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my hurrying feet

on the stone flooring, I fled up the steep steps, and through the dim

expanse of the church, out into the bright sunlight. I found that I

had mechanically raised the fallen lamp, and had taken it with me in

my flight.

 

My feet naturally turned towards home. It was all instinctive. The

new horror had—for the time, at any rate—drowned my mind in its

mystery, deeper than the deepest depths of thought or imagination.

BOOK IV: UNDER THE FLAGSTAFF

RUPERT’S JOURNAL—Continued.

May 1, 1907.

 

For some days after the last adventure I was in truth in a half-dazed

condition, unable to think sensibly, hardly coherently. Indeed, it

was as much as I could do to preserve something of my habitual

appearance and manner. However, my first test happily came soon, and

when I was once through it I reacquired sufficient self-confidence to

go through with my purpose. Gradually the original phase of

stupefaction passed, and I was able to look the situation in the

face. I knew the worst now, at any rate; and when the lowest point

has been reached things must begin to mend. Still, I was wofully

sensitive regarding anything which might affect my Lady of the

Shroud, or even my opinion of her. I even began to dread Aunt

Janet’s Second-Sight visions or dreams. These had a fatal habit of

coming so near to fact that they always made for a danger of

discovery. I had to realize now that the Lady of the Shroud might

indeed be a Vampire—one of that horrid race that survives death and

carries on a life-in-death existence eternally and only for evil.

Indeed, I began to EXPECT that Aunt Janet would ere long have some

prophetic insight to the matter. She had been so wonderfully correct

in her prophetic surmises with regard to both the visits to my room

that it was hardly possible that she could fail to take cognizance of

this last development.

 

But my dread was not justified; at any rate, I had no reason to

suspect that by any force or exercise of her occult gift she might

cause me concern by the discovery of my secret. Only once did I feel

that actual danger in that respect was close to me. That was when

she came early one morning and rapped at my door. When I called out,

“Who is that? What is it?” she said in an agitated way:

 

“Thank God, laddie, you are all right! Go to sleep again.”

 

Later on, when we met at breakfast, she explained that she had had a

nightmare in the grey of the morning. She thought she had seen me in

the crypt of a great church close beside a stone coffin; and, knowing

that such was an ominous subject to dream about, came as soon as she

dared to see if I was all right. Her mind was evidently set on death

and burial, for she went on:

 

“By the way, Rupert, I am told that the great church on time top of

the cliff across the creek is St. Sava’s, where the great people of

the country used to be buried. I want you to take me there some day.

We shall go over it, and look at the tombs and monuments together. I

really think I should be afraid to go alone, but it will be all right

if you are with me.” This was getting really dangerous, so I turned

it aside:

 

Really, Aunt Janet, I’m afraid it won’t do. If you go off to weird

old churches, and fill yourself up with a fresh supply of horrors, I

don’t know what will happen. You’ll be dreaming dreadful things

about me every night and neither you nor I shall get any sleep.” It

went to my heart to oppose her in any wish; and also this kind of

chaffy opposition might pain her. But I had no alternative; the

matter was too serious to be allowed to proceed. Should Aunt Janet

go to the church, she would surely want to visit the crypt. Should

she do so, and there notice the glass-covered tomb—as she could not

help doing—the Lord only knew what would happen. She had already

Second-Sighted a woman being married to me, and before I myself knew

that I had such a hope. What might she not reveal did she know where

the woman came from? It may have been that her power of Second Sight

had to rest on some basis of knowledge or belief, and that her vision

was but some intuitive perception of my own subjective thought. But

whatever it was it should be stopped—at all hazards.

 

This whole episode set me thinking introspectively, and led me

gradually but imperatively to self-analysis—not of powers, but of

motives. I found myself before long examining myself as to what were

my real intentions. I thought at first that this intellectual

process was an exercise of pure reason; but soon discarded this as

inadequate—even impossible. Reason is a cold manifestation; this

feeling which swayed and dominated me is none other than passion,

which is quick, hot, and insistent.

