The Ties That Bind Us: (The Ties Duet Part One) Danda K. (dark academia books to read TXT) 📖

What’re you doing?” This was not my intention for the night. I don’t want her thinking I had some premeditated plan to have sex with her.

Cameron places her pointer finger on my lips to shush me, then kisses me again. My heart’s beating out of my fucking chest now.

You’re not the virgin here, asshole. What the hell is your problem?  

I kiss her back because, my God, the way she looks in that white lace bra and black leather leggings gets me more excited than a kid on Christmas. But it’s not Christmas, and I try my hardest to fight the urge to take this further.

I don’t want her to make any rash decisions being caught up in the moment.

“Baby, you look so fucking hot right now. But--” I can’t finish that statement because she grabs my dick through my pants and rubs it.

“Fuuuck...” is all I can spit out because this girl has gone from innocent to fiery vixen almost instantly. She rolls off me and pulls me on top of her by my shirt, my body coming to rest between her legs.

Bringing the tip of her tongue to my lips, she licks along the bottom.

“I want you, Jaxon. I’m ready.”

I pull back and try to talk some sense into her. ”Believe me, Cameron, I really, really want this too, it’s just--” I try for the second time, but she interrupts me again.

“I want this with you. There’s nobody else in the world I would want to give myself to. And there’s nowhere else in the world that’d be a morebeautiful place for me to experience this for the first time.”

I shake my head slowly. “I just don’t want you to regret--”

“Trust-fall!” she shouts from underneath me. And I’m stunned for a minute.

 I collapse next to her, out of breath. And now, out of arguments.

Well, fuck.

Twenty-nine

Cameron

“Trust-fall!” I shout from under him. He never breaks promises, and if there’s anything he needs to trust me on right now, it’s the fact I want this more than anything. Jaxon rolls off me and stares at the ceiling

Rolling onto my side, I lift my head and prop it in the palm of my hand. “Look at me.” I grab his cheek and turn him to face me. “We both deserve this. I want to be fully yours. You asked me to trust you, right?”

He nods his head and grabs my hand to kiss it.

“So, I need you to trust me now when I tell you that I want you to make love to me.” I sit up straight, facing him. “Do you trust me?”

“Of course I do, baby. I just don’t want you thinking I expect this from you.”

“You should expect this from me, Jaxon. We should expect this from each other. We just admitted we’re both in love with one another. And I want to celebrate that love by...you know...” I give him a pointed look towards the bulge in his pants.

“I didn’t even bring a condom with me, Cameron. I had no idea tonight would turn into this.”

I shrug and smile, happy with that comment for some reason. “I’m on the pill for my period and go for yearly check-ups with my OB. I’m obviously clean...”

“I’m clean, too. And I get yearly check-ups.”

“Okay, so we just won’t make it a habit.”

I don’t push him too far here because I’d never blame him for wanting to be cautious and safe. I’m just hoping we don’t lose this moment. He seems as though he’s thinking about it. I rub his arm to reassure him I won’t be mad at his decision.

Looking back at me, he asks, “Are you really ready, Nyx?”

I nod at him again. “Yes.”

Jaxon stands up, pulling me with him. He kisses me softly on the lips, then grabs two blankets, placing them on top of the blanket on the floor and adding a third to the side of the spread. He rearranges some pillows and sits back down. Reaching his arms towards me, he guides me down next to him.

I lie down on my back, and he climbs on top of me. Shifting his body a bit, he reaches behind his back and pulls his shirt over his head, throwing it to the side. The beautifully toned muscles of his chest are glowing with the candlelight. His waist is on the leaner side, the cuts and curves of his torso make my mouth dry suddenly.

Jaxon kisses along my neck and moves his lips down between my chest as he reaches his arm behind my back. I arch my body as he pops open my bra with one hand.

“Oh!” I jerk in surprise at his swift success in removing my bra.

Jax shakes his head and smiles as he pulls the straps down my arms, exposing my chest to him. I can see the small flames mirrored in his eyes, literally and metaphorically. His pupils are fully dilated as he admires my bare breasts for the first time.

My nipples are hard from both the chill and how Jaxon’s staring at me. My breath picks up as he runs his finger over my nipple and pinches the taut skin. A rush of heat travels to my core, and I arch my back off the floor from the sensation.

He lowers his head to take a nipple in his mouth while massaging the other breast with his free hand, his breath warm on my wet skin. “So pretty.” Jaxon sucks the pink skin, making my heart beat so fast I feel like I’m seconds away from an organ malfunction. He licks the shiny point again and moves towards my other breast, repeating the same action.

“Jaxon...” I plead. I don’t know if I want him to continue what he’s doing or stop. My hormones are all over the place.

He kneels and grips my pants at the waist, sliding them down my legs and exposing my white lace panties. I hear a low groan come from the back of his throat as he moves back and pulls off my boots one at a time, throwing them behind him. He goes back to my pants,