How Can You know the Agony of Heart by Rida Shoukat (reading books for 4 year olds TXT) 📖

On that day, Shanzal Ali Shah came back home early from the office. Muathar, who after finding Hoor ul Ain busy with some work, gets bored and came to the room of Shanzal Ali Shah in hidden. 

"Ohhhh.......you are here at that time.... what happened, does mama scold you?" 

He turns to her getting astonished and then picked her up in his arms while asking. When she slightly shake her head in a negative and said making smile. 

"No, mama very much loves me, let alone me she doesn't scold anyone." 

"No....it's a lie, she always scolds me." 

Shanzal Ali Shah immediately smiled and denied her belief. Then he took her to his lap and sat with her when Muathar asked. 

"Uncle, why do mama always remain angry with you, you are so good, you love mama and me a lot, still mama doesn't live happily with you, why.....?" 

Now what Shanzal was supposed to answer her such an innocent question, so he remain silent. 

"Uncle..... you do love me a lot, you don't mind whatever mama says to you, why? How do you belong to us?" 

Like her first question, he also remains silent and tight-lipped on her second question as well. There was nothing for him to say to her. 

"Uncle....my mama is very good by heart, very loving, caring. She also cooks delicious dishes. At night, she sings a very sweet lullaby. She also knows a lot of stories. You don't marry Zoya's aunt but you marry mama's uncle, please....." 

Now Shanzal Ali Shah's heart started beating wildly. Along with his lips, his feet also started trembling. His heart was beating rhythmically. An unknown restlessness has engulfed his whole soul. For an unknown reason, his eyes become watery. 

"How do you know that I am going to marry Zoya." He asked her in his teary voice while rubbing his watery eyes.  

When she said in her innocent tone. 

"Today in the park you were saying to Zoya aunt when I listened to you." 

"Your Zoya aunt is also good."  

Hardly controlling his wildly beating heart, his voice was coming from his mouth very drastically. 

"Yes, Zoya's aunt is nice but mama is very nice and also beautiful."  

According to her innocent mind, she tried to lure Shanzal. But before he can say something to her in her answer, Hoor ul Ain came to his room in furiousness. 

"I forbade you, then why you came here."  

She said almost shouting while harshly pouncing on the little arm of Muathar who was sitting in Shanzal lap. When Shanzal strongly grabbed her delicate wrist in his stronghold. 

"I also forbade you miss Hoor ul Ain, that you will not step into my bedroom without my permission, but..... today again you opposed my order, it seems you don't really understand the language of love." 

His hold on Hoor ul Ain's wrist further tightened.  When in anger she hissed and said. 

"Don't take advantage of my helplessness Mr. Shanzal, you know very well how much I hate you." 

"Yes, who else can know it better than me, and by the way, a stone-hearted and lifeless girl like you can only hate from everyone, you don't know how to love? You don't have that heart that can make you feel this surreal feeling." 

"I don't want to argue with you Mr. Shanzal, it will be your pleasure if you stay away from me and my daughter." 

She again shouted at him. But now Shanzal slightly smiled at her. 

"That's the problem sweetheart that despite my will I can't let myself stay away from you, and by the way you don't have any such harmful germs which can make me worry about my life keeping myself at a distance, if you have germs then by swear of God, I still can't imagine in staying away from you." 

His words were deep in meaning which burned Hoor ul Ain from head to toe. Only then she barked in rage. 

"I'm not here to listen to your nonsense." 

"Ohh sorry, you must have told me earlier I will ask about tea or water." 

He was enjoying her red and furious face. That's why he was annoying her. When Hoor ul Ain said helplessly while trying in vain to let her wrist free from his stronghold. 

"Leave my hand, I don't want to face a bastard man like you." 

"It's your bad luckiness, anyways my taste isn't that bad that I start using the used things, you can go a miss but be careful from now on, I don't like terror in my home." 

As he said it, he let go of her Hoor ul Ain wrist and took his to his jeans pant pockets. On that, Hoor ul Ain was further infuriated by him. She was feeling like crying on her helplessness and her luck.  

But now she doesn't want to cry in front of her life enemy to make herself look weak. So drinking all her tears inside of herself she held Muathar by her arm and took her to her room. 

"Why did you go to him? I forbade you to not go to him, then why did you go there." 

She started venting out all her anger on that innocent. She barked at her on which Shanzal Ali Shah's heart caught by unbearable pain.  

For a moment, a heart-wrenching smile came to his lips and dissipated after a moment. On that night, he stays awake till late at night thinking about Hoor ul Ain. 

The whole night he kept smoking and remembering every moment he spent with her. How strange it is that despite her extreme hatred he can't hate her back. 

How much he tried to let her thoughts go away, but his mind get that much entangled about her. His heart was all wounded and it kept wounding. Life has led him to a strange testing time. 

"You don't marry with Zoya aunt, you marry with mama, uncle please....." 

Muathar voice resonated somewhere near. In helplessness, he hold the pillow in his hand and fell on the bed unwantedly. Now his heart wasn't in his control it was beating wildly.