I Am God by Santosh Jha (best novels to read for students TXT) 📖

science and someday land on Mars. Then I would say that it was God, who wished it for me as what I wanted to be was a musician.

Moreover, if it could not happen; if I die without being the president of USA, I would say, God ordained otherwise. It would happen otherwise as probably, I could not evolve myself to be my god. Or probably, my evolution process was right but physical circumstances in the milieus had their own play, as it can happen to anyone. Moreover, someone else too was evolving towards similar goal and probably, his evolution to his godliness was greater and better than mine. Therefore, my god submits to his god’s wishes…!

It really doesn’t matter who wins and who not. It is however crucial that our gods must be our evolved potential and it is truly infinite. Be assured, even if our own gods fail to get what we wanted, it is sure the godliness shall be there for us. Even if I do not become the President of USA, it is for sure that I acquire all the goodness and qualities of a President. No God leaves us with empty hands. We just need to know our respective gods and that will fill us with all goodness that we all need to be happy and satisfied.

Please do not wait for your external God to make things happen for you. You will get what God can give if you understand and accept that you, standing on the horizon of your true and ever-evolving potential is your God.

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Stop Taking God For Granted

It is such a beautiful and yet so difficult a position to find. Arriving at such a position and situationalism is tough and being there is tougher but when there, it fills up the consciousness with all joys, satisfaction and exhilaration within, which nothing in this universe can. The treasure grows within and everything outside becomes redundant.

It is extremely sad and unfortunate that since ages, only a handful of humans have thought of the need and utility of arriving at such a position of ultimate joy and still lesser people actually arrive at this. They call it ordained and God’s will but this idea surely cannot be bought, as God can never wish a design or mechanism, which prevents and debars anyone from the ultimate joy.

This is high time, humanity stops making God responsible for all his personal and subjective stupidities and weakness. This attitude is not only dangerous for humanity rather it also makes the million have wrong notions about divinity as well as human abilities and potential. It is high time, humanity stops taking God for granted!

We need to understand this and we all can. Of course, it is not easy, it is very tough and needs mind training from early childhood. Lots of practice follows.

One life is too little to comprehend the intricacies and perplexities of the intelligence as well as the beautifully mystical and intricate mechanisms of the nature and the conscious life. Still, a life is good enough to arrive at the positioning from where the journey into the right direction begins. What distance towards the avowed destination one traverses may vary.

Albert Einstein elaborated about this ‘joy’ so beautifully. He said:

‘It is enough for me to contemplate the mystery of conscious life perpetuating itself through all eternity, to reflect upon the marvelous structure of the universe which we dimly perceive, and to try humbly to comprehend an infinitesimal part of the intelligence manifested in nature.’

Knowledge is humbling. More knowledgeable you are, more modest and humble your entire consciousness becomes and as your consciousness grows in humility, you ready yourself to open the gates of ‘evolved innocence’. Once innocence shapes and shades your consciousness and subconscious in perfect harmony, you arrive at the wisdom from where the real journey to the ultimate joy begins and it never ends!

The toughest part is the very start. Usually, most people do not have the basic thing required to make even a small beginning. The biggest trouble is, only a ‘poised positioning’ of a conscious mind is the key to do so successfully, even though in bits. Most people have this poise missing, either by whisker or by huge margins.

This is so difficult and the poise is missing because the ‘psychosis’ is just round the corner. Most people are in varying degrees of psychosis of mind and consciousness and that is why they are so prone to rejecting any other knowledge or wisdom apart from what they think they know.

Understanding psychosis is very important. It is crucial to understand the difference of positioning between a mind poised and psychotic. As most people have psychotic minds and consciousness, this kills the poise required for the beginning of journey towards real pursuit of knowledge.

It is said, ‘life and realism is what you see and accept’. Objective realism is one but there are as much subjective realisms as the number of humans on this planet. A poised mind would understand this dualism and the multidimensionality of subjective realisms and yet, accept one that is as close as possible to the singular and objective realism.

Psychosis is when someone accepts only his or her fixated dimension of subjective realism as true and all others as wrong. Or he or she even refuses to believe that there can be many dimensions or subjective realisms or, simply, the realism he or she accepts is either a very underrated or overrated versions of realism, far off from the objective realism.

More than often, when in psychosis, the causality or the a-causality of cause-effect is excessively off target. But the person experiencing it thinks that this is perfectly reasonable and everyone else is wrong. He or she hears voices from within and feels these voices are completely real, as real as any other thing one can hear. The speakers are inside your head. Most psychotic people are trigger happy to call it ‘soul voices’ or ‘divine guidance’. Kindly keep God out of that!

