
"I see that sorry"
The girl mumbled and went on
Geez your one nice chick

I went in to grab it then I found a icture on the table it was so pretty I picked it up and saw it was of some fruit,thats all we have been able to draw or paint because Mrs.Jenson is to... grr I don't know what she is

I started toward the door when I forgot my jaket, and it was super cold out why have I been so forgetful today?!?!
Well might as well get my coat instead of freze up here in Duluth I gets cold but some summers can be nice.
Well I might as well walk I'm not in a rush as much now and the traffic in the hall has decreased. I got to my locker when Krissy text me
'Where the hell are you'
I just grabbed my coat and made my way to the door.

Finaly I was out the door, I saw my car in my spot I've had that spot since I got my car! Then I saw Alex my eyes just about bugged out of my head when I saw that he was hurt blood was gushing from his nose. I drove to him next to the sidewalk
"Hey,is everything alright?"
"Yeah"
"Why is you nose bleeding then?"
"You really want to know?" he scoffed
I nodded my head
"I got into a fight" he murmered
I blinked in astonishment why would anyone hurt him? I felt bad I brought it up then it came out of my mouth before I could stop it
"You want a ride"
He shook his head then wiped the blood from his nose with is sleave. Well I guess he doesn't want a ride I just shook my head and rolled up the window waving bye to Alex. He waved back, I just smilled and pulled out. My house is only 15 minuets away from school, its a curse my mother always trys to get me to walk there. I would walk if I didn't feel like such a loner, if someone actually walked with me I would. So I got the driveway of our house more like my house my father died and I was stuck with my mom she's cool but away on business trips she is the CEO of some big company honestly I don't care what it is. Now she is somewhere in Paris giving a pitch, the house is kinda boring and quiet ever since everyone has something to do but me...I was kinda curious about when Alex got into a fight,Well probly not my problem. I got to the house and found it unlocked strange usualy my mom is protective of our house if she home but so do I. If my brother comes by then he leave it unlocked maybe. Gosh, Danny scared me he was sitting on the couch drinking a coke. There was someone with him all I could see was the back, so I backed away and dashed upstairs to my room oh I love my room its so pretty with light purple on the walls and flowers everywhere. I set my bag down when for the first time I noticed that the bag had been heavy how much stuff had I put in there? Oh well I felt like lying on the bed and curling up into a ball this day was just exhasting, not to mention very out of place. My phone rang when I was deep in thought, I nearly died when I hit my head when I fell from my bed.


"What was that?"
My brother yelled up the stairs, then I heard footsteps and there he was near my door with a big grin on his face but it wasn't my brother it was the guy that was with him downstairs.He had an amused grin on his face.
Agh. My brother brought another