My Frozen Soul by skysky.bluestar W. (best novels to read in english .TXT) 📖

is eat and rest. Tulis watches me no matter what even if I'm eating. I stay in wolf form until dusk. I sleep easily through the night. Morning, I wake early and stretch. Its before dawn the others won't wake for a while. I walk out and smell humes, there still after me. The only way I can keep Tulis and the others safe is if I leave...

I run and face the humes. I let them capture me. I turn hume and fall to the groud. every thing blacks out.


5 months later...

Back to rags and beatings. I let go of the resilience, and let them break me again. They don't have the big cage to hold all the wolves together. If I was a hume tht worked here, after I heard about the break out 8 or 9 years ago I would keep them in individule cages. I hope Tulis and the others are all right. I wish I had never fought those humans. They brought nothing but greif. I lay in my cage only moving for water. Its the winter months. They spray all the wolves down. Soaking wet, freezing cold, you could die instantly. I Lick my self to keep warm. We aren't aloud to turn wolf or you would be beaten. I lick my hands dry I cover my head and hands as long as I kept my head and hands warm I would stay alive. Day Break, bits of sun hit my cage. I bask in it as long as I can until the clouds cover it up again. My rags at least dry. I have been storing food for this time of year. Just like us humes are weakened by these months. When I cant see any humes I turn wolf and snap the bar of my cage and get out I turn hume and secretly get out of there. It is cold. I deiced to get new clothes for my self instead of rags. On the out skirts of the village I see a cabin. Clothes were hanging on a wire. I turn wolf and walk towards them. A young girl walks out of the cabin an sees me. I frezze in place. "Are you ok" she says. I turn hume. I hear humes coming.

"Come inside hurry." she runs inside. I follow her. The men pass by not even noticing. I feel something on my arm I jump back. "Its ok its medicene for your wound. I look at my arm a big gash was there. I never felt getting that. "Thanks" I mumble.

"You don't have to thank me. I help your kind all the time"

"Why your a hume you should hate us"

"Well... Im actually half" she removes the cloth on her head. Dog ears twicth. Now that I getting to see her completely her hair was silver blue. "They let me stay in the village, I just have to earn my keep."

"Why don't you come with me"

"I.. I can"

"Sure you can I have more than enough territory and prey."

"I.... ok" she says "Here have these clothes" she says grabing a skirt that reaches my knees and a long sleeve shirt. I tell her were my territory is and I head out. I get to my territory. I find the cave and walk in Tulis turns and looks at me he turns hume and runs to me. "Mum he says tears stream from my eyes. I look over at Tuta, Tatu, and Silver. I let go of Tulis and run to them I pick them up and hug them. They turn wolf and lick my face. "Hi" I say to lila. Sera's tail fluffs and she starts to growl. A flash back of the day prim was killed, just before she got killed she growled. I turn wolf and look. The girl from the village. I turn back to hume "Sorry the pups don't know you yet umm..."

"Jay my name is Jay."

"Jay... oh um this is my friend Lilas daughter sera" I gesture to Lila and sera. "This is my son Tulis and other sons Tuta, Tatu and my only daughter silver"

"You have a lovely pack" she smiled.
Lila gives me an uneasy glare. Tulis turns wolf and stands over his brothers and sisters

"Every one she is here to stay she is a harmless half-blood. No ofense"

"None taken" Jay wore a big smile on her face. I smiled back. I give Lila a hard stare. She just growls and lays next to Sera. Tulis tilts his head and smiles. He walks over to me and sits down. Jay looks at me and smiles bigger. "Here you can sleep here" I said directing a spot by my pups she goes and sits. Tulis turns wolf and goes to lay down by his brother and sister. He fell asleep. I walk outside and stare into the sky by Prims grave. Its dark the snow begins to fall. The stars twinkle and dance about. I hear a twig snap behind me I look. "Oh its just you Jay" i sigh.

"Yes umm what are you doing out here" she looked at prims grave her ears flatened "Oh im sorry did I disturb you"

"No your fine." she comes ans stands by me

"Umm if its alright to ask umm what happened to your little ones father"

"His name was Kiba and he rescued me 9 years ago. I beared his children, then tulis my oldest and there was prim she is the one in this grave. Then I was pregnant with a second litter. One day I got suspicious when Kiba was leaving extreamly often. I followed him. I found him with Lila the other female in there."

