My Frozen Soul by skysky.bluestar W. (best novels to read in english .TXT) 📖

on bugs, I’m happy that he’s more active than before. The doe skin is dry I turn hume and pick up the pups one by one. They were born in wolf form the stay wolf form until there one years old then they can change, but they don't start until there two like tulis. I lay them down on the skin. I turn wolf and lay down and let them nurse. Tulis sat at the entrance of the cave and stared into the distance. "Come here tulis" I whisper "Come here" he comes up to me I grab him with me paw and bring him up close to me. He squirms until he is out of my grasp; he gets out and turns to face me. He gets ready to pounce and attacks. He bites and kicks my paw. I scoop him up close to me again. He squirmed and squirmed, but couldn't move. I got him stuck. I let him go play; the pups eyes were still closed. I remember when Tulis and Prim were like that. Kiba... always... Watched them squirm and laughed at their small adventure past the grass bed. I sigh, why did Kiba have me if there was another. I hope she finds out the same thing I did and leaves the good for nothing dog. I get up turn hume and walk over to our meat storage. I pull out a leg and rip off pieces for Tulis, and eat for myself. I put the meat we didn't eat back in the hole and cover it up again. Then I go outside and stare into the distance.

3 years later...

Tulis is now five and he can speak pretty well. Tatu, Tuta, and Silver are two and turning hume every once and awhile. I'm 27 and watching my pups grow. Tulis is acting like Prim would protecting his brothers and sister, but he seemed more drawn to protect Silver than the boys. I know that my pups will never know there father because I found his body by the edge of my territory. Killed by a she-wolf. Serves him right the low life good for nothing dog, he was even lower than dogs, lower than humes. I got new clothes for my hume form, a red top and black skirt that reaches about my knees. I get rid of the skirt stuff he gave me. I didn't have the scarf one day he came and ask for it I handed it to him, never saw it again. He probably gave it to that other one. A scent snapped me out of my thoughts. It was unfamiliar but then there was something outside. I see... the silver female Kiba left me for!

She has a pup with her. She was probably left by Kiba before he died. I push the pups in the back of the cave and step out of the cave with Tulis. "What do you want" I growl. Her eyes grow wide and she lowers close to the ground her tail in between her legs. "Are you Kiba's second mate?" I snap. She just stares at me,
"Answer Me!"
"I..I’m the second?" she looks at me confused.
"So you don't know, well you weren't the only one with him." I growl. "He was with me too, I had two litters" She looks at me and down at Tulis and back at me
"I... I never knew" she stutters. "I'm sor..r..y" I take pity on her and her pup, only because she never knew about me. I let her stay with us. She said her name was Lila and her daughter was Sera. Sera and Tulis are only one year apart. They could be friends if I get rid of the thought to kill Sera and Lila. Actually I feel even more pity for them when I figure out there was a third one, but before the third one became pregnant she found out Kiba's tricks and killed him. I'm happy she did because now she doesn't have to suffer like me and Lila. Tulis and Sera play outside the cave. Lila and I sit by my other young in hume form. "There beautiful" she says. "You know that they are basically brothers and sister, well there actually half but that still works I’m at least she has some sort of relative beside me." I look at Tulis then Lila
"What happened to her other litter mates? I pretty sure she wasn't born an only pup." I say and look at Sera
"Your right she had two other litter mates but..." she turns away and clenches her teeth tight. "Kiba... he was abusive..." tears ran down her cheeks "He killed them. He almost killed Sera, but I left before he could." she wiped away her tears. "Well what about Tulis I know he’s not an only pup" I look at her that at Tulis
"Vampire" I say and look at Silver. Her eyes grow wide. She stays silent and we watch Tulis and Sera play. They remind me of Tulis and Prim.

Evening, I get up and get buck That we stored no to long ago. We kept the horns skin and meat. I take chunks of the leg meat and give it to all of the pups. Me and Lila split the last of the leg. "Hey umm Lila why did you leave that territory just now" I ask finishing my last bit of meat.
"I was just chased out of my territory by the female that killed Kiba, then I ran into you." she said and turn wolf. She curled around Sera and went to sleep. "You can live here with us" I whisper and turn wolf. She nods, I lay down by tulis and my other pups, I fall onto a deep sleep.

