Blood Moon Forest : Series Book 1 by Falicity Davis (best historical fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

fought the primal urges to turn around and run to him. It was strong and the urges got ore intense wit every step I took away from him.

 

I slowly went harder, Leaving Zafara behind. I fell to the floor when I heard Zafara mind-link me she was leading them away.I gasped and shivered as I shifted back. My body shaked and I was beyond confused. My mom never told me this happened. I really don't want a mate even more. I snarled loudly at nothing, in annoyance. My body shivered violently even though I felt like I was burning up. Making a choice I told Zafara I needed her as I let out a yelp of pain. I heard pws thumping and seen Zafara. She shifted back putting on her clothes. How could I shift without taking off my clothes. I felt Zafara put the sweater over my body as She shaked but not as badly as me. "Okay It feels like when we first shifted." She muttered and Raymond looked at me not quite sure what to do. "Yea uh what do I do." He asked and I cursed loudly. "Its becasue I'm not accepting the bond." I said and they sucked in a breath. "I'll go find him. Stay here." He said and I just nodded my head. The pain got worse and I yelled out in pain. Zafara Looked at me and then started to dig a hole. "now is n't the time to act on primal urges. I promise you never buried a bone there, Pup." I hissed, My anger taking over my mouth. She looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "Well, Under the earth theres water if I dig far enough I can get it to cool you down." She said and I chuckled softly. "Waters not going to do anything, but thanks for the effort." I said quietly.

 

I heard foot steps and mutters of colorful words. "Raymond, Over here." fara yelled loudly. "Why don't you just tell the whole forest, Full of ROUGES." I yelled the last word. She Chuckled and Raymond broke throug hthe dark clearing, Its always dark. "I thought you were Jameela Rosalie Martinez, Nothing can stop you. Im sure A few roues will be nothing." He said and I grunted. "I would Murder them and then bathe in there blood."I said and he looked at me with a funny look. He rasied an eyebrow and then muttered something under his breth sounding like. "They are perfect for each other. Both phycotic." I snorted unlady-like as the pain eased, but still like a raging fire in my body. "I won't be with anyone. So i'm not perfect for anyone." I said with a look of defiance. "I'm still higer ranking, you not even the least bit scared. You have some serious balls." He said and I laughed loudly. Like I hit Zafara on the back hard making her wince. "She didn't even submit as a pup when she first shiftged. Her father's wolf tried to show her, her place but she just growled this little cute growl and got into defense stanse. I have the video."She said and I glared at her, "You little weasel. I will kill you." I stated and she rolled her eyes. "I can feel your amusement." She countered defiantly. "You're such a little devil." I muttered and I heard the russel of bushes. "Please god let this be fast." I muttered as the smell of fresh rain fillled my nose. I fought the urge to inhale deeply.

 

He stepped out, the moon light shining on his bare chest. I was soon lost as I looked into his eyes. They were such a beautiful shade of blue. He walked closer and I pushed agasint the tree. "See," He said to Raymond. His voice was like silk, but it was a powerful as steel. He held power and I wondered silently what his rank was. It seemed as if he was holding back so I oculdn't tell what it was and it annoyed me. My wolf urged me forward and I slowly stood, holding the jacket to my body. My tan legs were on view and his gaze slipped there and I was sure his eyes went darker. "Mine." He said so quietly. I felt uncomfortable and pulled a face on instinct. Zafara feeling this, stepped in front of my body, shelding me from his intense eyes. Something about him as he stood there in the moon light looking at me, seemed so dark and wrong. I, for the first time in my life felt intimidated. I felt my annoyance and anger levels rise. The look of confusion on my face slipped off and was replaced with a blank icy cold look in his direction I found my voice and spoke up.

 

"What's your rank?" I stated using my Alpha tone. He didn't even move. He spoke up and to me for the first time. "Don't use your tone on me. It won't work. And I find it insulting." His voice was blank and I growled wrapping the sweater around me and walking away. Zafara asked me where I was going as I tried to stop the sweater from flashingthe bottom of my butt. "I can't do this. I don't belive in storybook endings with the white wedding." I said and she looked at me and sighed. "Nither do I but, I'm willing to try to give him a chance." She said and I could tell she was already fond of him. "How? How do you already feel for hi. I just met, whoever that guy is and I want to drive a knife in his eye." I growled. I heard a thunderous growl and a shiver raked my spine. "Oh, stop being a child." I hised out. I found myself pinned to the tree, the sweater riding up. I went to knee him but he put a leg in between my legs. "You little fucking bitch." I yelled loudly. I heard Zafara go to move and help me but I knew Raymond stopped her. I was slammed back hard, unable to move. His face went to the crook of my neck and he whispered.