"Oh and where is Kiba now"

"He tried to get another female she figured out his tricks and killed him, before she became pregnant she lucky she doesn't have to suffer" I look up at the stars again "Come on lets go to sleep" I turn wolf and head inside. I fall asleep fast.

Dawn I get up and strech. Tulis is curled around silver. I smile. I look outside. Jay was sitting outside staring into the sky. I step outside still in wolf form. Her ears twitch. "Hello Cera" she say. I turn hume and go sit by her.

"Whats the matter"

"What color was Kiba"

"White"

"Did he have amber or green eyes"

"Amber why"

"Because Kiba is..."

"Is what"

"My Father......."

"Your Father?!"

"Yes my Mother died not long after I was born. He couldn't take care of me so he gave me to the village my mother lived in they let me live there."

"So why did you come with me"

" Well that village wasn't very nice and they hated wolves and since I was a half breed I was despised by both breeds wolf and hume."

"I'm sorry"

"Its fine as long as I actually have a home." I open my mouth to speak when I feel something lean against me. I look Tulis was looking up at me. "Hi sweet heart" I say and pick him up. He squeals and changes to wolf. Jay giggles. Tullis jumps on her. He chewed her ears. "Tulis not the ears" I warn

"Its fine I'm used to it we had dogs in my village" Tulis jumped all around. "Here comes the tickle monster" I snatch him up and tickle his paws. Sera comes out of the den and yawns. Tulis squirms away and runs to Sera. Sera drousliy spins and spins. I hear a noise from the brush. I turn to face it. "Jay get your self and the pups inside."

"But wha-"

"Don't argue just go." I change to my wolf form. A silver male wolf with green eyes comes out. I change to hume. "Who are you"

he changes "My name is Fang. And this is your pack right"

"You can consider us one, and I am leader because this is my territory"

"May I join your pack"

I growl suspecting other things. "Fine, just don't touch my pups." I turn and walk inside. I can't beleve i am doing this! I turn wolf and curl around my pups. Jay is watching Tulis and Sera near the back of the cave. Tatu and Tuta were wrestling while Silver was on the sidelines watching. Lila is finally awake and gives me a hard glare. I snarl giving her a warning to back off. I get up and turn hume "Jay can you please watch my pups i'm going hunting"

"Yes Cera" she said

"May I come" Fang asked

"You may" Usually I wouldn't let this wolf into my pack or let him join my hunting trip. But I was in heat and he must have known that. We head out. I couldn't control my body I turn wolf and run out to the trees he changes and follows.


Next morning...

I find my self in his arms. I struggle to break free and find some deer so I wouldn't come back empty handed. I carry it back and hide it in the back of the cave. "That was an awfully long hunting trip don't you think" Lila smiled

"Prey was scarce" I growl. I turn wolf and lay by my pups. Tulis nibbles my ear. Fang enters the cave with an annoying smirk on his face. I just want to bite him. But with what happened last night. I could be pregnant and he could be the alpha of my growing pack.

6 months later...

I am pregnant and he is now the alpha male. Tulis looks up to fang like he is his father. I would rather have fang the father of my pups than Kiba. Fang respected me, and he did't mate with other females like kiba. Even though he knew that he could have all the females in this pack. He stayed with me. He will be a good father. Any time know until I give birth and its a good time too. Tuta Tatu and Silver are now learning to talk. Tulis is helping them and so is Sera. I think Tulis and Sera wil be great together. I just hope Tulis will not turn out like his father.Fang comes by me and kisses my forhead. Tatu and Tuta attack him. I giggle. Lila is out hunting and jay is outside playing with Tulis and Sera. I get up and walk outside. Fang follows with the pups chasing him. I sit right outside the den a watch the clouds. With my pregnancy I can do much. Fang was getting trampled by pups. I lay down and fall asleep.

I wake up its late afternoon. I crawl into the cave and lay in the skins. And sleep again.

I gave birth over night. Two females and one male. The male is very sick and probably won't make it. One is pure black with blue eyes that look almost white. and the other female is pure white with dark blue eyes. The black females name is crystal. and the white females name is Angel. The little male died that morning. Fang buried him by prim. I clean up the new pups. Tulis and the othe greet the new pups. We are saddened by our son's death but are still happy for our daughters. Fang smiles and rubbs his muzzle against mine. Tulis is exited about having new sisters. Lila has