1 week later...

It was actually quite an advantage that I let Lila stay. I was able to hunt more often while she watched the pups. With this going we were able to become friends. and since our children are half siblings it was even easier to become friends. While she was here I figured out were alot alike. She was also in a prison like me just in a diffrent town and she knew Kiba when they were young too. Just a few diffrences like, she was abused by kiba, and only had one litter. I wan't even hurt by Kiba, then again I was never stubborn and I never tried to keep him out of the territory. Plus I had two litters. At least we understood each other. Tulis is much much more active than before. Its almost like prim is alive again. I turn wolf to go hunt "I'll be back Tulis be good" I say
"O.k" he shouts. I set off into the forest, there is a hume and a horse I figure If I scare the hume I can get the horse but then he will go back to the village and get me captured. I guess I will have to kill him too. I jump and snap off his head with one swipe. The horse runs I run and jump on its back. I throw it to the ground and snap its neck. I bury the body of the hume and drag the horse back. Lila helps me skin the horse and get rid of the oragans. While she spreads out the skin I throw out the oragans an Hide the meat. We have alot of skins five deer skins and two horse skins. Tulis and Sera came in the cave and watched Silver and Tuta wrestle. Tulis and sera turned hume form and giggled. Tatu crawled on top of Tulis. They just laughed harder. Lila let out a little giggle and pulled Tatu off Tulis. She put him back on the skin Tatu turned wolf and chased his tail. My pups are so strange. I looked over at Tulis his eyes were clouded and it looked as if he were ready to cry. He walked outside and sat by Prim's grave. Lila stoped Sera from running out to him. I walk out and sit by him. "Tulis" I whisper
"Mum why did sis go" he aksed. Iook at him I close my eyes as my tears roll down my cheek. "Mum" he says again.
"I... I don't know Tulis" I whisper. Tulis walks inside. I stay out and stare into the sky. An hour passes I still sit (in hume form) by my daughters grave. It is now night fall. Lila walks out of the den in hume form "Cera come on its time to sleep" Lila says. I stand up and turn hume. I walk into the den and lay by my pups. I can;t sleep that night I twist and turn I just can't get the image of Prim's lifeless eyes out of my mind. The sun rises I haven't had any sleep I cover my muzzle with my paws. A few more ours pass. Everybody starts to sturr. Tulis yawns and stretches he looks at me an then the sky "Mum your wake?" he asked I burry my muzze farther in my paws. tulis shrugs his shoulders and walks outside. Lila wakes up and streches she looks at me then silver then back at me. Sera got up and chased after Tulis. Tatu Ponces on my paws I just sat there and let him chew on my ear. Next Tuta decided that I was a chew toy too. Silver came and takled Tatu and then Tuta she kept the off me. I smiled and licked her. I lazliy get up and strech I clean my ears. I turn hume and walk outside the den. I yawn and smell the fresh air. I smell the scent of hume. I get every one hidden. I turn Wolf and watch and litsen. About five humans come out of of the forest and face me. "Threre she is the one thats killing our men!" One of them shout. The have ropes and nets. The throw one rope, it raps around my back leg. I grab the rope and pull the one who threw it to me. I pick him up by the neck and turn hume. "Leave our he dies!" I growl. The men stand stunned. They run of screaming, Throw the man Im holding them they all fall and crawl back to the village. I walk inside the den "Ok its safe" I say. Everything starts to spin. "Hide don't worry about me" I shout and collapse. I watch in my blurred vision as Lila Hid the all the pups and the skins in the back of the cave. Then I black out.

I awake and find my self in a cage. Im back here. I Look for any humes, none are around. I bend the bars and slip through the small hole I made. I hear a hume approching I duck and hide under a table. He right next to me. I change and slash his guts open. I run through the place and look for the exit. A trail of from the blood of the hume on my paws show that I have escaped. I see the doors, I run to them. Humes pursue me I charge and break down the door. I run into the forest. I follow my scent from they took me I come across my territory border. I find the cave. "You guys Im back" I say. "Mom" Tulis says anr runs to me I hug him and pull him tight. I run over to Tatu, Tuta, and Silver, I hug them as well. Silver, Tatu, And Tuta all lick my face, there way of saying I missed you. My pups swarm me for the rest of the day. All do that day