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I would not sit in an armchair and would

not have them bow down to me as an idol,” thundered Father Ferapont.

“Nowadays folk destroy the true faith. The dead man, your saint,” he

turned to the crowd, pointing with his finger to the coffin, “did

not believe in devils. He gave medicine to keep off the devils. And so

they have become as common as spiders in the corners. And now he has

begun to stink himself. In that we see a great sign from God.”

 

The incident he referred to was this. One of the monks was haunted

in his dreams and, later on, in waking moments, by visions of evil

spirits. When in the utmost terror he confided this to Father Zossima,

the elder had advised continual prayer and rigid fasting. But when

that was of no use, he advised him while persisting in prayer and

fasting, to take a special medicine. Many persons were shocked at

the time and wagged their heads as they talked over it-and most of

all Father Ferapont, to whom some of the censorious had hastened to

report this “extraordinary” counsel on the part of the elder.

 

“Go away, Father!” said Father Paissy, in a commanding voice,

“it’s not for man to judge but for God. Perhaps we see here a ‘sign’

which neither you, nor I, nor anyone of us is able to comprehend.

Go, Father, and do not trouble the flock!” he repeated impressively.

 

“He did not keep the fasts according to the rule and therefore the

sign has come. That is clear and it’s a sin to hide it,” the

fanatic, carried away by a zeal that outstripped his reason, would not

be quieted. “He was seduced by sweetmeats, ladies brought them to

him in their pockets, he sipped tea, he worshipped his belly,

filling it with sweet things and his mind with haughty thoughts….

And for this he is put to shame….”

 

“You speak lightly, Father.” Father Paissy, too, raised his voice.

“I admire your fasting and severities, but you speak lightly like some

frivolous youth, fickle and childish. Go away, Father, I command you!”

Father Paissy thundered in conclusion.

 

“I will go,” said Ferapont, seeming somewhat taken aback, but

still as bitter. “You learned men! You are so clever you look down

upon my humbleness. I came hither with little learning and here I have

forgotten what I did know; God Himself has preserved me in my weakness

from your subtlety.”

 

Father Paissy stood over him, waiting resolutely. Father

Ferapont paused and, suddenly leaning his cheek on his hand

despondently, pronounced in a singsong, voice, looking at the

coffin of the dead elder:

 

“To-morrow they will sing over him ‘Our Helper and Defender’- a

splendid anthem-and over me when I die all they’ll sing will be ‘What

Earthly Joy’- a little cantical,”* he added with tearful regret.

“You are proud and puffed up, this is a vain place!” he shouted

suddenly like a madman, and with a wave of his hand he turned

quickly and quickly descended the steps. The crowd awaiting him

below wavered; some followed him at once and some lingered, for the

cell was still open, and Father Paissy, following Father Ferapont on

to the steps, stood watching him. the excited old fanatic was not

completely silenced. Walking twenty steps away, he suddenly turned

towards the setting sun, raised both his arms and, as though someone

had cut him down, fell to the ground with a loud scream.

 

* When a monk’s body is carried out from the cell to the church

and from the church to the graveyard, the canticle “What Earthly

Joy…” is sung. If the deceased was a priest as well as a monk the

canticle “Our Helper and Defender” is sung instead.

 

“My God has conquered! Christ has conquered the setting sun!” he

shouted frantically, stretching up his hands to the sun, and falling

face downwards on the ground, he sobbed like a little child, shaken by

his tears and spreading out his arms on the ground. Then all rushed up

to him; there were exclamations and sympathetic sobs… a kind of

frenzy seemed to take possession of them all.

 

“This is the one who is a saint! This is the one who is a holy

man!” some cried aloud, losing their fear. “This is he who should be

an elder,” others added malignantly.

 

“He wouldn’t be an elder… he would refuse… he wouldn’t serve a

cursed innovation… he wouldn’t imitate their foolery,” other

voices chimed in at once. And it is hard to say how far they might

have gone, but at that moment the bell rang summoning them to service.

All began crossing themselves at once. Father Ferapont, too, got up

and crossing himself went back to his cell without looking round,

still uttering exclamations which were utterly incoherent. A few

followed him, but the greater number dispersed, hastening to

service. Father Paissy let Father Iosif read in his place and went

down. The frantic outcries of bigots could not shake him, but his

heart was suddenly filled with melancholy for some special reason

and he felt that. He stood still and suddenly wondered, “Why am I

sad even to dejection?” and immediately grasped with surprise that his

sudden sadness was due to a very small and special cause. In the crowd

thronging at the entrance to the cell, he had noticed Alyosha and he

remembered that he had felt at once a pang at heart on seeing him.

“Can that boy mean so much to my heart now?” he asked himself,

wondering.

 

At that moment Alyosha passed him, hurrying away, but not in the

direction of the church. Their eyes met. Alyosha quickly turned away

his eyes and dropped them to the ground, and from the boy’s look

alone, Father Paissy guessed what a great change was taking place in

him at that moment.

