My Life With Out You by Krystina Doll (read a book .txt) 📖

My Life With Out You!

I been holding on
To a world I knew
Where you were here
And I was too
We held our hands
We held on tight
For the world we knew
Was not so right
You told me
You said:
You loved me
You said:
You’d love me always
You said:
You’d love me no matter
Now I don’t know
I’m sitting on my porch
Crying tear after tear
I been Holding on
To what I knew
Where every touch
Would hurt my heart
I loved you so
And I still do
I wish you knew
What you mean to me
I would do
Anything
To get back
The world I knew
When you told me
It was over
The world I knew
Came crashing down
You took my heart
You made it fly
But now
You’ve made me cry
My heart now
It’s in pieces
Can you
Pick them up
And make me fly
Again
You made me feel
So special
I knew
That you were
The one
You made me
So happy
Now
You make me sad
I go to bed
Day after day
With my face
Tainted with tears
My heart
Used to be red
But now my heart is so black
My heart used to flutter
But now it just stutters
When I had
Problems with life
You would
Hold me tight
You would whisper
In my ear
“It’s ok babe”
“Everything will get better”
When you said that
Did you mean it?
Because now
I can’t go to bed
I can’t cry a tear
I can’t show emotions
I can’t laugh
I can’t say your name
I can’t even hear it
I used to feel so secure
Whenever I was with you
But now
I can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t get your name out of my head
I can’t forget your voice
The way you looked at me
The way you held me tight
But every time
I think about it
Or you
I can’t move
I can’t smile
I can’t laugh
I can’t be happy
Because without you
I’m nothing
I’m miserable
I’m anything but happy
My world revolved around you
You had the other half of my heart
But now
My world revolves around the moon
My world lives off darkness
You were my light
You made me happy
Now
You’re gone
So my world has nothing
I have nothing
I am nothing
I see it in your eyes
I see that you miss
Everything
All the good and bad
Times
You miss when we would
Sit next to each other
Just sit there and talk
When we would hold each other close
When we would smile
And laugh
When I would look at you
And blush
You miss the way
I make you feel
The way I make you smile
The way I would laugh
At all your jokes
Funny or not
You miss the way
I would hold you close
When you were upset
The way I would
Always
Jump into your arm when I saw you
Well
I miss all those things too
The way you made me laugh
The way you made me feel
The way you made me blush
The way you would wipe away my tears
And tell me
That everything would be fine
That everything would work out
You would always make me smile
No matter how upset I was
I miss the way you would look at me
The way you treated me
The way that you would
Always gives me butterflies
I miss the way you smelled
The way you sounded
I miss everything
I wish you knew
My life without you!

Publication Date: 05-24-2011

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