why me. by louise stephenson...x (motivational novels txt) 📖

flirting,that was you kicking me then me kicking you back
,dickhead.your a popular.i dont asosiate with man hoars like yourself.

tyler-your not...your a background arn't you?

me-bingo you got it.good boy.

i tapped him on the head like a dog.

when shock he pulled me in and kissed me.and i have to admit this.
i kinda kissed him back.then pushed him away and slapped him round
the face.

me-what the fuck was that why the hell did you do that!

i screamed at him.

tyler-well it was a kiss and it was gooood.

he puckered his lips in mockery and walked out.

after dinner.another shock.

"we're moving in together tommorow.go pack.see you tommorow."

i walked out with out saying a word.the ride back no words came out of
my mouth.i went to bed without a word. 1 i know schools tommorow,which
means i'll see 'him'.2 i'll see 'him' any way cause im MOVING in with him.

thats to much for 1 day....

(blackedout)

zzzZZZZzzzZZZZ....


6. school.then home.


i woke up thinking yay,friday,school,i'll see my friends... then i remembered the night before.
reality hit me like a big orange school bus.yuck...moving today.better pack.
mum called in...
"hunni you awake?"
i never answered. i was still angry with her.so she came in thinking i was asleep.
when she saw my expression.she understood.
"sweety we'll talk after school,in the mean time get ready for school your friend ally will be here soon.
reluctantly i got up and ready for school.
when i was ready i ran out the door.banging into my best friend ally.
she always came at the moment i was leaving.
she cracked up laughing then helped me up.she saw my face and saw that i wasnt laughing.
she said questioningly
"so.. whos house are we torching tonight then?"
i answered glumly "nope no house torching tonight-"and i told her the whole thing.down to the littlest detales.
even talking about the kiss sent butterflies to my stomach.i was pissed of even more now.darn.

when we were at school at our lockers i had just finished telling the story of the end of my life 'him' .
the only words that came out of her mouth were...
"OMG!..." and quite frankly they are not real words.so yeah.my life is over. :(
by lunch time she had questioned me about every question that she could think of relating to my new living arrangements.

at lunch we sat at our usual table but i still felt like shit so i asked if we could move to the library.
they all agread that it was better because it was quietter there. so we all got up and moved to the library.
...

it was packed at the back of the library.i asked some poor girl ,trying to see over the crowd,what was happening.
apparantly there was some hot guy with his top of at the back of the room.and he was a popular.

god.they think there so cool what brain dead idiot would think there cool.not me.
i turnt around and there was a massive pack behind me now,so i couldnt get out.
so i settled for getting to the side of the room then working my way to an exit.

when i got to a side i saw a exit at the back of the room.at the front of the crowd.
hay i hated standing out but if that was the quickest way of getting out of this stuffy room then so be it.
i would have to stand out for 1 minute.it couldnt be that bad though.could it?
so i made it to the front of the crowd and opened the exit door.feeling so many staring eyes on my back.
i wanted to run and never look back but i settled for a quick walk away.

before i was far anough away the doors would shut behind me i heard my name being called.i turned around.
it was the jerk from my so called new house. he was walking up to me now with all his gang of scanks behind him.following his every step.

"so its true that your moving in tonight then?"he asked tauntingly.he was eying me up and down.confidently.
god i hated that about him.
one of the 'popular' girls came to us and grabbed tylers hand,looking so jelous,inside i was in hysterics.
"tyler baby what are you talking about and why are you talking to her? a background?"she asked.spitefully.
i wanted to piss him of like he pissed me of so i asked tyler a very interesting question...
"oh tyler you havent told your scank that a backgrounds moving in with you yet? oops slipped out.."
i leftr tyler in quite a perdicament and i felt proud.walking away i heard the scank shouting.
"what the fuck.tyler.explain.now?"
happy me.i walked to english in a very chuffed mood.happy,happy,happy.
when the end of the day came i walked with ally home after saying goodbye to the group.
i told her all that happened at lunch. we were both in hysterics.until we got to mine and i realised it was time to face the music.
i said good bye to ally in my walkway way gave hugs and she wished me luck at my new house.i answered sarcasticly "you and me both,love ya"

i walked in the appartement and there were boxes at the front door.
some with my name on and some with my my mums name on.
they where moving boxes.darn.
i thought at least i would have some time to try to argue my way out of this.i would always fail but at least i would have tried.
i guess not.i hate this moving situation.darn mike for having a bloody son. boo him.

it was at least 3 hours later mum and i had, had a talk and i agreed to be nice to her new boy friend.
but i didnt say anything about his idiod ...horrible... annoying... son! i hate him.i didnt agree to be nice to him.nor siree :)
we got the boxes packed in the limo,the stuff didnt fit in our mini cooper,and got in,then started driving to our new house.


