Are crazy life by Evita (tharntype novel english txt) 📖

It had been a month since Dimples had left. I missed her very much, What do you expect from people who see each other ever day for the past 10 years. I tryed staying at home but couldnt, but then it hit me i choose to hangout with the locas for the summer. This is where are problems begins.

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Hangout everday with the locos was fun. We had no rules did whatever we liked all summer . I rember one day the best out of all of them it started like this. "can i go somewhere" i called to my father yelled back in spanish it was okay. I put on black leggings with a half purple top and black sandles. My brown curly hair reached my hips i put on little makeup beacuse of the heat outside. My homegirl sweetie-pie and Mariposa waited for me outside "What up girl" they called as i was walking up to the car. We drove up the garage one of the many locas hangout spots. When the 3 of us got out everyone threw up they're signs telling us they belong to the locas we threw ares back.
I knew everyone that was in the garage they all were either cholos or cholas from echo park. The most damage happen after this party to mines and dimples friendship. It had started when both sweetie-pie and mariposa had found vatos to take them home i had to find a ride. It was my lucky day Juan had just pulled up to the garage. "What up juan?" i asked him trying to get a ride home. " Nothing you heard from dimples" he asked me " yeah she be busy out there though" he nodded his head and looked away. " can you drive me home" i asked he just looked at me with a smirk and got back in the car i took this as a yes. He put on some oldies that was the only sound in the car for a while. When we pulled up to my aparment we started to talk " You know i miss my hyna" he asked but not really as a question i just nodded yes. he kept on talking "i need to get my mind off her this summer" he said getting closer to me i looked up and said i understood and i needed the same thing. " well i need your help" he said rubbing up and down my leg again i nodded a yes.
We left the front of the aparment building to Juans house because his mother wouldnt get off of work till 2 am. First we made out then started to take off cloths thats the last thing i rember of that night besides the fact my parents begin against prenancy pills and never giving them to me. That was the day Juan and i had broke dimples to pieces.
That night i made grilled cheese sandwhichs for the both of us. We watched Juans favorite movie scarface at least twice in one night. The trying to pretend didnt last long though cause we had started always doing it 24/7 i felt in love until the worst possibly thing happend to me. "Juan i fucking pregnant" i screamed juan looked so anger he started to go back and fourth across his room "what the hell are we going to alandra?, smiles" that was the first time i heard him call dimples her real name. " i guess i could tell her i dont know who it is" i said hopeing he didnt like the plan making me sound easy. " thats a great idea , pretend that youdont even know" he grabed me a started to kiss me all over. What have we done kept replaying in my head the whole time.
It was the day dimples and carlos were coming back from Mexico. Let me tell you i was scared out of my mind of what was going to happen today. I had went with dimples parents to pick them up. We drove all the way to LAX she had on dickie pants and a flannel shirt my chica was back. We talk forever just saying what we did this summer but when dimples noticed the belly on me she had to ask. " mija your pregnant" She looked shocked because i had never had a boyfriend in my thirteen years , i just nodded my head yeah Dimples i got huge "whos" she asked trying not to sound rude but this was the question that killed me " i dont know" i said looking down. I was lying to my bestfrien i knew exacty whos her boyfriend juan. After that we were quiet there was not much to say execpt wow.
Time past juan would pretend like we didnt know each other most of time when alandra was around. It hurt me that we had to hide but it would have hurt alandra more i tought. When Juan and alandra werent screwing he would come by my house and we would kick-it late sometimes it would change to makeing out and stuff but for the most it was talking about are kid. I also rember finding out i was having a boy i choose the name myself jesus was nice name i thougth. Juan wanted the baby to be a ganster all in my eyes he could be whatever he wanted. Once i got a job that paid pretty good money i got an aparment under my older sisters name bacause of my age of only beign 13. I was excited to have my own place it came with 2 bedrooms, a kitchen, livingroom and 1 bath this place was nice.
The day i went in to labor it was my sister Marisol and i at my aparment. Marisol called everyone my parents who brought along my younger brother alberto who was 9 and Alandra came with Juan. I was happy that she brought him because how would i explain to him he missed are Jesus birth. "Ahhhhhhhh" i screamed as i pushed "push" the doctor yelled i pushed for 5 minutes straight finally jesus arrived on August 12 2010. When the doctor put jesus in my arms my eyes poured tears. I called two people at a time to come see jesus first was marisol & alberto. " Come in" i signal them to come in alberto held jesus "cool im an uncle" i laughed at him then marisol held him her eyes scaned him like a book she just smiled "he is so cute" and gave him back but not before giving him a kiss. Then my parents came my mom said jesus was the cutest thing in the world papa' said he was handsome (guapo). This was good no one noticed the fact jesus looked just like juan. My nerves started to rush when they told me alandra was coming in with juan.
Alandra came right in and jumped on the bed, juan just stood on the edge of the bed looking at me. "let me hold him" alandra said i handed him to her she looked up "what the hell huh" i was confused she got up i gave the baby to juan "heres your son" she screamed i didnt have any words at the time. Juan looked at me then back at jesus "what is his last name" he asked me "well it can be yours if you want" i answerd he told me yes. When i put the fathers name i felt better about myself.
After everone left it was just jesus and i. Jesus led next to me his soft black her looked great with his light carmel skin. The day we were let out i put him in blue moneky pjs "hola jesus" i said to my new baby boy not that i excepted him to say hi back. "Do you love your mama'" i kissed him on his cheeks about a million times i couldnt wait to take my healthy baby home. The nurse came in asking if i had a ride home or if i needed a taxi this i didnt know the answer to. I walked out front there was a green lowrider i knew exactly who it was "what a suprise" i said through the window "entra" he called to me telling me to get in he even had a car seat for jesus this ese dont play i thought. We drove listening to the oldies " Did you talk to dimples" i asked "si' she is okay".
Once we got home i held jesus as juan watched the football game. "mija make me something to eat" juan asked this is why he liked me cause i was a housewife cleaned, cooked and had kids all alandra did was screw and barely had her kid. "sure" i got up and made arozo rojo with chicken for the both of us and a bottle of milk for jesus. We ate i mean i could cook hella good for only the age of 13. When we were done i washed dishes then took a shower after i got out i put jesus to bed. We stared kissing after that and everthing was a blur but luckly you cant get pregnant right after you had just had a kid.
The next day Juan left early to go to dimples house to check on her and carlos. Unfortunatly they were still dating so i was still the other women. All day i played with jesus watch him sleep i just couldnt believe he was all mine i didnt have to share this boy with nobody. Jesus was no cry-baby i was lucky didnt have to do to much just bathed him, feed him, change him and put him to sleep. Before i knew it was are first day by are selfs was over and i loved ever minute of it.

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