Coerced To Be His by Yarmia Tariq (best books to read for women .TXT) 📖

She vomited and felt really bad. She was feeling herself weak. She sat on the bed and her hand rested on her belly. She picked up her phone to check the date. 
It was one week above and she still didn't got her periods. The thing was making her worry like hell. 
The next thing she needed was pregnancy stripes to confirm her suspicion. But the feeling she got was undeniable. She couldn't believe she was about to become a mother. A whole human will grow inside her, that made her feel stronger than before. She was in tears, she almost thought she will burst with emotions. But the other side inside her was excruciating. It was becoming a barrier in her happiness.

What if Umer did not accept his child?

He has always been quite clear from the beginning. 
Without a second thought she paused her overthinking and decided to test first. She could be wrong in the first place and she will strictly use contraceptive pills from now on.

Right at the moment she felt terrible so she asked Anna to bring some juice for her. After drinking the juice she quietly laid on the bed and slept.

But soon Anna came again to wake her up. Annoyed by the sudden disturbance but she didn't complain.

"Mam there's a doctor who came for you" informed Anna.

"Doctor? But I did call one! Who sent it?" She asked in astonishment.

"Sir Umer has sent her and I think you should get yourself check up or he might mind it alot" she suggested politely.

Ayleen sensed the light warning she was trying to gave her. So she let the doctor in. The doctor came and asked her few questions about her personal routine and condition.

She replied truthfully but she knew that if she is pregnant she'll need to hide it from Umer.

"I think you could be pregnant, I suggest you to have a pregnancy test" the doctor informed.

"But I'm on birth control pills, it's not possible" she tried to convince her.

"Indeed you are but still there are chances, so you should prefer a test to confirm it" she knew that she was right after all she studied medical too and there was no way she could deny now.

"Do you have pregnancy stripes? I'll check it at home and if I got positive results then I'll further go to hospital. But either case it's a request that you don't inform Umer about it. I want to give him a surprise. I hope you understand" she made a cute, innocent face to convince and manipulate her for not only her own sake.

"Sure" the doctor seemed kind so she agreed immediately and gave her pregnancy stripes. She also wrote her some medicines for her current condition. After that she left, as Anna guided her the way back. 
Ayleen thanked her very much and was glad and eager at the same time to find about herself.

She gave the medicine list to Anna in case Umer inquiries about the meeting with doctor.

After gathering all her courage, she went inside the washroom and locked the door. With shaking legs and nervousness, she carried out the test with a great deal of spirit.

As she turned the strip to see the result, her vision became blur.

She was pregnant!

She put her hand on her mouth and looked at her reflection in the mirror. She is going to be a mother? 
She asked herself unbelievably. 
She didn't know if to be happy about this or get upset. She was standing at the verge of hill from where she couldn't even step back in case of wolves and couldn't even step forward as she would fall. She couldn't help but imagine his reaction and response to this. 
Is she really about to have kids with him? The man whom she couldn't even accept as her husband.

In utter frustration she broke the strip and dumped it in dustbin. After she got out of the bathroom she laid again. After giving a great thought, she finally decided that she will tell Umer as how far she can keep this news from him? After all he is the father and he deserves to know.

She didn't wanted to imagine the worst, so she restricted herself to think about his reaction.

As usual she fulfilled her duties as his wife and waited for him at the dinner. His mood was quite unpleasant so she discarded the thought to share the news.

"Did you get yourself checked from the doctor?" He asked while eating.

"Yeah I did" she replied cautiously.

"Feeling better?" He asked without looking up.

"Yeah Anna just bought me the medicines so I just took the first dose. I guess I'll be better in few days" she replied trying not to spill the beads.

"Hmm I hope it's just a sickness and you get better soon, I need you by my side" he said while looking up straight into her eyes. The intensity in them made her uncomfortable and she couldn't help but question herself for making the right decision.

How long can she keep this a secret? One day he will get to know it, so why not now?

She subsided the thought and cleared the table as he went straight to sleep. He looked quite stressed and tired.

Ayleen followed him to the room. He laid beside her calmly, while she sat.

"Umer" she called out to him.

For the first time she uttered his name from her tongue, it could have been quite unethical if it couldn't caught his attention.
He opened his eyes immediately to look at her in shock. She felt her cheeks reddened and felt a bit embarrassed at his reaction.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked in confusion, not able to understand his gaze.

"For the first time you said my name and it sounded like a melody to me" he said with a smile which reached his eyes.

"Enough of being cheesy" she commented.

"What do you want to say to me" he asked giving her his full attention.

Sensing his good mood she couldn't risk the idea to ruin it by the news. So she preferred to have a conversation with him.

"I just wanted to ask you something" she replied meekly.

"I'm all ears" he replied while looking at the ceiling.