7. big mistake.


when the car stopped round the corner from mikes big house,my heart started to jump
outta my chest,i was so scared.why? i do not no all i no is i was definately scared.

mum got out first awaiting her was mike,they kissed quickly.
the kiss may have been quick but there was love in it.it was so beautiful.
i new there and then that i couldnt hate mike cause he loved my mum.and i want
her to be happy.

...

when we settled every thing in the living room we all sat and had some dinner.
fancy dinner wasnt normal for me but i could tell i would have to get used to it.
you know living in this mansion/house from now on.

...

mum spoke first.
"krissy hunny do you want to go pick a room but dont go in tylers rooms ok."
i noticed the word 'rooms' instead of 'room',spoilt brat.

i walked up the first flight of stairs and made may way down a hallway,into the first room.

...

after looking through all the rooms.on three flights.i walked up to the last flight.

at the end of the hallway i went in the last room and i wanted this room impaticular
for one reason the view.it was magnificent you could see everything that was anything.
i wanted this room for definate.

i walked down to the living room mum and mike were in.out of breath i said.
"mike mum i've picked a room,can i take my stuff up now?."
when they agreed i tried to drag all my stuff up to the room i was in.
i barly made it up the first step without tripping.
when tyler came through the door.jerk.when mike shouted in.
"oh.tyler help carry krissy things to her new room.ok."
tyler helped after a thousand times i told him not to and to just go away.
when we were at my room,i said.
"thanks,by now." i was about to shut the door when his foot was in the way.
"hay this is one of my rooms."
shit i forgot he had more than one room.
"well you wont miss it you have lots of rooms."i said back.
he had his thinking face on then he had a smirk on his face.and spoke.
"oh you can have it on three conditions.i'll tell you first one now others later ok."
i just nodded,when the smirk came back on his face.

he walked in locked the door and turned back to me.
he caught me of guard,he pushed me on my bed i fellback.when he sat on top and held my
hands above my head. spoke sotly at my ear."condition number 1."
he started to kiss me fast and hard.i struggled for first couple of seconds.
then gave in.and started kissing back.the kisses were passionate now for both of us.
he let go of my wrists and instead pulled my waist closer to him.
at this point my head was telling me to punch him in the face.but all i did was
tangle my hands in to his hair.he realy used to much jel in his hair.

...

half an hour later we both stopped.both breathing was heavy.he was about to put his
lips back onto mine.i new how this was goin to end and i didnt want that to happen.
so i startled him by pushing him of my bed.
"i know you want me aswell krissy.dont try and deny it."he said this in a suduceing voice.
i did want him.bad.that is not a good thing.
hese one of those guys...all he wants is to get into your knickers.then its over.new day.
new girl.im not gonna become one of those girls.not me.im not that type of girl.

"i think you should leave"i was trying to convince myself more than i was him.
he sighed then sat next to me. "cant we just do it.then mabye i'll get over you."

now that comment just pissed me of.i slapped him rond the face then said.
"who the fuck do you think i am,im not like those girls you fuck then leave.
i aint your fucking barbie doll,you dont just get to play with me when you feel like it."
i unlocked the door and walked out while he shouted my name .


8. close call.

the next day....

i was happy to be alone in the living room when i woke up.
that meant i was strong anough to ignore the feelings i have for the vile gorgous
jerk,tyler, yesterday.

i now know i can not control myself if he kisses me,sadly he knows this aswell.
so i will do every thing in my power to avoid him.hopefully for a long anough
time to get over him.fingers crossed.

my fone started to ring it was a message from ally saying:

gangs meeting up at 2 in town square,
we're going to a west end party after to get hammered...coming?

i text back: ok meet ya's at 2.

i looked at a clock it said 12:00am.
i got up and went to my bed room door and peaked in just incase he had fell
asleep in my bedroom last night.thank god he wasnt there when i took a peak inside.
i walked in to my on suite bathroom and got in the shower.i needed to calm myself.
take the stress away.this was deffinately the way to do it.

after