 

"I don't want you. I don't want anyone, But my wolf is nagging me so hard to mate you right now. I don't care about you. Not in the least. My wolf does sure, but I don't need a impulsive she-wolf who can't stop being full of herself for a moment as my luna." He growled and dropped me to the ground. "Luna?" I looked to Raymond and smiled widely. "Oh, this, this right here," I paused and looked around at them. "Is fucking rich, gold even. Your in luck. I don't want a mate either. So let's part way shall we." I said and took off the sweater and shifted. I looked and seen Zafara run to me in wolf form and she nodded for me to lead the way.

 

I ran hard and pushed myself to limits. Zafara was fine as she gave me a wolfish grin. I felt my wolf growl in annoyance at me but I was happy. Yes I did feel a bit saddened, but at least I wasn't tied down. I sprinted but soon felt worn. I felt defiance roll off of me and pushed myself harder. I was pushing so hard my legs were numb. Zafara sprinted ahead and shifted. I shifted mid-run and collapsed in her arms, not able to slow myself from not feeling my legs.

 

"What happened?" She whispered as Raymond rounded the corner. He dropped down and looked at me. I felt drained like, I can't explain it. We have to get out of here and talk to my dad." I said in a raspy voice. I was panting and I felt pains to the max making want to scream out. "I'll get your mate, As-" Raymond said but I grabbed his wrist tightly, almost snapping the bone, though he didn't even wince. "No." I said firmly. I was fine. It was only because I didn't accept the bond like they had. These were the thing I tried to convince myself with. I let go of his wrist not wanting Zafara's wolf to get mad. I sat against Zafara and felt tired as a thin sheet of sweat covered my body. I was grateful that she had covered me up. I didn't want he mate let alone anybody seeing my body.

 

I faded in and out and I soon seen my mates body standing next to a tree. I shot up and grabbed Raymond's neck choking him. "I said don't bring him here." I yelled a growl. I could feel Zafara torn. She wanted to side with my on natural instinct but he was her mate so naturally she didn't want any harm. I dropped him and seen my mate looking at me. "Don't look at me like that. We will never have anything. Love is a myth and it's not a real." I growled and he gave me an intense gaze saying nothing at all. "God, contain your fucking depression, Zafara." I growled out and she looked at me puzzled. "Im not depressed, im amused that you belive in anger hate and ruthlessness but not love." She said and I igonored the last part. "Who's feelings am'i getting then, cos' damn." I said in a breathless pant. 

 

She looked to be talking in a mind-link. God I want to talk to Mikah. I debated the pros and cons about before, contacting him. 

 

"Mikah?" I asked, letting my barriers down slightly. 

 

"Jameela, re you alright? You never let your wallas down." He asked unsure. It was true I never let my walls down, It made me feel in control of everything. 

 

"Fine, but Im feeling emotions that aren't mine or Zafara's. There hitting me so hard in waves that I collapsed." I whispered to him and I waited silently. I hated not knowing. It made me feel out of conrol, Like I didn't know anything at all. 

 

"You should be back not tomorrow but the next morning. Just hang on, Dad is going to do reserch." He paused and I knew he wanted to tell me something so I urged him on. 

 

"Malikah is closing himself off more. He won't call or answer the door, even to Alpha commands." I felt myself go hard. I hated Kai, yes he was my brother, and I knew that loosing your mate is painful. I looked at her a sister. He closed himself off and hid away on the edge of the terrtory, hours from us. I get he was in pain, but we were family. Me and him were as thick as thevies. Well not as close as me and Kole, but he was always there. He protected me. He promised he would help me with the whole mate thing and he lied. I deluded myself in thinking he would come at the last minute, telling me to be strong and everything was going to be okay. Everything is a lie, Love isn't real. The only one I love is my brother, Kole. 

 

"Don't talk to me about him. I have to go." I said and he started to talk. "Okay I love you." I knew he was waiting for me to say it back but he was deluding himself, thinking that. 

 

"Yea, you too." I closed it off and felt Zafara plop down next to me. 

 

"What happened?" She asked and I just felt annoyance and the need to punch Kai in the face. "Mikah is going on about Kai, and He said we should be back home not tomorrow but the next morning." I said and she nodded. I knew she was waiting for me to tell her about kai. "Kai, is closing himself off even more. He's not even calling anymore. They have to send out guys to see i he killed himself. I Love hi-" I was cut off my thunderous growl and the nI heard stomping. I looked to se