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or our lives donā€™t count. Possibly! You ought to knowā€”be it said without maliceā€”you who have rushed into one or two places single-handed and came out cleverly, without singeing your wings. The point, however, is that of all mankind Jim had no dealings but with himself, and the question is whether at the last he had not confessed to a faith mightier than the laws of order and progress.

 

ā€˜I affirm nothing. Perhaps you may pronounceā€”after youā€™ve read.

There is much truthā€”after allā€”in the common expression ā€œunder a cloud.ā€ It is impossible to see him clearlyā€”especially as it is through the eyes of others that we take our last look at him. I have no hesitation in imparting to you all I know of the last episode that, as he used to say, had ā€œcome to him.ā€ One wonders whether this was perhaps that supreme opportunity, that last and satisfying test for which I had always suspected him to be waiting, before he could frame a message to the impeccable world. You remember that when I was leaving him for the last time he had asked whether I would be going home soon, and suddenly cried after me, ā€œTell them ā€¦ā€ I had waitedā€”curious Iā€™ll own, and hopeful tooā€”only to hear him shout, ā€œNoā€”nothing.ā€

That was all thenā€”and there will be nothing more; there will be no message, unless such as each of us can interpret for himself from the language of facts, that are so often more enigmatic than the craftiest arrangement of words. He made, it is true, one more attempt to deliver himself; but that too failed, as you may perceive if you look at the sheet of greyish foolscap enclosed here. He had tried to write; do you notice the commonplace hand? It is headed ā€œThe Fort, Patusan.ā€ I suppose he had carried out his intention of making out of his house a place of defence. It was an excellent plan: a deep ditch, an earth wall topped by a palisade, and at the angles guns mounted on platforms to sweep each side of the square. Doramin had agreed to furnish him the guns; and so each man of his party would know there was a place of safety, upon which every faithful partisan could rally in case of some sudden danger. All this showed his judicious foresight, his faith in the future. What he called ā€œmy own peopleā€ā€”the liberated captives of the Sherifā€”were to make a distinct quarter of Patusan, with their huts and little plots of ground under the walls of the stronghold. Within he would be an invincible host in himself ā€œThe Fort, Patusan.ā€ No date, as you observe. What is a number and a name to a day of days? It is also impossible to say whom he had in his mind when he seized the pen: Steinā€”myselfā€”the world at largeā€”or was this only the aimless startled cry of a solitary man confronted by his fate? ā€œAn awful thing has happened,ā€ he wrote before he flung the pen down for the first time; look at the ink blot resembling the head of an arrow under these words. After a while he had tried again, scrawling heavily, as if with a hand of lead, another line. ā€œI must now at once ā€¦ā€ The pen had spluttered, and that time he gave it up.

Thereā€™s nothing more; he had seen a broad gulf that neither eye nor voice could span. I can understand this. He was overwhelmed by the inexplicable; he was overwhelmed by his own personalityā€”the gift of that destiny which he had done his best to master.

 

ā€˜I send you also an old letterā€”a very old letter. It was found carefully preserved in his writing-case. It is from his father, and by the date you can see he must have received it a few days before he joined the Patna. Thus it must be the last letter he ever had from home. He had treasured it all these years. The good old parson fancied his sailor son. Iā€™ve looked in at a sentence here and there. There is nothing in it except just affection. He tells his ā€œdear Jamesā€ that the last long letter from him was very ā€œhonest and entertaining.ā€ He would not have him ā€œjudge men harshly or hastily.ā€ There are four pages of it, easy morality and family news. Tom had ā€œtaken orders.ā€ Carrieā€™s husband had ā€œmoney losses.ā€ The old chap goes on equably trusting Providence and the established order of the universe, but alive to its small dangers and its small mercies. One can almost see him, grey-haired and serene in the inviolable shelter of his book-lined, faded, and comfortable study, where for forty years he had conscientiously gone over and over again the round of his little thoughts about faith and virtue, about the conduct of life and the only proper manner of dying; where he had written so many sermons, where he sits talking to his boy, over there, on the other side of the earth. But what of the distance? Virtue is one all over the world, and there is only one faith, one conceivable conduct of life, one manner of dying. He hopes his ā€œdear Jamesā€ will never forget that ā€œwho once gives way to temptation, in the very instant hazards his total depravity and everlasting ruin. Therefore resolve fixedly never, through any possible motives, to do anything which you believe to be wrong.ā€ There is also some news of a favourite dog; and a pony, ā€œwhich all you boys used to ride,ā€

had gone blind from old age and had to be shot. The old chap invokes Heavenā€™s blessing; the mother and all the girls then at home send their loveā€¦ . No, there is nothing much in that yellow frayed letter fluttering out of his cherishing grasp after so many years. It was never answered, but who can say what converse he may have held with all these placid, colourless forms of men and women peopling that quiet corner of the world as free of danger or strife as a tomb, and breathing equably the air of undisturbed rectitude. It seems amazing that he should belong to it, he to whom so many things ā€œhad come. ā€œNothing ever came to them; they would never be taken unawares, and never be called upon to grapple with fate. Here they all are, evoked by the mild gossip of the father, all these brothers and sisters, bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh, gazing with clear unconscious eyes, while I seem to see him, returned at last, no longer a mere white speck at the heart of an immense mystery, but of full stature, standing disregarded amongst their untroubled shapes, with a stern and romantic aspect, but always mute, darkā€”under a cloud.

