why me. by louise stephenson...x (motivational novels txt) 📖

i had come out of the shower i got ready to go out you know...
clothes ...
wearing a t-shirt saying paramore rocks :P on it.and some bagy trousers.i
put my partying stuff in a bag which was a mini dress,heels,make-up,brush and jewelery.
i put my hair up in a loose bunn just for town.thats why i brot the brush for the party.

when i went down stairs into the kitchen to get some food before leaving for town.
i walked in on tyler and the scank from the other day kissing.
i was distraght inside but pushed my feelings to the side.afterall im not meant to like him.
i walked up to the counter to get make some co-co-pops.

they never realised i was there till i poured the milk into the bowl.
and started to crunch the breakfast down.

the coversation went a little like this:

tyler-umm..krissy..hi..(he said this realy! nervously.)

me-oh hi.not interupting anything am i.(i was so confident(tylers not normaly nervous,
i thought.?.)

scank-well kind of,as you can see.(she smirked.iwanted to punch her face there and then)

tyler-no we were just...getting some food.would you care to join us for breakfast?
(that wiped the smile of ov scanks face.)(scanks real name is fiona by the way.)

me-no im ok im gonna meet some friends up town,then go to that west end party to get blathered.
sorry not got time.i would invite you but its a private party. :)

scank-your going to a party.dressed like...that?.!

me-look scank iv got clothes in my bag not that its any of your buisness.

tyler-oh,so i'll see you there then(that annoying confidence was back.)

scank-wait iv got plans tonight babe sorry.

tyler-oh yeah i know your not invited babe soz,not a plus 1 party.you understand?

scank-ummm fine! i'll cya later then(kiss) bye sketty krissy.

me-bibi scank :)

scank walked out.

me-your not realy coming are you.

tyler-yeah i'll cya there,ya c i have to go ma boys are going.

me-what you going with all your boyfriends?

tyler-you and i both no im not gay krissy.or do you want me to remind you?

me-na im alright thanks.

tyler-(was infront of me now.)well krissy.the next condition for the room.wanna no what it is?

i was walking slowly backwards now.i banged in to a wall behind me.that made him smirk.

tyler-stop trying to dismiss your feelings enjoy them.
( god i wanted to kiss him )
our faces were only inches apart he was about to destroy them inches whem my mum came in.
i quickly pushed tyler away and walked out of the room.to go to town.


9. town/party.

i was walking to town now.god he was so seducive,i hated it.
i dont think the view of the rooms worth my dignity.
nope,my dignity crashed and burned the moment i kissed him back and showed weakness.

rite i see my gang from here i run up to them and give hugs out to them all.
ally spoke first"you look flushed darlin whats going on?"

she new me to well.i mimed jerk with my mouth and shee understood straight away.

then we al went in the shops and fucked about.

...

ally said "rite its party time.lets go get changed then we'll get a taxi to the west end."

me and ally went to the bathrooms..and she must have done me up well.after she done herself
ofcourse. because all the guys were gaping at me,mouths wide open.the only word they
all could say was. "wow".

...west end...

we were at the party walking in.with our passes out.and guess who i saw strait away
with his 'boys'.
he spotted me before i could walk away.he was walking up to me now.darn him.
he was wearing a white shirt that was unbuttoned.

he said to me very cocky "fancie seeing you here,would you like to dance with me."

i replied "well i would cramp your style sooo..."

he smirked while saying "ohhh..im sure i'll manage.your only 1 girl i'll make up for it."

grr.i didnt like that comment. "wow your egos way to big for you mate.now bye."

i was going to walk up to ally.when hes pun me round making me dance with him.

"look i'll forget all about the 2nd condision if you dance with me through two songs."

"deal"was all i could say.i was mesmerized by his eight pack.he could see me staring
and laughed.

...

after dancing through 2 songs we were done and i said "umm..bi."
i was leting go when he pulled me in at the waist and kissed me powerfuly.
im sick of his ego.i slapped him round the face and walked up to the gang and started to
chat with them.they hadnt seen.thankgod no 1 did.

when the party was finished a taxi drove me home and i squirmmed into bed.
then fell asleep.


