Coerced To Be His by Yarmia Tariq (best books to read for women .TXT) 📖

She took out her own clothes and went to take her own shower without any exchange of word.

While he was fuming inside in his own guilt. He didn't know what to do. It was second time she tried to attempt suicide. And this time if he hadn't reached on time, he would have lost her deep inside the ocean bed, leaving no sign of her existence. And he was afraid of losing her that's what he discovered just now. He had a fear of letting her go.

He still couldn't get the memory out of his head when he came to her with a smile, holding the cake but didn't found her standing where he left her. When his ears rang with people's screams and when he found her fighting with the powerful waves of the ocean. Just a mere dot of her existence was left when he himself risked his own life and dived into the ocean without any backup. And how he pulled her hand which was almost unreachable from the surface. 
When his nerves sought of found peace, when his brain and heart sighed in satisfaction and his body relaxed when he held her close in his arms, alive.

He was developing feelings for her and he couldn't accept it. It was hurting his ego, while on the other side his guilt was Killing him. For the first time in his life he felt himself as a weak man. 
He never let his emotions overcome his senses and now he was losing it. Just because of a girl? 
He hated to admit that.

Just as she appeared from the bathroom, his anger found it's direction. And he barged towards her.

"Why did you tried to kill yourself?" He shouted with all his might in her face with clenched teeth and tight jaw, his veins appearing on his forehead, pointing out the stress in which he was in. 
Her face went white as sheet. And she found herself afraid to breath. Her lips trembled and her body shivered. Her mind went into panic mode as her heart rate was increasing. Anxiety hitting on her nerves, thick beads of sweat appearing on her forehead and sweaty palms.

Realization hit him and he recovered from his inhumane behavior as he stepped back giving her space.

"I'm sorry" he merely whispered to himself as he saw the warm liquid gathering around her eyelids and then flowing down her cheeks.