Coerced To Be His by Yarmia Tariq (best books to read for women .TXT) 📖

She marked several homes which were under her budget. The very next day after breakfast she packed her bag again and left the motel to look for her new home. She checked several homes which people wanted to rent to her but many of them were expensive or people didn't seemed reliable to live with. 
After a long day she finally found a apartment which was not in good condition but it was cheap most of all. And it was better to live alone. She paid the owner in advance and got the keys.

She got inside and it was extremely dirty. The first thing she needed to do was to clean it up so it can look like living place. She cleared everything and started her work at once.

There was no furniture except a couch, an old chair and table, and a cupboard which was fixed in the wall. There was not even any cutlery in the kitchen. She needed to do grocery shopping first to get the necessities. There was not even a broom or cleaning necessities to start with. The main city was very far away from the location. 
So she started with dusting and arranging everything. There was a small store near the building which had some goods. For the time being she bought things from there which were really needed and cleaned her new home.

Now it really looked like a living place for a human. Then she took a bath and changed her clothes.

There was one thing more she needed for her protection, and not to disclose her identity, a gown(a kind of black dress wore by Muslim women to hide their bodies). She took her wallet and phone and then headed out.

To save money, she took the bus and reached the main city. She went inside a grocery store and started shopping for everything she needed to live with.

She knew that she'll have to start job as soon as possible or she will run out of money in days. 
Luckily the store was in need to hire a sales girl at the moment.

She immediately asked the manager for the post. It was quite a little salary for her, but at the moment it was worth it. The manager asked her to join from tomorrow. But she made up her mind that she will keep trying for her real job until any hospital accepts her.

She was very happy to get out, and regain her freedom. But there was also a underlying fear that he might will catch her soon.

After grocery, she went to a mall and bought herself the gown she needed. She also bought a pair of casual slippers and some shirts and trousers to wear at home.

As she was passing her eyes caught the most beautiful thing she wanted to shop for, but not yet. It was a baby shop, which had little dresses, toys and their skincare products etc. For a moment she stood there admiring those things with doe like eyes. 
Inside she was desperate to shop all the things for her upcoming baby, although she didn't even knew that it was a boy or girl. But her expenses didn't allow her and she had to walk pass it sadly. But she promised herself that once she'll get a reliable job, she will come here again to shop everything for her baby. 
She patted her belly and smiled to herself.

After a long day and sore hands due to carrying heavy bags, she returned to her apartment. The clean home gave her sort of comfort and she felt alive again. She fell on the couch, all tired. 
Immediately her brain reminded her of the new job she'll need to join tomorrow. With limp legs she got up again and made herself instant noodles as her stomach was growling. After eating it she started placing all the things in their respective places.

As she placed her clothes in the cupboard, she decided on a suitable dress to wear for tomorrow.

After everything was done she again lied on the couch. But she realized that she didn't had anything to cover herself with, as she felt a little cold. She grabbed her black coat which she wore before and covered herself with it. It didn't help much but it was better than nothing.

She set the alarm and then closed her eyes, reminding herself that she locked all the doors and windows once she got in.

*

He sat all alone in his study room while he took large puffs of cigarette, dipping the room in thick grey smoke.

How can he be so foolish? Why didn't he got a hint of her plan? She fooled him so easily and he let her. How did he let her escape so easily?  He should've figured it out the moment she asked for passport. How did he trusted her?

According to his investigations, he found out everything that how she escaped from the hospital from the back door and then flew to Islamabad and he made sure that she was somewhere in Islamabad. He didn't found out her exact location as he got all the hotels and motels checked right away but no one had the registration with her name.

He was so furious with himself that he threw the glass of beer in the wall, scattering the content all over.

"I was fucking planning to celebrate your birthday and you ditched me like this?" He shouted with a loud voice making the room echo.

"I will kill you the moment I'll find you, I won't even spare you the time to ask for forgiveness" he seethed through his gritted teeth.

Her delicate face came before his eyes as he closed them to remember every memory of her. The touch of her skin, that smooth skin, her sweet moans when she was beneath him, that pain she endured because of him, that blush creeping up her cheeks, those lips he craved for, that rare smile which he witnessed barely, those dark long hair, her cries and everything made him so mad and desperate to unite with her again. He was burning inside, in need to have her. She was his, he made sure of it then how did she dared to leave him?

He was mad for her, how will he live without her? He questioned himself.

How will he sleep without having her in his arms?

You have feelings for her, you love her, his heart whispered to him.

"Noooo! Noo! I don't fucking have feelings for her! I don't fucking love her!" He screamed to himself, denying the inner voice as he stood up and threw everything off the table.