Love Grows In The Dark Eli Lowe (love story novels in english TXT) 📖

“What is going to happen if Benjamin goes in there to see Jacob tonight as well. What is he going to do if he finds that Jacob disappeared all of a sudden?” Whatever Seth said was enough to get worried, but what is done is done now. So, we needed to think about how we were going to face the consequences.

“I do not know. But I think we should be ready to face anything and everything from now on.” That was what I had to say, but little did I know what was coming next.

****end of flashback****

A sudden chill ran down my spine realising that Kazan was going to suffer the consequences due to what mess I had caused for Benjamin in order to take revenge. And I did not want anyone to pay wrongly for whatever chaos I had created.

No matter if I hate him or not, I just can not stop to worry the hell out of my mind, thinking that it was me who pretty much provoked him to go out of my house, even when he did not want to leave at all.

What if he already got caught by the army that uncle Benjamin had sent to kill him?

What if he was already....?

No.

That can not happen.

I can not let anything happen to Kazan.

Leaving everything behind, I rushed out of my house in no time, without thinking much about what should I do or not right at this situation.

The wind kept howling outside while I kept running here and there without any kind of clue about where exactly I needed to go.

Where are you, Kazan?

Please, hold on for a while. I am coming. No matter what I am going to find you tonight. I have to.

I shifted into my wolf in no time, ever so desperately, so that I could better track him down even before others could. The night once again reminded me of the past as I got so much scared just like that vicious night years ago, and the only thing that I could think for now was that I must never let the past repeat ever again. I can not lose Kazan, never ever, like once I had lost mom and dad for my one single mistake.

Even though Kazan was not someone who could be defeated that easily, still, no one was enough against the whole army of wolves and that too when the one is all on his own. And most of all, I was totally aware of how uncle Benjamin was able to deceive others in order to get what he wants.

So, I needed to stay by Kazan's side, no matter what.

I howled ever so loudly in the middle of the night, hoping that my desperate call would be answered by Kazan for sure no matter where he was.

But, it seemed that no one was there to respond while it was just the sound of my own desperate howls which kept echoing in the cold night air which was surrounding me cruelly, right now.

And I could not help but panic even more, thinking that it was not a good sign at all.

What should I do now?

Kazan!!!! Where the hell are you now?

Episode 64

Kazan's P.O.V

I was walking on the empty streets in the middle of the night once again, as I had no idea where I should go now. I just did not want to go back to my cold and empty room tonight, when I knew that there was no one waiting for me.

Even though I had a shelter, I always felt that I had no home to go to. And now, when I finally decided to make my own home with the one I love the most, I was left to feel homeless once again, cause she did not want me anymore.

How cruel my fate could be.

But the pathetic thing was that I just can not fully blame my fate for today, cause I was very aware that it was only me who ruined each and every chance to be happy ever again in my life. It was me who made Summer this way, how she acted tonight.

Maybe I deserved to be thrown out of her house, and even from her life. Maybe I was never destined to have the love that I craved for long.

And this time I knew that if not for me, I needed to stay by her side cause I do not want to leave my mate alone when she is carrying my pup. Even if she does not let me stay near her, I must find out some way to do that.

But now, when I know that all my happiness is waiting just in front of me, how can I not become greedy enough to take away each and every ounce of that happiness, so that I can cherish them forever. It was just that some kind of thick wall was standing in-between me and my happiness as the inevitable barrier and no matter how much I tried I just can not break through this time.

What did I do?

I always knew that I will surely regret for hurting Summer, but I never knew that my life would become absolutely impossible to spent without her when we are already blessed with a pup as a proof of our love which is now growing inside her already. I still can not believe that a few months later I will become a father. There will be someone who will call me daddy and Summer will be the mommy.

Oh, I just can not wait for the day to come. I want to hold the little one in my arms as soon as possible.

Will Summer ever agree to marry me? I want her to become