The Journal by Emmie Cleland (best feel good books .txt) 📖

TheJournal
Ok so my mom made me get this journal. You see I have anger issues and ADHD so its not a good mix, but I guess I’m suppose to write stuff that happens to me. So today all I did was buy this journal, and that’s it so far.

‘living in a world so cold wasting away-’ “hello!” its my boyfriend Tyler. he never leaves me alone that’s how I know its him, and the personal ring tone.
“hey baby what’s up?” doesn’t he have anything better to do than bug the heck out of me??? “what do you want Tyler?” he sighed “um well there’s a couple of guys from school. They have a band and there playing tonight at hot topic. Do you want to go?” hmm that sounds fun. it’s a new band, and I guess there rock cause he knows that’s all I listen to. “yea sure I’ll go.” he better not try and control me though! “ok I’ll be there in an hour.” I hung up and ran downstairs to tell my mom I was leaving tonight and that I was going to be home late, probably, it depends on how the buffoon acts. I went and changed into something better looking than just a pair of shorts and an old tee-shirt, then shortly after that Tyler was honking for me to come out. “hey. Are you ready?” he said as I got in the car. “well duh! Why wouldn’t I be, if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be sitting here right now.” he rolled his eyes and started driving. When we got there he had to drop me off at front cause there were barley any parking spots so he was going to park all the way at the end of the lane. “hey chicka. What’s up?” it was my best friend Emily. Her boyfriend Kyle was standing right next to her and Jonathan, Hannah’s boyfriend, my other best friend, was standing near. “hey. Where is Hannah?” I looked at Emily then to Jonathan and back to Emily. “she had to pee so she is in the bathroom. We dragged her along and Jonathan came with her.” me and Emily were rockers you see, but Hannah hated this kind of stuff, she was a prep. She still hung with us though. We have all been best friends since preschool so its understandable. Then she came walking toward us and Tyler came from the other direction. He tried to kiss me but I turned and started walking in. then everyone else started fallowing me. Emily and Hanna were laughing about what just happened and I smiled a little along with them.
Chapter 2
So we got front row, which really surprised me. The band was called three days grace. There were four people, they introduced there selves as Adam, brad, Neil, and Kevin. I’ve seen them around the school a couple times, and Adam was really cute, he has this sort of rocker-really sweet guy look to him. Getting to see him for more than five seconds really helped me relies that. The first song they did was called break, they also played world so cold which was my ring tone for Tyler when he calls me. The last song they sung was really kind of slow and a tear ran down my check, it was called lost in you. I felt like he was singing it to me. Probably cause he was looking at me most the song. It made me feel like I was on cloud nine, and truthfully I was! Somehow Kyle got us to talk to them after the show, they had a room in the back. It was kinda like backstage or something. Kyle was friends with everyone in the school so I guess that’s how, even though we could talk to them anytime we want. “hey, what did you guys think?” Adam asked sweetly as he was sitting down. He looked relieved he could sit down and take a break. “it was really good, I’m surprised your not singing stuff like this but bigger.” Adam looked at me and smiled, probably because I was staring at him the whole time, that probably made me blush. He chuckled a little and took a drink of water. “wait you really think were that good” brad said as he walked over to me. I nodded my head and smiled “wow thanks, your like big fans then huh?” I smiled a little more. “no this is the first time I have heard you guys, well I have a ring tome for world so cold but I didn’t know that was you guys.” he laughed a little and walked to the other side of the room smiling. “do you guys have any cds?” Emily said while she was staring down Neil. He laughed at the expression she had on her face. “yea here. You guys can all have one.” we all talked for a while then Hannah said that she had to be home in fifteen minuets so we had to leave. We all started walking and the band walked with us. All but Adam he was behind us and I was behind everyone else. I guess that’s how he was able to get me so quickly. “hey I want to give you something.” it was a box, it had a lid on it. It wasn’t very big either. “there’s a note in one of them, I thought you might like it.” I smiled and then I had to get in the car. “see you around.” I said as I closed my door.
When I got home I ran up stairs and opened the box right away. It had three cds that had three days grace on it and there were more cads. They were shinedown, seether, evanescence, likin park, and secondhand serenade. These were all my favorite bands. How did he know?!? I took the first cd out it was one of there’s, it said one-x on it. I opened it to put it in my laptop but a piece of paper feel out. ‘hey umm your kind of cute, you seem really cool. that’s why I’m giving you all these cads. I thought you might like them. If you don’t you can just give them to me at school. Umm my number is 527-1036, call or text me sometime, I would really like to get to know you more.’ I instantly put his number in my phone. I fell asleep with the paper in my hand.

Publication Date: 06-14-2010

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Dedication:
this is dedicated to my bestfriend nikki, my best friend katie, and myslef. we just need a fictinol world to be able to live happy and no drama only fun.