Camra Girl?!?! by Leanne Yerdon (snow like ashes series .TXT) 📖

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"You look like a racoon." I said cupping her face in my hands.She laughed.

"Yeah under ur eyes u have black. I didnt know u wore eyeliner." She said wiping under my eyes. I groaned.

"Yeah i did it all for you. You see these snakebites.. All you." I said revolving my fingers around my bottom lip. She giggled.

"Aww I feel special." She said. She looked at me and pulled away. She fled to her bathroom and shut the door. I stared at the bathroom door. Did I - My thoughts were cut short when i heard a disturbing sound. I walked to the door. I knocked on it.

"Cally are you ok?" I heard the sound again.

"No.. Im fine jus... Go away..." I sighed and opened the door. Cally was hugging the toilet. Her eyes were shut and her hair was in her face. I kneeled beside her and pulled her hair back. She looked at me.

"I dont feel good.." She said. I smiled.

"I kinda got that." I said. She smirked.

"Thats helpful." She said. Her face turned pale and she hurled intothe toilet. She sat up Nd wiped her mouth off on a piece of toilet paper. She stood up. She helped me up.

"I have to go to the studio.. I have to do boy and grl modeling pics.. With Jason... Could you come with me?" She asked. I pulled her into me. She gulped.

"I'll be right there with you." I said. I meant it and the prank was starting to get to me. I'd have to have a chat with John then all this would be over. Cally smiled and hugged me.

"What all did i do last night?" She asked. I thought for a moment. What if it was only the boo's talking... What if she didnt...

"Nothing rly... Just u kept on trying to rape me.... And we kissed." I said. I didnt want her to reject me.

"Oh.. Like mmmyeah mwa mwa mwa mwa or just mwa." She said looking at me. I chuckled.

"Never heard those being said like that but ok. Mwa mwa." I said. She nodded.

"I'm not gonna be in a relationship for a while." She said. she went to pull away. I didnt want to let go.. I never wanted to let go...

"You can let go of me now." She said. I nodded and slowly removed my arms from her waist. I looked at the clock it was 8:01.

"You should stay home. I'd stay with you." I said.

"Uh...Okay.." She said wiping her eyes.

"I hae to go to the studio anyway i need to talk to Jer you can come if u wanna but u dnt have to." Yeah boo's were talking. I looked down sadly.

"Hey u ok?" Cally asked. I nodded. She went to the mirror nd fixed her makeup.

"I have to look good for when Jasons there... Do you think it could have been a mistake like he was forced to kiss her? No thats stupid..." She went on like this for a couple minuets. How could she still like him? How could she have this much energy after drinking? These questions ran through my head.

"What is wrong with you?" I blurted. I mentally slapped myself. Cally turned to me.

"Nothing Why?" She asked. I scoffed.

"That guy cheated on you. like the day after u got together. You cried so hard and then got drunk. You were puking cuz of him nd the alcohol. And now u have energy... Something is wrong." I said. I could feel my jaw clentching. Cally looked down. Her blonde hair clouded around her face. She looked back at me. I saw that a tear was rolling down her face. I didnt understand why but i wanted her to cry. Because I felt like crying. She could cry for the pain shes putting me through.

"The best way for me to get through things is to fake my happiness. To put the smile on my face and pretend that everything is ok. To pretend that one guy that ive loved since forever didnt cheat on me. I have to pretend that im not thinking that im never going to be good enough that he will neer focus on only me. But i know That no guy would ever only focus on me. I know you said that you liked me Oliver but lets be real.... Im never gonna be good enough for anyone... My mom leaves every Day bcuz i remind her of my dad and because i cnt get as great a life as she wanted me to for some reason. Id love to eat chocolate cake after chocolate cake but i cnt cuz my mom says that i have to be a model. So i cnt gain one pound. My head hurts my stomach aches and i just feel like my face is just going to peel off any second. My imagination has grew to the maximum and i just cant pretend anymore but your here so the pretending has to be used so you dont know how bad it is for me... I never wanted you to know.. But obviosley its too late but plzz.. I dont want your pitty..." She said wiping underneath her eyes. I stared at her. I didnt know what to say but the guys could be listening in right now... Fuck it.

