The Unbroken C. Clark (best books to read for self development .txt) 📖

many children and parents, friends and lovers. I have learned that your god says, ‘Peace above all.’ So let it be.”

A smattering of applause. Less than she’d hoped for, more than she had any right to expect.

The ripple of a gasp that went through the crowd and another drop on her nose were Luca’s only warning. An instant later, as she walked toward the carriage, the sky opened up. She was soaked to the skin before Bastien could get the carriage door open. She pushed her sopping hair off her face and looked at Bastien’s forlorn expression as he dangled his bedraggled cuffs. For the first time in a long, long while, she laughed.

CHAPTER 43WAKING UP (REPRISE)

This time, Touraine woke up in a tent. She recognized the tightness in her body—recovering injuries. And the bone-weary exhaustion that hounded her after Aranen had healed her the first time.

“Good morning,” someone beside her said in Shālan.

Touraine was too tired to jump in surprise. She rolled her head just enough to see Aranen sitting next to her pallet. The thin woman looked awful. Half-starved and haunted. Her nose was red; her lips chapped. Her knees clasped to her chest, she looked like an overgrown grasshopper. With golden eyes.

“And to you,” Touraine said, automatically responding in Shālan.

Aranen’s dry lips cracked as she smiled. She put a hand to Touraine’s forehead. “You remember the language.”

“I don’t know.” Touraine switched to Balladairan, struggling to piece her Shālan together. “I could sleep forever.”

Aranen answered in Balladairan with a pained smile. “You almost did. And after I healed you, you were sleeping for a month. I’ve been keeping you… It’s hard to explain.”

Touraine’s memories were fuzzy. She remembered her body begging to die, not much more than that.

“What did you do?”

Aranen’s lips and jaw tightened, and her eyes shone. “I would rather not speak of it.”

Touraine realized what she must have done, and her heart broke for the priestess.

“Who—why—” The questions came out even though she knew it was kinder to silence them. Djasha’s slit throat.

“Djasha gave her life to kill that bitch. I wasn’t going to let her sacrifice go to waste. If I could have slit my own wrists, I would have.”

The merciless steel of Aranen’s voice left Touraine stunned and terrified.

“Was that… all?”

“No. You… did the same thing. To the man who was going to shoot you.” She met Touraine’s gaze tenderly and put a hand over Touraine’s. “Are you a believer, then?”

Touraine wasn’t ready to answer that question.

“Is Pruett alive? She’s a Sand. Gray-blue eyes, dirty mouth?” Her tongue still felt thick, but she had to know.

“Your friend the sniper.” Aranen scowled. “She’s been teaching some of the kids to shoot chicken skulls from rooftops.”

Pruett was alive. Touraine tried to grin but turned into her pillow as sobs of relief overwhelmed her. Aranen put a hand on her shoulder.

“I have to tell you. I’ve only been waiting to say goodbye. And thank you. You risked everything to save me. Djasha loved you.”

Djasha. “Where—”

“We’ve burned her, as we do. We have that in common with Balladaire.” She looked at the floor.

Touraine blinked away her own tears to study the other woman. She looked a skip away from death. “You want us to burn you, too.”

Aranen looked away. “Yes.”

“But…” Touraine was struggling to put the thoughts together, but one thing was clear. “We need you.”

The priestess shook her head. “I can’t. I can’t anymore.”

It was a few days before Touraine could walk much farther than the tent.

Jaghotai woke her early in the morning with a brusque shake.

“Come with me. There’s something I want to show you.”

They walked through the slums, toward the south, away from the city. Away from the compound, which was slowly emptying like a leaking water canteen.

They walked in silence for a long time, the wind whipping through their scarves and making their clothes billow around them.

“Are we going to let Aranen die?”

“We?” Jaghotai shook her head. “I can’t make her want to live.”

And she had tried. Touraine had heard them. Jaghotai begging for Aranen to help her put the city together. To train more priests and priestesses, to teach doctors. Begging not to be left alone.

Jaghotai sighed. “We used to build monuments to honor those who fell in great tragedies. Before Balladaire.”

She pointed to the stones growing out of the dry earth like flowers. “When the Balladairans started taking the Lost Ones, their parents took stones from the quarry and dropped them out here.”

Touraine stopped. There were hundreds of stones, some small as her fist, others so big it would have taken two Tibeau-sized men to carry them.

“Is there a stone for me?” she asked Jaghotai quietly.

The whip of cloth was the only response for at least a minute. They passed through the field of jagged stones—marble, sandstone, even smoothed river rocks. And then Jaghotai stopped abruptly.

Touraine followed the intense focus of the other woman—Say it, you coward; your mother, she is your mother—the intense focus of her mother Jaghotai’s eyes.

“That?” Touraine pointed. A long brown stone, four hands wide and a whole palm thick. Heavy to carry so far.

Jaghotai sniffed, though as far as Touraine could tell, her mother’s eyes were dry. “Harder than carrying you for nine months to get that fucker out here. And that was before the arm.” Her voice was rougher than usual. She waved the stump of her forearm.

Touraine smiled, just barely, and they kept walking. She never thought she would mark the occasion, the first time her mother ever said, “I love you.”

Another gust of wind made her blink rapidly to keep the moisture in her eyes.

After word got out that Touraine was awake and walking, she had a stream of visitors.

The day after Jaghotai showed Touraine her stone, her mother ducked into the tent with an irritated expression.

“Someone’s here to see you,” she said with a snort.

Touraine sighed as she pushed herself upright. “Let her in.”

Jaghotai stepped out and Luca stepped in, Gil at her side. The daylight