Crimson Tear by Kimberlyn Boster (book recommendations based on other books .TXT) 📖

really wanted to just hurry up and get the blue blood and go back to how it was but when I met her and stayed around her a couple of days it kinda changed my apraoch on the plan. Goderic, Roxial and I all agreed that we would protect her and not let heaven nor hell have her and that what was said about the blue bloods were all a rumor.
But when she died I slowly started to see women again, I’d go to the bar or dance club drink, find a woman or women and went to a hotel and stayed up all night with them and never let them sleep. But what ate at me the most was after my little bendge I would relize that every woman I took looked like Storm. The long black hair, the pale complextion, the crystal blue eyes, the very nice mounds on her chest. Their legs long and slender yet powerful, their butt firm and soft. I remember after the fact I would go home and stay locked in my room all night and day as a punishment not food or water for as long as I can stand and longer. Or until Goderic came up to the attic and made me eat something.
I was shocked out of my thoughts when I heard Goderic mutter amen. I slowly got up and made my way down the hall and down the stairs to the kitchen. Roxial was cooking and I was trying not to stare at her and fantasize about her again because I don’t like her like that, so I shook my head and stared at my homework from last night and worked on it till it was time to eat and leave. I hurried out to my Volvo, and started it up. The speakers started blaring Disturbed Indistructable, jumping up in shock I fell out of the car and everyone laughed at me.
“Dude, that was so delayed!!” Emmett chuckled, and got into his Mazda RX8. I started to pull out of my driveway when I looked into my rearview mirrior and my eyes where black as if my pupil exploded out to the corners of my eyes, I blinked and they were back to normal ‘what is wrong with me?’ I thought to myself. I drove to my parking spot and sat there. I laid my head against the head rest of my chair and closed my eyes. Car doors slammed after a few minutes later, I peeked through my eyes to watch everyone from the house of Gaurdians huddle up together while I stayed in my car. I opened my eyes fully and looked back into the rearview mirror and like my eyes were when they were black the had now turned into a crimson red color as if, the viens in my eyes had burst open. I blinked again and the red was gone, I looked out at the group and saw goderic and Vincent starring back at me. ‘hope they didn’t see them’ I looked back over at them and they were both stared at me and when they noticed I was looking back at them they nodded quickly so the others wouldn’t see.
I got out of the car and slammed the door, I started for our hide out. ‘ I hate it how people can barge into ours minds and talk to us… isn’t that an invasion of our pirvacy.’ I heard someone laugh and I turned around to find the laugh to be coming from Demetri, ‘not anymore there lusty you gave that up when you becaume a gaurdian’ he walked past me and hit l my back. I walked to into our little hideout of trees and a sitting area to wait for Storm.
While I waited I started to day dream: I was sitting on a large rock in our hide out, when she broke through the trees and it was just her and I, alone… at last... She was in a beautiful black mid-length tube dress, her hair was down and she had on strappy highheels. She waltzed over to me and was standing right in front of me, I carressed her delicate tattooed leg as she cradled me in her incased arms. I kissed up and down her neck and bit lightly as her head tilted back and she sighed which made me crazier. I shook my head and everything went back to reality, unfortunately. I looked through the trees that was in my daydream as Storm rounded the few trees and a flashback went to my daydream.
Shaking my thoughts out of my head I ran to her eventhough the others were saying thier hellos first, I pushed my way through excitedly and kissed her cheeks “hi I’m Mika” I said abnoxiously. I then felt something wet against my leg and backed up alittle. I looked at where the wetness came from and it came from her leg, as I looked her other thigh started bleeding and seeping through the small fibers of her jeans. “Dude, I think your thigh just started its period.” I started panicing cuz of all the voices rushing in at once from Vincent, Matt and Demetri about what her blood might taste like.
I watched as Echo fell to the ground, I watched everyone as they caught her while I stayed back along with Emmett. I watched as we all got into our car, I watched Goderic go through the portal. I looked in the rear view mirrior and my eyes were now an elictric blue. When I got out and into the recovery bay my eyes had turned normal. I stood in a corner in the recovery room and watch as everyone else cleaned her up. I watched as Vincent left the room, I watched out the window knowing he would go to his garden that he and Storm made. ‘I wish I had something like that to remember her by but the only thing I got are paintings and photos of her.’ Fourty five minutes later Vincent come back just as they finished and crawled on top of her, I was now smoltering in rage as I watched his tongue dance across her pale flesh romantically, I wanted to go over there and rip him from her and rip ever limb of his body out of there sockets. I listened to Vincent’s secret thoughts that he thought he could hide but I could always hear them and that only made me want to kill him more.
A few hours after they cleaned her, I felt the need to go to see Goderic, and on the way Demetri and his brother and Matt rounded the corner and told me to come with them to Roxial’s room. As we went in I could smell the blood, I looked to where it came from when I saw Roxial’s body rocketed with spurts of blood coming out. My eyes widen and I just stayed silent. That is until Demetri told all of us thatStorm was like Zeke and fought other creatures and was made to. I couldn’t take it any more and I ran up to my room and locked the doors. Time for the worst punishment that I have ever endured besides falling, no food no water till I am about to die; and Goderic wont be able to do anything.This was all my fault, I had to protect her not go to parties every night looking for women who could just be disposed of in the morning.