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"Your right your not good ENOUGH your too good. Your right to think that your never good enough for him cuz he dnt deserve you. Your beautiful... Any guy would be just amazed to get one glance from you.... I like you a lot... I would only focus on you... I'd stay with you every night just to mKe sure your okay and not alone... I know this sounds corny but its true..." I said. Cally dropped to the floor and pulled her knees to her chest. She cried in to them.. I stood there watching her. i mean most girls would be having an awe moment and she decides to just drop down and cry. I walked over to her side and kneeled beside her. I looked at her and pulled her bangs away. Her eyeliner and mascara dripped down her face. I sat down beside her and pulled her over and on to my lap. She looked up.

"What are you doing?" She asked. I shook my head. Tears rolled down her cheeks and on to her shirt and mine. She put her head against my chest abd cried.

"Why did you choose now to be nice to me?" She asked sniveling. I hugged her tightly to my chest and rubbed her back.

"Cuz I thought it would be a good time to be nice.. I mean its the last year of highschool gotta learn how to be nice sometime." She laughed. Woo! I got her to laugh. She looked at me. She just stared into my eyes. She sniveled and breathed steadily. She leaned in her eyes closed. I looked at her confused. She then pressed her lips against mine. I pulled away. She looked at me.

"I better get going..." She said standing up. What the? What is this girls deal? I thought. She muffled her hair and looked at me through the mirror. She must have sensed my confuseion cuz she turned to me.

"I was in the moment i'm sorry... You still wanna come with me?". She said looking down. I sighed.

"Uh.. Yeah.. Sure..." She nodded and went out of the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. Some black strands tossed and muffled in with the blonde. I didnt care. This girl i think she wanted to break me. Watch me crumble right before her eyes. I walked out of the bathroom and out to my truck. I walked down the stone pathway of her house. Cally leaned against the truck her arm against her chest and the other held against her forehead. I pulled out my keys and unlocked the truck. Cally jumped at the sound. I smiled as she glared at me and slammed the truck door as she got in. I chuckled and got in the drivers seat.

"Jerk..."i heard Cally mutter. I laughed and turned the truck on.

"I didnt tell you where the studio was." Cally said.

"I know. I have an amazing memory." I said. She rolled her eyes.

"What got your panties all in a twist?" I asked. Her jaw dropped and she turned to me.

"I Dnt need to explain myself to you." She said folding her arms. I groaned.

"Last night you said you would date me and tried to make out with me... Today you say ur not ready for a relationship and cry then kiss me.... Are you bi polar when it comes to someone liking u?" I asked. I couldnt take it much longer. I was starting to think she rly did want to break me..She groaned.

"Stop talking so loud.." She said putting her hand up to her forehead. I gripped the steering wheel tightly.

"I dont want to get hurt... I never said i didnt like you cuz i do... I.. I cnt rly explain myself.. Not now...Not ever....." She said putting her head against the glass. My jaw clenched.

"You ever make up your mind?" I muttered under my breath. She turned to me.

"I dont want to get hurt.." She muttered. I nodded.

"Everyone gets hurt one time.. Everyone gets through it and if you keep worrying about getting hurt your going to miss out on the person that would never ever hurt you.." I said as I stopped the truck and got out. I slammed the truck door and walked towards the silver doors of the studio.

"Your right.." I heard Cally mutter as she leaned against the truck door. I turned to her and nodded.

"Usually am.." I said smiling. She chuckled and walked passed me.

"Says the one that needs a tutor." She said ans walked through the studio door. I laughed and followed.

"Callistra Dalling." A women said. I felt a little out of place. The studio was filled with pricy furniture and in the background was a dark and stary night. It had the eiffel tower in the background as well. My eyes almost jumped out of my head. Girls were only in bras and underwear. One was only wearing a thong and an overcoat. I gulped and pulled Cally over to me.

"Your going to be modeling with thesee girls?" I asked trying to look away. Cally laughed and shook her head.

"The woman taking the pictures is a lesbian porno jphotagrapher.. I stay far away.. follow me. This place is like a hotel. I use to be here everyday and everynight. It has a pool too." She said happily she grabbed my hand and pulled me behind her. I passed the girls. My jaw dropped as one bended over and posed for me. I couldnt help it.. I just stared with my mouth wide open.Cally glared and tugged me along. She opened a door and pushed me through. I stumbled and fell to the floor

"What the hell was that for ?" i asked. She shook her head.

"Nothing i didnt mean to here." She said lending me a hand and pulling me up. I grinned and pulled her in to me.

"Is someone getting jealous?" I said. I had my forehead agains the top of her head. My hair combining wth hers. Her breathing got faster.

"I am not."