Apple Jack by Kelsey Rogers (intellectual books to read TXT) 📖

Chapter 1
Screaming loudly in the white painted room with a white covered bed by her side, she began to scratch at her body as if trying to remove something. Blood began dripping from her arms from the scratches she had made. It was the only color she had seen in weeks. Nurses rushed into the white room to sustain the girl. Pain flew through her body but wasnt enough to make her stop clawing into her flesh and screaming! The nurses held her down as the doctor entered with a needle. He stabbed it into her arm quickly before she could swing and somehow manage to get away. She quickly calmed down and was rushed to the medical section of the hospital. Doctors cleaned her and sanitized her wounds and brought her back to her room to rest.
She woke the next morning unaware of what had happened previous to that morning. Nurses walked in to check on the girl.
"How are you feeling today, susana?"
Susana brushed the hair out of her eyes and turned toward the nurse.
"What happened?"
The nurse gazed at susana and ecknowledged that she was is great confusion. She felt sorry, as if she wished she could have done more to help her.
"Well susana, You had been clawing and screaming once again. We had to sanitize your wounds and wrap them so we gave you anethsicia. You should feel like yourself in a few days, you have my word, dear. Just get some rest for now, you are going to be awfully soar."
Susana stared at the nurse for a moment. She knew the nurse's word wasnt acceptable because she had already known it was a lie. She began to speak in a soft tone due to her pain.
"I wont feel like myself in a few days, because, I never knew who I was. I dont know what to feel or what to even do with myself. I dont know what I like. Do I read? What is my favorite food? What am I feeling at this very moment? This feeling never goes away. I want it to so badly, ma'am. So so badly."
The nurse's eyes began to water. she noticed how hurt susana was and how lost she is. She knew that there was no help for susana. She walked closer to susana and tucked her into her bed and left her water on the tray beside it. She glanced into susanas green eyes and her heart melted with pain. She stood up and walked out of the room quietly.
Susana watched as she left. Confused because she hadn't said anything back to what she had said. She wasnt sure if what she said was right or if the nurse didnt want to deal with her sorrow. She turned to her glass of water and grabbed it. She stared into the glass at the water and began to drink it. She droppped the glass and began to cry. sobbing and pulling at her hair, she screams in horror! Doctors rush into the room.
"Susana! Susana! Calm down!"
They grabbed her arms and legs as the doctor gave her another shot. The tears rolled down susana's cheeks as her breathing calmed. Her head fell back and she went unconcious. The doctors began to discuss her condition.
"Susana needs to be watched continually! Her condition is to severe for her to be alone!"
"What exactly is her condition, doctor? What is so wrong with this girl that would make her hurt herself?"
"I dont know what her condition is."
"Then how do we treat her?"
The doctor stared at susana's unconcious being in confusion. He was unsure how to fix the girl. He didnt know if Susana would ever be herself again.
"When she is concious bring her to my office."
The doctor's assistant watched as the doctor left the room. He turned his head toward susana and noticed how beautiful she was. He had remembered her green eyes and the way her body spoke since the day she walked into the institution. Her hair was so long and voluminous as it blew from the gust of wind caused by the doors closing behind her. She was so small and fragile and her eyes were a glowing green. He remembered staring at her from across the room and being stunned by her beauty as she looked at the door closing behind her and her head turning toward him as the door slammed shut. As soon as the eye contact was made he had been hooked. The nurse pushed her toward her new room and got her settled in and then the doctor order him to sanitize the needles and his daze was ended.
The doctor's assistant "snapped out" of his day dream as susana awoke and she began to speak.
"Why are you in here, vagan?"
"susana, im sorry if i woke you. Doctor's orders, you know. I dont get to choose what happens or what i do."
"You can choose what you do. No one can make you feel what you dont feel or do what you dont want to do."
Susana sat up in her bed and the blanket slipped down to her theighs. Her breasts were reveiled and Vagan realized she was nude.
"Susana, do you need me to hand you your cloths?"
Susana stood up from her bed and walked toward the door. She shut it and used the chair to keep anyone from opening it.
"No Vagan. Come join me. I want to talk."
Vagan walked toward susana's bed and began to sit when susana interrupted him.
"Nude."
Vagan looked at susana in confusion.
"Nude? Susana, what do you mean?"
"I want to talk to you nude, Vagan. Remove your cloths!"
