Love Grows In The Dark Eli Lowe (love story novels in english TXT) 📖

I am coming to your pack now, and if you don't come and fight me then I will drag you out of your hole. And I guess, after today you will never be able to forget my name ever again.

Listen and engrave it to your mind.

I. Am. Kazan.”

Episode 22

Summer's P.O.V

Kazan?

Did he just say that he is Kazan?

The...the most ruthless among all?

The one who does not even care about anything in the entire world... was my mate the whole time?

Then,

He was the one who found me first that night in the middle of the quiet and dark alley? He was the one I kept meeting for the last two days? He was the one who wanted to love me no matter who I am?

And even tonight I was waiting for none but him? Kazan?

He was the unknown mate? He was the one whom I supposed to call as Mine?

I did not know what to believe and what not to as I became completely stupefied with the sudden shocking revelation that I could not speak further.

The sky lit up completely with the morning sun rays but for me, the darkest night came down to turn my life into another hell. Though it was never anything better before. Yes, my life was always a hell.

I kept standing in my lifeless room while my mind had already started its own new havoc, running everywhere possible like some crazy to recollect all the pieces of the puzzle which kept troubling me till now. But not anymore, cause now there was an even bigger reason which had emerged to torment me even more than before. Even though I got to know who my mate was, there was still some mysteries left to solve.

And most of all the sudden realisation of the fact that I had to face my mate in no time caused me to shiver in utter terror.

No, I wasn't scared of him, neither was I scared of the fact that others will misjudge me for what happened with Markus, but I was scared only to be found by my mate once again. But this time if something like that happens, I will be left with nothing but my unfortunate fate to engulf myself completely in such a way from which I might never break free.

I wanted to scream, I wanted to run, I did want to cry.

But I just could not. Not a single drop of the warm stream came down from my eyes. As if they were already dried long before.

Even so,

Why? Why the destiny chose me as its prey every time?

Why I was the only one who had to endure all the pain?

Why me?

I kept thinking about all these, standing in the middle my lifeless room while a gust of wind came to shake me but failed miserably.

I knew that the call had already been cut but I kept holding the phone against my ear, I did not know for how long. It appeared like I had lost my each and every reason all of a sudden to move even an inch of my body, restraining myself to put down the phone and prepare myself to face the consequences.

Yes, I froze in an instant and so did my heart once again. But as if the earth beneath my feet was snatched away ever so brutally only to make me fall deeper into the darkest pit, depriving me of each and every possibility to come up again no matter how much I try to.

But the most important thing I should be concerned about right now was the fact that Kazan is coming.

My mate is coming to fight against me and if the time comes he would not even think twice before tearing me into pieces as far as his words just relayed.

But how could he break me, when I was already broken?

Love..., I just wished to be loved at least for once and I had to pay such a cost like this?

Strange isn't it?

Or is it the most pathetic?

The one who was supposed to drag me out of my dark pit like life was now coming to see me falling even further and deeper. And I could not even escape. I knew very well that if I try to do so, he would definitely find my secret which I did not want for sure. No, not at least when I already knew what it could bring me the next moment.

So, standing against Kazan to fight him back was the only option left for me, though, there was still the possibility to get caught just in a second and it would need only one wrong move to disclose everything that I was trying hard to keep within me forever.

But still, l had to try. I had to make sure that he does not touch me no matter what.

Yes,

At last, I was determined what would I do next, after considering a lot of things.

And now it was time to move myself in whatever way possible cause I did not have much time to waste.

I rushed outside the house without bothering to change the clothes from last night which was still tainted with the blood and was stinking of rich iron. No, it was not enough to hide my smell.

Do you know how the destiny plays with me ever so cruelly with no regrets at all?

Well, I knew when I realised that this time I could not even hide my smell with Kaith's cause I was already wearing the last piece among all of his used shirts which were left at my home because the rest was sent to the wash.

I was trapped completely.

Anyway,

I knew exactly what I had to do.

So, I started running to all the places which