Coerced To Be His by Yarmia Tariq (best books to read for women .TXT) 📖

"there are no words to say Yahya. You have a family and I have a family too. We don't need to say anything, your explanation won't change the facts or anything that already happened. Just look after your daughter, she deserves a better father than you. You should be afraid of your doings, I hope it don't ever happen with your daughter" she said everything to him in his face, showcasing a mask of bravery when in truth she felt herself extremely weak.

He listened in silence and was not in state to reply her. Her every word hit him like an arrow. He remained there at his spot while she turned around and left him there for people to gaze at his helplessness. 
He was ashamed, so much that he wanted a better life for her own daughter.

Her words silenced him forever. 
She once again proved herself as magnanimous and he was still guilty. 
There are never third chances.

*

She placed the bags on the floor and laid on the couch, feeling so much tired. 
She was exhausted of facing her past. She wanted this all to leave behind. But it all kept coming back into her life. She wanted to forget all the people who brought her pain, she didn't wanted to see them or ever meet them. She wanted her life to be just good without them.

But facing your past is the most difficult thing. And when your past is full of regrets too.

Her life went smooth, she had a continuous routine of going to hospital, sometimes bearing night shift too. Gladly she had Sundays off so those days were relaxing for her. And she took that time to arrange her apartment for her baby. She bought a small baby cot for her baby and she placed it beside her old couch. She decorated her home with fresh flowers, growing them in pots near the window.

Her next target was to get a bed as soon because her couch was very old and uncomfortable.

Penny after penny, she spent money with great care. She saved money for her delivery case.

And after some months, finally the day arrived. 
She suddenly started feeling so much pain at once. She called Sarah, telling her that she is not feeling well and in so much pain. 
Sarah asked her to immediately rush to hospital or she could be in danger.

She took the cab, not caring about the fare she asked the driver to take her to the hospital as it was an emergency.

She reached there in 40 minutes because it was far away from the crowded city. Sarah rushed towards her and took her to emergency at once. 
The nurse took her bag which was full of her baby's clothes and accessories.

Her delivery got complicated as she had a deficiency of blood and her platelets were also very low. They needed the urgent blood support. At the moment there was no blood available at the hospital. Her blood group was B+ve. It was not a rare blood group but there was no one to donate. 
Dr. Sarah rushed to Dr. Samantha to tell her about the situation. Dr Sannan who was also sitting there heard everything. He immediately got up and agreed to donate his blood to save Ayleen. 
Everyone got shocked.

"Are you sure?" Dr. Samantha asked him unbelievably.

"Ofcourse, I'll do it" he replied firmly.

After going through some complicated procedures, finally his blood started to run down in her veins. The blood bag was attached to her body through the intravenous cannula. They waited for the blood to be finished transferring into her body so they could proceed her delivery.

After the bag was empty, her delivery process was started again and finally she gave birth to her baby. She was in critical condition so they kept her in ER for some time. The baby was being taken cared of by a nurse.

When Ayleen felt stable, Sarah gave the baby into her hands. The little cute being made her mother's eyes water at once. 
She felt so weak at the moment but still she held her baby in her arms. The innocent little boy opened his eyes lightly and Ayleen almost cheered as she looked at him.

He was so similar to his father, his features entirely matched his father including blue eyes except his nose which was pointed like Ayleen. 
It's not like she minded, she was happy that her son was handsome as his father, it was a gift to him. 
But she didn't wanted her son to be like Umer, neither Yahya nor her own father.

Every man in her life broke her trust. She wanted her son to be a trustworthy and most humble man.

Due to less facilitate hospital, she preferred to go home rather than staying there. She felt so much strong after she saw her baby, it felt like her all energy renewed and she found herself brave then ever.

Dr. Sarah advised her to not go home alone. As it will not be safe.

She found herself in hard spot, because there was no one with her who could accompany her at the time.

Incidentally Dr. Sannan was passing them, on his way to home as his shift was over and Dr. Sarah was there for the night shift.

"Dr. Sannan" Dr. Sarah called out to him.

He stopped in his tracks.

"Yes?" He came to them and stood there. He looked at Ayleen was feeling so embarrassed due to her disheveled condition. The baby in her arm cooed and it caught his attention.

"Can you please drop Dr. Ayleen to her home. Staying in hospital is not safe and there's no one to accompany her to go home. Going alone would also be risky in this condition" she suggested sincerely.

Ayleen looked at Dr. Sarah and gave her a weird look.

"It's fine Dr. Sannan you don't have to favour me. I'm perfect, I'll go myself. Dr. Sarah is just worried too much" she told him trying to avoid the awkward situation.

She only knew him for some months and now going home with him all of sudden and even that in such situation didn't sounded like a good idea to her.

"It will certainly not be a problem Dr. Ayleen. I will be happy to help you. Don't be formal. Come with me I'll drop you to your home." He agreed and motioned to take her little son into his own arms.