 

As for myself, the self-analysis could lead to but one result—the

expression to myself of the reality and definiteness of an already-formed though unconscious intention. I wished to do the woman good—

to serve her in some way—to secure her some benefit by any means, no

matter how difficult, which might be within my power. I knew that I

loved her—loved her most truly and fervently; there was no need for

self-analysis to tell me that. And, moreover, no self-analysis, or

any other mental process that I knew of, could help my one doubt:

whether she was an ordinary woman (or an extraordinary woman, for the

matter of that) in some sore and terrible straits; or else one who

lay under some dreadful condition, only partially alive, and not

mistress of herself or her acts. Whichever her condition might be,

there was in my own feeling a superfluity of affection for her. The

self-analysis taught me one thing, at any rate—that I had for her,

to start with, an infinite pity which had softened towards her my

whole being, and had already mastered merely selfish desire. Out of

it I began to find excuses for her every act. In the doing so I knew

now, though perhaps I did not at the time the process was going on,

that my view in its true inwardness was of her as a living woman—the

woman I loved.

 

In the forming of our ideas there are different methods of work, as

though the analogy with material life holds good. In the building of

a house, for instance, there are many persons employed; men of

different trades and occupations—architect, builder, masons,

carpenters, plumbers, and a host of others—and all these with the

officials of each guild or trade. So in the world of thought and

feelings: knowledge and understanding come through various agents,

each competent to its task.

 

How far pity reacted with love I knew not; I only knew that whatever

her state might be, were she living or dead, I could find in my heart

no blame for the Lady of the Shroud. It could not be that she was

dead in the real conventional way; for, after all, the Dead do not

walk the earth in corporal substance, even if there be spirits which

take the corporal form. This woman was of actual form and weight.

How could I doubt that, at all events—I, who had held her in my

arms? Might it not be that she was not quite dead, and that it had

been given to me to restore her to life again? Ah! that would be,

indeed, a privilege well worth the giving my life to accomplish.

That such a thing may be is possible. Surely the old myths were not

absolute inventions; they must have had a basis somewhere in fact.

May not the world-old story of Orpheus and Eurydice have been based

on some deeplying principle or power of human nature? There is not

one of us but has wished at some time to bring back the dead. Ay,

and who has not felt that in himself or herself was power in the deep

love for our dead to make them quick again, did we but know the

secret of how it was to be done?

 

For myself, I have seen such mysteries that I am open to conviction

regarding things not yet explained. These have been, of course,

amongst savages or those old-world people who have brought unchecked

traditions and beliefs—ay, and powers too—down the ages from the

dim days when the world was young; when forces were elemental, and

Nature’s handiwork was experimental rather than completed. Some of

these wonders may have been older still than the accepted period of

our own period of creation. May we not have to-day other wonders,

different only in method, but not more susceptible of belief? Obi-ism and Fantee-ism have been exercised in my own presence, and their

results proved by the evidence of my own eyes and other senses. So,

too, have stranger rites, with the same object and the same success,

in the far Pacific Islands. So, too, in India and China, in Thibet

and in the Golden Chersonese. On all and each of these occasions

there was, on my own part, enough belief to set in motion the powers

of understanding; and there were no moral scruples to stand in the

way of realization. Those whose lives are so spent that they achieve

the reputation of not fearing man or God or devil are not deterred in

their doing or thwarted from a set purpose by things which might

deter others not so equipped for adventure. Whatever may be before

them—pleasant or painful, bitter or sweet, arduous or facile,

enjoyable or terrible, humorous or full of awe and horror—they must

accept, taking them in the onward course as a good athlete takes

hurdles in his stride. And there must be no hesitating, no looking

back. If the explorer or the adventurer has scruples, he had better

give up that special branch of effort and come himself to a more

level walk in life. Neither must there be regrets. There is no need

for such; savage life has this advantage: it begets a certain

toleration not to be found in conventional existence.

 

RUPERT’S JOURNAL—Continued.

May 2, 1907.

 

I had heard long ago that Second Sight is a terrible gift, even to

its possessor. I am now inclined not only to believe, but to

understand it. Aunt Janet has made such a practice of it of late

that I go in constant dread of discovery of my secret. She seems to

parallel me all the time, whatever I may do. It is like a sort of

dual existence to her; for she is her dear old self all the time, and

yet some other person with a sort of intellectual kit of telescope

and notebook, which are eternally used on me. I know they are FOR

me, too—for what she considers my good. But all the same it makes

an embarrassment. Happily Second Sight cannot speak as clearly as it

sees, or, rather, as it understands. For the translation of the

vague beliefs which it inculcates is both nebulous and uncertain—a

sort of Delphic oracle which always says things which no one can make

out at the time, but which can be afterwards read in any one of

several ways. This is all right, for in my case it is a kind of

safety; but, then, Aunt Janet is a very clever woman, and some time

she herself may be able to understand. Then she may begin to put two

and two together. When she does that, it will

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