Thinking of you by Megan Jarvis (best big ereader .TXT) 📖

Let's cut to the Chase. I have No parents, they left when I was little. I have no brother's or sister's, my only brother died last year in a car crash. I have one thing, my bestfriend. I've known Logan for a long time, we first met in kindergarten. He had a crush on me for the longest time but, finally in 7th grade he relized we were just best friends. I live with him and his brother's, his parents died when he was little. Logan is good looking but, not my type we're pretty much twins. And if I were to date him it would be awkward. His name is Logan Jameson and mine is Logan James. Weird right? I never got to chose if we would be friends or not our names did. When we were little our cubby numbers were next to one another and when we were in highschool all our classes we together."Logan wake up." I said and jumped on his bed."What?" He moaned and grabbed my knee's and I fell on him."It's the first day of Summer vacation!" I yelled"What are we doing today?" He moaned but, louder."Haha, We bought tickets to the fair" I said "Don't you mean I bought tickets for us to go to the fair?" "Yeah, yeah whatever" I said in my fake Jersey accent. "Get up and get in the shower then, we can play some X-box.""Okay, Get off me so I can get up." He said and I got off his lap, Then I sat on my bed and picked up my phone. I texted Alex, Logan's little brother to bring me a juicebox. He said no, what a stubbern kid. I hopped off my bed and walked down stairs. Once I got into the kitchen, Alex was sitting on the kitchen counter.............. Drinking the last juicebox."Oh, I ought to kill you. I bought those. I Need applejuice, Geeze dude." I said and put him in a head-lock. Then Branden walked in."Want help?" Branden said and Picked Alex up and Put him upside down. I laughed "Why, agian are we hurting Evil?" "Because Evil drank the rest of my applejuice." Branden smiled and Alex struggled."Put me down!" Alex yelled"Say sorry to Lo," Branden said. Lo is what they called me so thay didn't get me mixed up with Logan."Sorry." He mumbled and Branden droped him, Alex face hit the floor."Branden," I laughed. "That was mean." I laughed harder and he laughed with me. "Hey, Where's Trenton?" I asked he was Logan's oldest brother he pay's for the house."I don't know why?" Branden asked"I wanna throw Logan a 18th birthday party.""Trenton won't care, Just invite alot of girls." "I'll invite alot Just so you can Finnaly get laid." I laughed, Branden is 15. I like giving him a hard time."I've Gotten Laid, I get ass...All the time..Yeah I get ass, everyday." He said and I laughed"No, you don't." Alex said Logan's 10 year old brother said. I laughed and Logan walked in."Who's got ass?" Logan asked."Lo does," Branden said."You know it," I said.

"Wanna go play Xbox?" I asked."Yepp, and you do have ass." He said and walked over to me and picked me up. Alex smiled and stuck his tounge out. That fucking evil kid."Put me down,"I said."I'm just taking you upstairs" "Fine." After we got upstairs I sat on the couch in our room, and he turned on the Xbox. Then he sat next to me. About 20 minutes into the game I asked him if he wanted a party."So your 18th birthday is on friday." I said"Yeah." "So can I throw you a party since you wouldn't let me last year.""Huh, When you kiss me I'll let you throw me a party." Then I thought about it, I've kissed him before he made out with me last year at this one party. But I was drunk. So why not?"Okay," I said and grabbed his face and kissed him. "Woah," He said and kissed me agian, And I pushed off him."No Buster." I said and he laughed and countiued playing. "So party?" I asked "I guess." He said and I smiled"See my kisses are special""I can count on it." He smirked and we both started playing agian.