 

ā€˜The story of the last events you will find in the few pages enclosed here. You must admit that it is romantic beyond the wildest dreams of his boyhood, and yet there is to my mind a sort of profound and terrifying logic in it, as if it were our imagination alone that could set loose upon us the might of an overwhelming destiny. The imprudence of our thoughts recoils upon our heads; who toys with the sword shall perish by the sword. This astounding adventure, of which the most astounding part is that it is true, comes on as an unavoidable consequence. Something of the sort had to happen.

You repeat this to yourself while you marvel that such a thing could happen in the year of grace before last. But it has happenedā€”and there is no disputing its logic.

 

ā€˜I put it down here for you as though I had been an eyewitness.

My information was fragmentary, but Iā€™ve fitted the pieces together, and there is enough of them to make an intelligible picture. I wonder how he would have related it himself. He has confided so much in me that at times it seems as though he must come in presently and tell the story in his own words, in his careless yet feeling voice, with his offhand manner, a little puzzled, a little bothered, a little hurt, but now and then by a word or a phrase giving one of these glimpses of his very own self that were never any good for purposes of orientation. Itā€™s difficult to believe he will never come. I shall never hear his voice again, nor shall I see his smooth tan-and-pink face with a white line on the forehead, and the youthful eyes darkened by excitement to a profound, unfathomable blue.ā€™

CHAPTER 37

ā€˜It all begins with a remarkable exploit of a man called Brown, who stole with complete success a Spanish schooner out of a small bay near Zamboanga. Till I discovered the fellow my information was incomplete, but most unexpectedly I did come upon him a few hours before he gave up his arrogant ghost. Fortunately he was willing and able to talk between the choking fits of asthma, and his racked body writhed with malicious exultation at the bare thought of Jim. He exulted thus at the idea that he had ā€œpaid out the stuck-up beggar after all.ā€ He gloated over his action. I had to bear the sunken glare of his fierce crow-footed eyes if I wanted to know; and so I bore it, reflecting how much certain forms of evil are akin to madness, derived from intense egoism, inflamed by resistance, tearing the soul to pieces, and giving factitious vigour to the body.

The story also reveals unsuspected depths of cunning in the wretched Cornelius, whose abject and intense hate acts like a subtle inspiration, pointing out an unerring way towards revenge.

 

ā€˜ ā€œI could see directly I set my eyes on him what sort of a fool he was,ā€ gasped the dying Brown. ā€œHe a man! Hell! He was a hollow sham. As if he couldnā€™t have said straight out, ā€˜Hands off my plunder!ā€™ blast him! That would have been like a man! Rot his superior soul! He had me thereā€”but he hadnā€™t devil enough in him to make an end of me. Not he! A thing like that letting me off as if I wasnā€™t worth a kick! ā€¦ā€ Brown struggled desperately for breathā€¦ .

ā€œFraudā€¦ . Letting me offā€¦ . And so I did make an end of him after allā€¦ .ā€ He choked againā€¦ . ā€œI expect this thingā€™ll kill me, but I shall die easy now. You ā€¦ you here ā€¦ I donā€™t know your nameā€”I would give you a five-pound note ifā€”if I had itā€”for the newsā€”or my nameā€™s not Brownā€¦ .ā€ He grinned horriblyā€¦ .

ā€œGentleman Brown.ā€

 

ā€˜He said all these things in profound gasps, staring at me with his yellow eyes out of a long, ravaged, brown face; he jerked his left arm; a pepper-and-salt matted beard hung almost into his lap; a dirty ragged blanket covered his legs. I had found him out in Bankok through that busybody Schomberg, the hotel-keeper, who had, confidentially, directed me where to look. It appears that a sort of loafing, fuddled vagabondā€”a white man living amongst the natives with a Siamese womanā€”had considered it a great privilege to give a shelter to the last days of the famous Gentleman Brown. While he was talking to me in the wretched hovel, and, as it were, fighting for every minute of his life, the Siamese woman, with big bare legs and a stupid coarse face, sat in a dark corner chewing betel stolidly.

Now and then she would get up for the purpose of shooing a chicken away from the door. The whole hut shook when she walked. An ugly yellow child, naked and pot-bellied like a little heathen god, stood at the foot of the couch, finger in mouth, lost in a profound and calm contemplation of the dying man.

 

ā€˜He

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