Love Grows In The Dark Eli Lowe (love story novels in english TXT) 📖

palm, so that he keeps his eyes open, showing me that he was still alive and willing to fight with death a little more.

But, in no time, he gathered the last bit of strength only to pull me into his chest and turned aside in order to cover me up with his huge body, even though his condition did not change at all but even worsen.

“Kazan, do not leave me like this please.” I kept begging him while the tears did not stop flooding my eyes even for a moment, without much of my realisation.

“Forgive me, Summer.” His low voice came to my ears merely and I could not hold myself back anymore, and let the tears fall without caring much about what he would say, cause I was feeling that my heart was being snatched away from me ever so brutally.

I did not know that I would even feel such pain seeing the one dying, whom I thought I hated the most now.

But no. I was wrong.

I do not want him to leave me any more.

“If you want me to forgive you, then keep fighting to stay alive. For me, for our pup, Kazan. We need you the most. I need you. Can you hear me? I need you.” I said ever so desperately, but I did not know if he heard me or not.

“No more promises, Summer. I do not want to make deals with you anymore. But I want you to know, that I really wanted to stay together with you and our pup. Could you please tell our pup that daddy loved her, when she will be born?” Kazan still struggled to say, while he just could not make himself move even for a bit.

“How would you know that it will be a girl or a boy? You need to stay alive for that. You have to tell our pup on your own, how much you love her. Do you get that?” I lifted up my hands and took his face into my palms, but he did not look at me at all.

“Could you tell her that Daddy loved her Mommy as well?” Why? Why his each and every word was tearing me apart without any effort. What wrong I did in my last life that I had to lose all the people whom I ever loved. First mom and dad left me, and now Kazan. Why am I this much unfortunate?

“No. You will tell her, yourself. I am not at all doing anything on behalf of you. Look at me, Kazan. Stay awake, I will call for help.” I said but I did not know how much he even listened.

“Help!!!! Someone help Kazan! Please. Take him to the hospital. Now. Kaith!!!! Hurry! Please.” I shouted as much as I could, but I just could not afford to get myself out of Kazan's hold, fearing that it might cause him even more pain.

“You know, what Summer, I even planned to ask you to marry me tomorrow, but I did not know that I will not have time to do that, either. But I really want to know what you were going to answer if I had the time to ask you?” Kazan whispered, or was he losing all his strength to even speak properly. Why out of all the time, I got to hear this now?

You are really ruthless, Kazan.

“I am not at all going to consider this as a proposal, Kazan. You have to do it in the right way, later. Only then I would say yes to you. So, get up, we need to get to the hospital right now.” I tried to pull him up from the ground along with me, but it seemed that it was not at all possible for me alone.

Why no one is coming even when I have already asked for help.

“Kaith!!!! Hurry up. Help me to lift up Kazan.” I shouted once again impatiently, but it seemed that both of them were busy to take down the rest of the rogues.

How much time will you need Kaith? Come quickly, please.

I just could not endure the pain any more that my heart was feeling right now, as my head started to ache tremendously, while my entire body was becoming weaker than ever with each passing second. I was losing hope, bit by bit. My entire body did not stop trembling at all as Kazan's hand against my body kept becoming cold, slowly.

I took his hand into my palms in an instant and tried to keep them warm just how he always used to be, but everything I did tonight, appeared all futile.

“Kazan, stay strong, please. For me. For your pup at least. I can not live without you. Even if I get angry with you, I still can not imagine a life without you in it, Kazan. This little one inside me, needs her daddy too. You promised that you would never leave me. You promised that you will always stay by my side no matter what. And now I want you to keep your promise, Kazan.” I kept speaking to him while trying to buy some time to keep him awake. But for how long?

Everything started to become a blur before my eyes, as the darkness started to grow all around us bit by bit and we kept lying on the ground under the heavy rainfall, without any help.

“I love you so much, Summer.” That was what I hard the last from Kazan as he finally closed his eyes, without being able to hold on for long. I knew that his heart but still beating, slowly silently but it was still there and was fighting each and every second, even when he lost his consciousness.

Those arms which were holding me till now, slid down on the ground, at last, making me all free and