This poise comes through the ‘innocence’ of consciousness and acquired through rigorous mind training. The psychotic mind and consciousness shall always be perilous for the poise of mind. The psychotic mind is a killer of innocence and blocks the consciousness from entering the journey of ultimate joy.

Let us understand the psychosis and poise of mind with the help of something, which is very powerful experience for almost every single human and is everywhere. The example of ‘synchronicity’ is a huge example how normal and cherished poise is so susceptible to ‘psychosis’.

Synchronicity is simply co-incidence experience. It is referred as, ‘the uncanny coincidence, the unlikely conjunction of events, the startling serendipity’. You think of someone for the first time in years, and run into him or her a few hours later. You go to a library looking for a rare book not available easily and as you look dazed at thousands of books on the shelf, the book you were looking for falls out of nowhere!

Let us not go on the rational and scientific explanation of the idea and action of synchronicity. Let it be the way most people love it – the mysterious and divine – the God’s way to say to people that He or His angels are everywhere to help humanity and show it to humans that They exist.

However, it may be very useful for a poised mind to know, what a rational interpretation of synchronicity and other such so called ‘miracles’ could be. A psychotic mind would be least bothered as his or her ‘preference’ for ‘divinity’ would be unaffected by anything.

“Jung believed, the phenomenon of synchronicity was primarily connected with psychic conditions. Synchronicity is primarily the influence of the ‘archetypes’, those subconscious and unconscious patterns inherent in the human psyche and shared by all of mankind.”

“These patterns, Jung called "primordial images," comprising man's collective unconscious, representing the dynamic source of all human confrontation with death, conflict, love, sex, rebirth and mystical experience. These archetypes get to fore and enter conscious positioning when someone faces an emotionally charged event chain or state of mind or a mishap or sorts happen.”

It is all about perspective. If you have a mind consciousness, which is tailored to see only the parts and not the whole, then mysticism and magic shall always be elements around you. There are billions of coincidences going around in the cosmos but as it is convenient and innate for us, we are happy only looking around us and feel the same as the ultimate truth. Consider the miracles of the birth of a child. We all see millions of child being born around us and never bother to think how a chain of replicable coincidences makes it happen. This is how ‘magic’ are scattered all around us but we see only the selective one.

“In the mechanism of a childbirth, the sexual encounter must first be completed at the proper time (when the woman has ovulated and the egg is ready to be fertilized (the first miracle of timing). Then when the sperm is deposited into the woman’s womb, a few hundred thousand individual sperm must seek out and find the egg. When those that find the egg bombard the egg one must find or create a crack or entry point to gain entry into the egg to begin the fertilization process (another miracle). Even after fertilization has begun, many things can go wrong and they often go wrong. So when miraculously all things go right to the point of gestation completion and childbirth commences many things can still go wrong. Considering all this and one has to believe that every successful childbirth is a miracle in itself.”

There have been huge breakthroughs in understanding and interpreting the subconscious and unconscious mind as science has unraveled much of the mysteries of human consciousness. This is the ‘new thinking’ we are all invited to in the current millennium. Now, whether synchronicity is God’s way or anything part of the larger mechanism of the cosmic realism does not anyway make any difference in how it subjectively lands different humans in varied situations and positioning. How one’s mind accepts and interprets them does make the final difference. A poised and a psychotic mind take a single synchronicity in entirely different way and land in different situations ultimately. Lets us understand this.

Experts warn, “Not all synchronicities are positive. Do be careful. If you are psychotic, dysfunctional, have emotional problems, and therefore are a drama person and off poise of thought and action, your synchronicity will attract and manifest dysfunctional people and events as reflections of your own inner turmoil. Don't blow them out of proportion. You must look at the bigger picture of the synchronicity; think outside the box, look at the wider patterns of reality, not at the actual experience.”

Let us take just two examples to make it clear what we are saying:

For example, you have been feeling ill with no clear diagnosis. Suddenly, some day, out of nowhere, you meet someone who knows a doctor, a healer or a mystic with the answers. The mind, already inclined towards accepting ‘God’s Hands’ in everything happening around his or her, is quick to accept it as ‘miracle’ and ‘divine interference’.

A poised mind surely does not commit or jump into a preoccupied and predetermined conclusion of mind. The poised mind shall explore other explanations. It is also a reality that, all physical problems stem from emotional issues. Gradually, more humans are falling victim of psychosomatic troubles. What happens is, or what may be accepted, as another answer is, your subconscious self will point out and lead you to the patterns of a chain of related sequences towards solutions. Your attitude changes your future!

Why not accept the proposition that “when the person is ready to heal, the doctor will be invariably there. That person will often show up by synchronicity!”. The subconscious and unconscious self is the ‘orchestrator’ and as there is a ‘will’, the ‘ways’ start to fall in place. All one has