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âThen why did you ever come? We didnât ask you.â
The remark was so singularly at variance with all she had led him to expect from her, that Strumolowski stretched out his hand and took a cigarette.
âEngland never wants an idealist,â he said.
But in June something primitively English was thoroughly upset; old Jolyonâs sense of justice had risen, as it were, from bed. âYou come and sponge on us,â she said, âand then abuse us. If you think thatâs playing the game, I donât.â
She now discovered that which others had discovered before herâ âthe thickness of hide beneath which the sensibility of genius is sometimes veiled. Strumolowskiâs young and ingenuous face became the incarnation of a sneer.
âSponge, one does not sponge, one takes what is owingâ âa tenth part of what is owing. You will repent to say that, Miss Forsyte.â
âOh, no,â said June, âI shanât.â
âAh! We know very well, we artistsâ âyou take us to get what you can out of us. I want nothing from youââ âand he blew out a cloud of Juneâs smoke.
Decision rose in an icy puff from the turmoil of insulted shame within her. âVery well, then, you can take your things away.â
And, almost in the same moment, she thought: âPoor boy! Heâs only got a garret, and probably not a taxi fare. In front of these people, too; itâs positively disgusting!â
Young Strumolowski shook his head violently; his hair, thick, smooth, close as a golden plate, did not fall off.
âI can live on nothing,â he said shrilly; âI have often had to for the sake of my art. It is you bourgeois who force us to spend money.â
The words hit June like a pebble, in the ribs. After all she had done for art, all her identification with its troubles and lame ducks. She was struggling for adequate words when the door was opened, and her Austrian murmured:
âA young lady, gnĂ€diges FrĂ€ulein.â
âWhere?â
âIn the little meal-room.â
With a glance at Boris Strumolowski, at Hannah Hobdey, at Jimmy Portugal, June said nothing, and went out, devoid of equanimity. Entering the âlittle meal-room,â she perceived the young lady to be Fleurâ âlooking very pretty, if pale. At this disenchanted moment a little lame duck of her own breed was welcome to June, so homoeopathic by instinct.
The girl must have come, of course, because of Jon; or, if not, at least to get something out of her. And June felt just then that to assist somebody was the only bearable thing.
âSo youâve remembered to come,â she said.
âYes. What a jolly little duck of a house! But please donât let me bother you, if youâve got people.â
âNot at all,â said June. âI want to let them stew in their own juice for a bit. Have you come about Jon?â
âYou said you thought we ought to be told. Well, Iâve found out.â
âOh!â said June blankly. âNot nice, is it?â
They were standing one on each side of the little bare table at which June took her meals. A vase on it was full of Iceland poppies; the girl raised her hand and touched them with a gloved finger. To her newfangled dress, frilly about the hips and tight below the knees, June took a sudden likingâ âa charming colour, flax-blue.
âShe makes a picture,â thought June. Her little room, with its whitewashed walls, its floor and hearth of old pink brick, its black paint, and latticed window athwart which the last of the sunlight was shining, had never looked so charming, set off by this young figure, with the creamy, slightly frowning face. She remembered with sudden vividness how nice she herself had looked in those old days when her heart was set on Philip Bosinney, that dead lover, who had broken from her to destroy forever Ireneâs allegiance to this girlâs father. Did Fleur know of that, too?
âWell,â she said, âwhat are you going to do?â
It was some seconds before Fleur answered.
âI donât want Jon to suffer. I must see him once more to put an end to it.â
âYouâre going to put an end to it!â
âWhat else is there to do?â
The girl seemed to June, suddenly, intolerably spiritless.
âI suppose youâre right,â she muttered. âI know my father thinks so; butâ âI should never have done it myself. I canât take things lying down.â
How poised and watchful that girl looked; how unemotional her voice sounded!
âPeople will assume that Iâm in love.â
âWell, arenât you?â
Fleur shrugged her shoulders. âI might have known it,â thought June; âsheâs Soamesâ daughterâ âfish! And yetâ âhe!â
âWhat do you want me to do then?â she said with a sort of disgust.
âCould I see Jon here tomorrow on his way down to Hollyâs? Heâd come if you sent him a line tonight. And perhaps afterward youâd let them know quietly at Robin Hill that itâs all over, and that they neednât tell Jon about his mother.â
âAll right!â said June abruptly. âIâll write now, and you can post it. Half-past two tomorrow. I shanât be in, myself.â
She sat down at the tiny bureau which filled one corner. When she looked round with the finished note Fleur was still touching the poppies with her gloved finger.
June licked a stamp. âWell, here it is. If youâre not in love, of course, thereâs no more to be said. Jonâs lucky.â
Fleur took the note. âThanks awfully!â
âCold-blooded little baggage!â thought June. Jon, son of her father, to love, and not to be loved by the daughter ofâ âSoames! It was humiliating!
âIs that all?â
Fleur nodded; her frills shook and trembled as she swayed toward the door.
âGoodbye!â
âGoodbye!â ââ ⊠Little piece of fashion!â muttered June, closing the door. âThat family!â And she marched back toward her studio. Boris
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