Aware that he could be arrested for assult by just getting caught shirtless in a patients room, he began to remove all of his cloths. For some reason he found it hard to ever say no to Susana. She was different from the others. Once all of his cloths were removed he got under the blankets with susana and held her close.
"Vagan, You know I love you, dont you? You know ive longed to be this close to you since the day I entered this place."
Susana rolled onto Vagan and kissed his lips as she looked him in the eyes. She watched as Vagan's eyes closed and felt his heart beat faster as he gripped onto her back.
"Do you want me, Vagan?"
Vagan's thoughts were racing. He was feeling emotions for susana that he never thought existed. He wanted her in every way shape or form!
"Yes, Susana! I want you! I need you!"
Vagan's voice was shaking as he said those words to her. But susana paid no attention, she was only focused on him saying yes. She grabbed onto his penis and slipped it inside of her. Vagan's grip got tighter as he pulled susana onto him harder. He flipped her over onto her bed and began pounding himself into susana. Susana muffled her screams by biting onto vagans shoulder and clawing into his back. Vagan burried his face into her pillow, the orgasmic feeling he was having made him want to hurt susana in a sexual way. Out of his own sexual frustration he flipped susana onto her hands and knees and began pounding her from behind. Susana's arms gave in and her face plumitted into her pillow as she gripped the sheets and moaned. Vagan's eyes rolled into the back of his head as he rubbed susana's theighs and pounded her vagina. As he cummed his fingers dug into susana's theighs and formed red impressions of his fingers. He flipped susana onto her back and layed by her. He kissed her neck and head as Susana began to fall asleep. Once she was asleep he got dressed and moved the chair away from the door. He opened the door and was startled by the doctor.
"Vagan, why was the door closed?"
Unsure what to say as an excuse, vagan improvized.
"Sorry doctor Wilco, I stepped into the room further to sit in the chair and the door just closed on its own. There must be a floor board loose or something. I was waiting for Susana to wake up but she hasnt yet so I was just going to go to use the restroom."
Doctor Wilco looked at vagan with an odd look on his face.
"Alright, Vagan. But Susana should have been awake by now. The shot was only to calm her, not make her sleep."
Vagan's eyes widened. He was unsure what to say.
"Yes, I-I-I.."
Susana awoke.
"Susana! So nice to have you finally join us. I would like to see you in my office dear. Vagan, hand Susana her clothing and show her to my office."
"Yes, sir."
Susana sat up and stared at Vagan as he grabbed her cloths.
"Why must I go to his office?"
"You are sick, Susana. He is going to evaluate you and provide help to make you better, and then we can finally be together. I'll quit my job here and marry you! We can start a family, I will give you everything you ever wanted! I promise you."
Susana took the cloths from him and dressed herself. She showed no emotion toward what he had just said but she was please and very fond of that idea. It was her dream as a young girl to lose her virginity to the man she would have kids with and marry.
Vagan took her hand and walked her to Doctor Wilco's office.
"Here you are, my love. Doctor Wilco's office. i'll be waiting here for you and ill walk you back to your room when you are done."
"I dont want to go to my room."
"Well then I will bring you to where ever you want to go in the hospital."
Susana took one last look at Vagan as she walked into the doctor's office. She entered looking straight ahead. She saw the doctor sitting at his desk, notpad and pen ready to go to work.
"Susana! Have a seat dear!"
She sat in the chair and looked at her hands. She noticed blood under her fingernails from the clawing she had just done while having intercourse with Vagan. She hid her hands so the doctor wouldnt see and question her.
"Susana, today is all about what happened to you. What made such a sweet innocent little girl such as yourself turn into a being that is all about harming herself? I need to know why you hurt so much, Susana."
Susana's eyes imediately went from her hands straight to Doctor Wilco's eyes.
"What hurts me?"
"yes, dear, tell me what hurts you."
"Many things hurt me. The way you look at me, the way I dont know what is happening, the way I get bursts of pain that flow through every inch of my body and I just want to tear it all out!"
Susana notices she is getting too angry and calms herself.
"Many things hurt me, doctor. Many things. What the real questions are is, how do you help me? How do you stop me from hurting? How do you take all this pain and anger I have and make it dissapear? Your best chances are to bring in a psyicic and a magician."
Doctor Wilco looks at Susana and smiles.
"You have quite the imagination, Susana. You appear to be so normal and so lively. I dont understand how you are the way you are."
"What you see in front of you isnt always what it is. A parallel universe lies centimeters from your very eyes but you can't