Lovely
*Derek’s point of view*

I watched as my lovely Echo fell to the ground, while Zeke, Roxial, Goderic caught her from the front. Demetri, Vincent and I caught her from around the back. I held onto her hips as everyone held on to something else. My hands glew a very warm as I secretly healed the internal wounds. ‘Vincent will have to get the external wounds I’m too weak to do it all right here and now.’, I thought to Goderic. He nodded and picked her up bridal style and carried her away to his car, I wanted to take her back my self but Goderic took her instead. I sulked to my jeep and just sat there in the parking lot, I could feel everything that was wrong with her internally. I sighed and followed after Zeke, going through the portal to the other world was hell, my inners felt like they will implode but, the pain wasn’t mine…It was hers. Out of the portal I saw Zeke’s car and he was still in it with his forhead pressed against the steering wheel. I knock softly on his window, he jumped and looked over at me with wet cheeks. “you alright, Zekiel?” I use to always call him that and it would get on his nerves but now since he was revived he hasn’t flinch or noticed it even bothering him. But sometimes when he’s not really here and spacing off, when we called him Zekiel he would give us a death glare like he use to. “I can feel what happened” his voice shook taking me off guard. That is impossible only the gaurdians with healing powers can do that and even when he remembered everything he didn’t have healing powers. Zeke noticed my distress, “what this isn’t suppose to happen” I just stayed quiet and shook my head no.
We walked into the sick bay and I nudged Zeke to stand next to Goderic because, I knew he would pick up on Zeke. Sometimes when the wash cloths hit a deep wound on Echo it would make Zeke jump away as if he was touching something hot. Every once in a while Goderic would glance over quizically at me. ‘I’ll explain later.’ And he nodded. As they were finishing up Vincent climbed on top of her and started licking her wounds slowly as if being romantic about it I could hear his thoughts and I know that he was healing her but, I wanted to rip him to sheds and I think everyone else besides Roxial did too. ‘she tastes so good’ Vincent’s thoughts would slip everynow and again. I watched as his tongue gently carressed her skin and wishing that I could do the same to her, I shook my head and walked out into the hall and made my way to my room.
A few minutes later Goderic came in, “what was that all about with Zeke? What was wrong with him?” I was now sitting on my bed with a bass guitar in my hand along with note book paper with notes and song lyrics that I wrote, mainly about her.“He can feel her external wounds..” I said still looking at the notebook infront of me.
“that can’t be” he gasped.
“ I know and I can’t tell you why he is doing it because before the goonie attack he couldn’t heal her or anybody at all and now he can feel her out side wounds, Goderic you saw how he was flinching; do you think apart of her is in him??” I was now looking at him “because I was in his postion and I can now only hear her thoughts, what if healing her and knowing what she’s going to do before she is going to do it…what if that is apart of her inside of me… Is it possible???”
“I see no reason why it wouldn’t be.” He said “I have to go see Roxial” he said turning to leave but I stopped him “can we keep this between us for now?” and with that he nodded and