 

“Have you, too, fallen into temptation?” cried Father Paissy. “Can

you be with those of little faith?” he added mournfully.

 

Alyosha stood still and gazed vaguely at Father Paissy, but

quickly turned his eyes away again and again looked on the ground.

He stood sideways and did not turn his face to Father Paissy, who

watched him attentively.

 

“Where are you hastening? The bell calls to service,” he asked

again, but again Alyosha gave no answer.

 

“Are you leaving the hermitage? What, without asking leave,

without asking a blessing?”

 

Alyosha suddenly gave a wry smile, cast a strange, very strange,

look at the Father to whom his former guide, the former sovereign of

his heart and mind, his beloved elder, had confided him as he lay

dying. And suddenly, still without speaking, waved his hand, as though

not caring even to be respectful, and with rapid steps walked

towards the gates away from the hermitage.

 

“You will come back again!” murmured Father Paissy, looking

after him with sorrowful surprise.

Chapter 2

A Critical Moment

 

FATHER PAISSY, of course, was not wrong when he decided that his

“dear boy” would come back again. Perhaps indeed, to some extent, he

penetrated with insight into the true meaning of Alyosha’s spiritual

condition. Yet I must frankly own that it would be very difficult

for me to give a clear account of that strange, vague moment in the

life of the young hero I love so much. To Father Paissy’s sorrowful

question, “Are you too with those of little faith?” I could, of

course, confidently answer for Alyosha, “No, he is not with those of

little faith. Quite the contrary.” Indeed, all his trouble came from

the fact that he was of great faith. But still the trouble was there

and was so agonising that even long afterwards Alyosha thought of that

sorrowful day as one of the bitterest and most fatal days of his life.

If the question is asked: “Could all his grief and disturbance have

been only due to the fact that his elder’s body had shown signs of

premature decomposition instead of at once performing miracles?” I

must answer without beating about the bush, “Yes, it certainly was.” I

would only beg the reader not to be in too great a hurry to laugh at

my young hero’s pure heart. I am far from intending to apologise for

him or to justify his innocent faith on the ground of his youth, or

the little progress he had made in his studies, or any such reason.

I must declare, on the contrary, that I have genuine respect for the

qualities of his heart. No doubt a youth who received impressions

cautiously, whose love was lukewarm, and whose mind was too prudent

for his age and so of little value, such a young man might, I admit,

have avoided what happened to my hero. But in some cases it is

really more creditable to be carried away by an emotion, however

unreasonable, which springs from a great love, than to be unmoved. And

this is even truer in youth, for a young man who is always sensible is

to be suspected and is of little worth-that’s my opinion!

 

“But,” reasonable people will exclaim perhaps, “every young man

cannot believe in such a superstition and your hero is no model for

others.”

 

To this I reply again, “Yes! my hero had faith, a faith holy and

steadfast, but still I am not going to apologise for him.”

 

Though I declared above, and perhaps too hastily, that I should

not explain or justify my hero, I see that some explanation is

necessary for the understanding of the rest of my story. Let me say

then, it was not a question of miracles. There was no frivolous and

impatient expectation of miracles in his mind. And Alyosha needed no

miracles at the time, for the triumph of some preconceived idea-oh

no, not at all-what he saw before all was one figure-the figure of

his beloved elder, the figure of that holy man whom he revered with

such adoration. The fact is that all the love that lay concealed in

his pure young heart for everyone and everything had, for the past

year, been concentrated-and perhaps wrongly so-on one being, his

beloved elder. It is true that being had for so long been accepted

by him as his ideal, that all his young strength and energy could

not but turn towards that ideal, even to the forgetting at the

moment “of everyone and everything.” He remembered afterwards how,

on that terrible day, he had entirely forgotten his brother Dmitri,

about whom he had been so anxious and troubled the day before; he

had forgotten, too, to take the two hundred roubles to Ilusha’s

father, though he had so warmly intended to do so the preceding

evening. But again it was not miracles he needed but only “the

higher justice” which had been in his belief outraged by the blow that

had so suddenly and cruelly wounded his heart. And what does it

signify that this “justice” looked for by Alyosha inevitably took

the shape of miracles to be wrought immediately by the ashes of his

adored teacher? Why, everyone in the monastery cherished the same

thought and the same hope, even those whose intellects Alyosha

revered, Father Paissy himself, for instance. And so Alyosha,

untroubled by doubts, clothed his dreams too in the same form as all

the rest. And a whole year of life in the monastery had formed the

habit of this expectation in his heart. But it was justice, justice,

he thirsted for, not simply miracles.

 

And now the man who should, he believed, have been exalted above

everyone in the whole world, that man, instead of receiving the

glory that was his due, was suddenly degraded and dishonoured! What

for? Who had judged him? Who could have decreed this?

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