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debt; mind you come to me at once. Of course, Iā€™ll always pay them. But you might remember that one respects oneself more afterwards if one pays oneā€™s own way. And donā€™t ever borrow, except from me, will you?ā€

And Jolly had said:

ā€œAll right, Dad, I wonā€™t,ā€ and he never had.

ā€œAnd thereā€™s just one other thing. I donā€™t know much about morality and that, but there is this: Itā€™s always worth while before you do anything to consider whether itā€™s going to hurt another person more than is absolutely necessary.ā€

Jolly had looked thoughtful, and nodded, and presently had squeezed his fatherā€™s hand. And Jolyon had thought: ā€œI wonder if I had the right to say that?ā€ He always had a sort of dread of losing the dumb confidence they had in each other; remembering how for long years he had lost his own fatherā€™s, so that there had been nothing between them but love at a great distance. He underestimated, no doubt, the change in the spirit of the age since he himself went up to Cambridge in ā€™65; and perhaps he underestimated, too, his boyā€™s power of understanding that he was tolerant to the very bone. It was that tolerance of his, and possibly his scepticism, which ever made his relations towards June so queerly defensive. She was such a decided mortal; knew her own mind so terribly well; wanted things so inexorably until she got themā ā€”and then, indeed, often dropped them like a hot potato. Her mother had been like that, whence had come all those tears. Not that his incompatibility with his daughter was anything like what it had been with the first Mrs. Young Jolyon. One could be amused where a daughter was concerned; in a wifeā€™s case one could not be amused. To see June set her heart and jaw on a thing until she got it was all right, because it was never anything which interfered fundamentally with Jolyonā€™s libertyā ā€”the one thing on which his jaw was also absolutely rigid, a considerable jaw, under that short grizzling beard. Nor was there ever any necessity for real heart-to-heart encounters. One could break away into ironyā ā€”as indeed he often had to. But the real trouble with June was that she had never appealed to his aesthetic sense, though she might well have, with her red-gold hair and her viking-coloured eyes, and that touch of the Berserker in her spirit. It was very different with Holly, soft and quiet, shy and affectionate, with a playful imp in her somewhere. He watched this younger daughter of his through the duckling stage with extraordinary interest. Would she come out a swan? With her sallow oval face and her grey wistful eyes and those long dark lashes, she might, or she might not. Only this last year had he been able to guess. Yes, she would be a swanā ā€”rather a dark one, always a shy one, but an authentic swan. She was eighteen now, and Mademoiselle Beauce was goneā ā€”the excellent lady had removed, after eleven years haunted by her continuous reminiscences of the ā€œwell-brrred little Tayleurs,ā€ to another family whose bosom would now be agitated by her reminiscences of the ā€œwell-brrred little Forsytes.ā€ She had taught Holly to speak French like herself.

Portraiture was not Jolyonā€™s forte, but he had already drawn his younger daughter three times, and was drawing her a fourth, on the afternoon of October 4th, 1899, when a card was brought to him which caused his eyebrows to go up:

Mr. Soames Forsyte

The Shelter, Mapledurham.

Connoisseurs Club, St. Jamesā€™s.

But here the Forsyte Saga must digress again.ā ā€Šā ā€¦

To return from a long travel in Spain to a darkened house, to a little daughter bewildered with tears, to the sight of a loved father lying peaceful in his last sleep, had never been, was never likely to be, forgotten by so impressionable and warmhearted a man as Jolyon. A sense as of mystery, too, clung to that sad day, and about the end of one whose life had been so well-ordered, balanced, and aboveboard. It seemed incredible that his father could thus have vanished without, as it were, announcing his intention, without last words to his son, and due farewells. And those incoherent allusions of little Holly to ā€œthe lady in grey,ā€ of Mademoiselle Beauce to a Madame Errant (as it sounded) involved all things in a mist, lifted a little when he read his fatherā€™s will and the codicil thereto. It had been his duty as executor of that will and codicil to inform Irene, wife of his cousin Soames, of her life interest in fifteen thousand pounds. He had called on her to explain that the existing investment in India Stock, earmarked to meet the charge, would produce for her the interesting net sum of Ā£430 odd a year, clear of income tax. This was but the third time he had seen his cousin Soamesā€™ wifeā ā€”if indeed she was still his wife, of which he was not quite sure. He remembered having seen her sitting in the Botanical Gardens waiting for Bosinneyā ā€”a passive, fascinating figure, reminding him of Titianā€™s Heavenly Love, and again, when, charged by his father, he had gone to Montpellier Square on the afternoon when Bosinneyā€™s death was known. He still recalled vividly her sudden appearance in the drawing-room doorway on that occasionā ā€”her beautiful face, passing from wild eagerness of hope to stony despair; remembered the compassion he had felt, Soamesā€™ snarling smile, his words, ā€œWe are not at home!ā€ and the slam of the front door.

This third time he saw a face and form more beautifulā ā€”freed from that warp of wild hope and despair. Looking at her, he thought: ā€œYes, you are just what the Dad would have admired!ā€ And the strange story of his fatherā€™s Indian summer became slowly clear to him. She spoke of old Jolyon with reverence and tears in her eyes. ā€œHe was so wonderfully kind to me; I donā€™t know why. He looked so beautiful and peaceful sitting in that chair under the tree;

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