10. let the games begin?.!

when i woke up.i felt refreshed.i had fun last night minus the disrupsion from tyler and it would have been the best.
but sadly he was there. boo.

so when i woke i got up went to my suite had a shower,then got dressed in these realy sluty colthes.just incase tylers
gf was there.just to piss her of. :) .

i was wearing jean short shorts.and a black boob tube top. i admit i looked fine.. :D
id washed and dried my hair then i straitened it and put a little bit of make up on so i would piss that scank off
even more by looking hot infront of tyler :p .

i walked down stairs into the kitchen to get a bowl of cereal.when wouldnt you know it scank and jerk were getting off
in the kitchen again.i got the cereal and sat down on the stool by the side bar in the kitchen.and crunched.

by the time i finished tyler was practically drouling over me. it was hilarious.

i stood up put the bowl in the sink and dropped the spoon infront of his view pissing scank of even more i bent over picked it up
dropped it in the sink and was about to walk away when i pretended to just notice him.
and said "ohh. hi tyler." i was pouting,he so nervous.
he said "umm..(gulp)hi krissy(gulp)."
a nervous reck he was. i had succeeded.

i walked up to my room now picked up my phone and rang ally and gang (it was a five way call.)

"hi gang meet up at 4pm up town yeah?"
i heard all yes's and hung up.
i checked the clock and it said 1:00pm
....
i walked downstairs into the living room and turned the tele on simpsons.

i heard scank call through to tyler."bye baby cya tommorow."

then he walked in with just his boxers on that was it. boxers. yummy.im guessing this is him playing back and god he was doing well.
my turn to droul.

we talked :
(tyler had his sexy smirk on,and was all confident again.)

tyler-oh..hi krissy babe,mind if i watch tele with you?.

me-umm...(gulp)...hi(gulp).and you can..um..get clothes on first.then mabye.

tyler-ohh im sorry i thought you liked it,since your practically drouling? (smirk)

me-no im not (wipe lip,omg i was!)well you were drouling when i walked into the kitchen were you not.

tyler-no,well yeah that wasnt you though.i umm..was hungry.

me-what ever tyler.

tyler-just stop drouling over me krissy, its a little pathetic.

(that done it)

me-your pathetic,1 you were drouling over me first,2(i was standing up feeling so angry)you think your so bludy great.
cause your a popular.you think every girls falling for you.well guess what im not.so you can nock your ego down a notch.
(i poked him in the stomach and said)YOUR THE PATHETIC 1!

tyler bit his lip and looked down at me.didnt say anything so i looked down 2 and my boobtube had fallen down.shit.
i yanked it up. and slowly looked up at him.
he was staring at my lips.licking his.and gulping. shit i new what came next thats not good.

he yanked me close member hese only in his boxers.so im right up against his eight pack.
he must work out alot.

i didnt want it to go any further.so i spoke before he could kiss me.
"umm..i need to meet my friends,up town,at 4pm."

he smirked. "well...we got time.you can meet up with your friends afterwards."

i looked down,tryin not to get sucked into his little games.
then he lifted my chin up making me look into his eyes.damn hese hypnotic.wait what did he say before?

"meet my friends after what.?"
smirk "what do you wanna do?"

i new exactly what he wanted to do and it wasnt goin to happen.

"im gonna go meet ma mates now ill cya later."

i went to walk away but he grabbed my wrist and said to me "why dont we just have a little fun?...yeah"
he kissed me with eargerness.

i bit his lip cause he wouldnt let me go.

he sniggered "did you just bite me?"

i was angry. "is everything a joke to you. just stop it ok.youv got a girlfriend. stop messing with ma head.just stop!" and i pushed him away.

and i walked out.


11.we meet.

i walked to town were me and the gang normally meet up and i was like 1 hour early so i just sat there trying to catch my breath just to have it knocked out of me when i saw a gorgous guy looking at me while hese around a buch of his mates.i smiled and he started to get up when the group walked round the corner and shouted for me to come on.

so i stood up and he saw i was about to walk away he asked his mate somthing and then his mate gave him what ever it was he asked for before i got any where near the group hhe ran up to me,took my wrist in his hand wrote some numbers on it and said "incase you wanna hang out some time like without our mates there"

i asked he wanted my nuber and he agreed it was a good idea so he gave me the pen and i wrote the mansions home number on it.smiled gave the pen back and walked to my mates.

ally grabbed my wrist and wistled at me saying "you just pulled your first guy babe well done hese phit aswell." and we walked away.


first we went to an arcade playing on the coin machines.
then we went to kfc's for some food we went to our little hide out in this abandoned reck palce after.we stayed ther just talking for the rest of the day.

when i got a text i looked at it its the number i got of ov that gorgous guy this morning saying:
hiya, by the way my names harvey.whats yours ? t/b .xxx.

i text back saying: nice to meet ya harvey my names krissy...x

ahhh... he added kisses. when i showed all the girls in the group we all screamed in chorus at how great this is :D

later on at about 11:00pm i got a text from mum saying:
home now sweety.

i told every 1 i had to go now.and we all said bye.

...

when i got home i felt like my life was great until i saw him and all his