I changed into Purple jeans, a Asking Alexandra tee shirt, My purple beanie and, My conbat boots. After I got dressed I walked into the bathroom and, started doing my makeup. Then Logan ran in and unziped his pants. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked"I need to pee and Alex is in our bathroom!" Logan said and whiped it out."Woah, bro. Put it away," I said and covered my eyes. "I Came to the one down stairs because I didn't wan't you runing in." I said and he ziped his skinny Jeans. Then I opened my eyes and, he walked over to me. I looked him up and down. I noticed it botheing him."What?" He yelled"Is that what your wearing?" I asked."Yeah, woah were wearing the same thing.""No shit, Hand me that shirt on the rack over there." I said and he handed me a Black Veil Brides shirt. I took off my shirt and put on the one he handed me. I walked over to the closet in the bathroom where I keep some of my clothes. I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and handed him them. "What's this?" He asked"Taco's, put them on.""Sweetie pie that's not possable." He said. "You're smaller then me Lo, Your Jeans won't fit and take off the purple beanie." He said and I put on my blue one that was on the counter."I have a ass you don't, Their gonna fit." I said and he took of his pants and put on mine. "Good, now stop wearing purple jeans. Thats my thing.""Fine, Princesses. Now are you ready to go to a fair?""Yeah," I said and he ran up to me and picked me up and took me outside out to his car. "Stop, picking me up." I said and we hopped in his car. He turned on the car and we left. "Hey, We should dye our hair tommorrow.""No." He said with no struggle."Why?" I asked "If I dye it it will fall out and my hair will be short. I like it long and soft, not short and raggedy." He said"Are you gay?" I asked because he sounded like a fagg. He stopped the car at a red light and, looked at me."Lo I think you know i'm not gay" He said and winked.I laughed "Oh, shut up. I told you I don't wanna talk about that night.""Oh, the night I deflowered you." Okay so on my 15th birthday me and Logan were virgins, and we thought since we were such good friends we should have sex. "I said shut up." I laughed and hit him."Oh, Logan faster" He moaned."Are you quoting your self." I teased, one of the only perks we have with having the same name."Your mean." After our small conversation we pulled into a parking lot and he parked the car and we got out. "Logan, I'm giving you permission to carry me on your shoulders.""Yes!" He said he loved picking me up it was a thing of our's. He held my hand to help me get on the hood of his car. "Becareful." He said and backed his self up to the car and I got on his shoulders. Once I adjusted, He started walking to the fair...On the next block. I looked down at him and smiled. I started sticking my fingers in his mouth. "What..Are..You..Doing?" He asked between fingers."I'm bored." I said and wipped his slobber on his shirt. A few munites later we walk into the park and up to a group of friends. I stayed on Logan's shoulder. "Hey Taylor," I said to one of my only girlfriends."Hey LoLo,"I looked down and Logan looked up,"Will you put me down my butt hurts." I said and he helped me down"I can make it hurt more." Clay said and winked."Eww." I said and Taylor laughed. I dated Clay but we broke up because he thought I liked Logan. Then Austin walked up to us, He's Taylors boyfriend. "Hey Austin," I said then whispered in Logans ear."Wanna go ride some rides?" He nodded."Were gonna go." Logan said and we walked away. We started walking to the farris wheel. We gave the ticket keeper one of our tickets and Logan helped me on. After we got on we started talking. "Clay's a duche don't let it get to you." He said and I set my head on his shoulder."I won't, So you ready to party hardy tomorrow?""Yeah, But don't invite alot of people.""I was gonna invite Girls" I said and we reached the top of the ferris wheel."I only want one girl there.""Who?" I said and the ferris wheel stoped."You," He said and grabbed my face like I did to him. But he ment it, and Kissed me. I pushed off him and started hitting him in the chest. "Calm down." He said and grabbed my hands "What's Wrong?""I'm Not supposed to like you but, I think I do.""Why not?""Because, were to good of friends.""I waited 12 years, fuck friendship I wan't a relationship." He paused and a tear rushed down his face."With you." I hugged him."Don't cry. You know I love you." I said and the farris wheel started agian."I love you, too." He said and kissed me on the cheek. Once we got to the bottem and got out the Ticket master said one thing i'll never forget."Life is like a roller coaster,it has it's up's and down's.""Wanna get out of here?"

I woke up in Logan's bed and I stood up on his bed and woke him up how I usally do. But this time I yelled the "Happy Birthday" song. "Good morning beautiful." He moaned"Morning, Happy 18 birthday!" I said and sat on his lap."Thank you, I had fun last night." He said I kissed him on the neck and up to his lips in between words."I.... Did.... To... Now.... Get.... Up.""Okay." He said and kissed me. It felt werid kissing him but I know we got drunk last night