Sorrows by Darke September (paper ebook reader .txt) 📖

Night is here,
So rest my dear.
Till daylight comes,
And life starts to go by again.
When the sun sets,
We all will rest,
Just like the day we died.
Day to day,
It never stops,
All this time,
You never see,
The hands count down,
The clock of destiny.
Day in and day out,
I never scream I never shout.
Like a good girl,
I just sit and wait,
And only see.
What does all this have in store for me?
I know when my day comes,
All that I have done,
Will not be wasted,
Will not be for nothing,
But for the good of my love.
So when you wake,
Make me the one.
The first thing you think of,
Is of the first one you love.
And if you do,
This I promise you,
No harm shall ever beset upon you.
I will be here for always and ever.
No matter if you like it or not.
For I am a guardian never leave,
Never falter.
Till my life force is forgot.

Shall it always be,
That there is darkness in this world?
That people get blown up,
And we say that they deserve it,
That there death is to good for them.
Is it destiny,
Or can we change it?
Will the world,
Die out in flames?
Wll we destroy everything,
Or will we save mankind?
I hope that if we destry mankind,
We won't bring the world with us
I only wish i could help,
But it would be a task,
That would take millenia to accomplish,
And co-operation of people.
People of this planet,
Don't even give a care.
They live for them,
Not for friends,
Or even others futures.
Our offsring and our bloodline,
Take after us.
Yet we derect them,
To the wrong path.
Destroying the world,
Killing our friends.
Everyone talks about world peace,
Yet no one does anything to acomplish it.
I wish i had a position,
To stand and take charge.
But i don't,
I'm just an 13 yr old girl,
Trying to make it through life.

He is my dark angel,
That won't leave my dreams.
I want him to embrace me,
To grab hold of me,
And fly away.
Yet I do not even enter his thoughts,
And his dreams forget me.
His life washes me away,
The pain it brings me is endless.
Yet I am supposed to use that,
Use the pain,
For purpose my brother says.
It is not posible by any means.
It is more than any girl should bare.
It is a pain,
I will have until death.
It cannot be forgotten,
Cannot be fixed with pills.
The only way it will ever be better,
Is by him.
Memories hurt,
But they are all I have.
So I will hold them,
And pray for a short life.
Pray that when I go,
I can watch him,
And not just have memories.
When a person hurts you,
You're supposed to leave.
But i wouldn't care if he stabed my heart,
And ripped it out,
It is all his,
Yet it can not be.
I will move on,
And try to find another,
Yet he will always be there in my heart,
Where I will never get rid of him.
Some memories can be lost,
Some can be forgoten,
Then remembered,
Some can be thrown out,
And never be thought of again,
but he will not go.
He just stays right there,
To remind me,
Remind me of the best days of my life.
And how they will never come again,
His name is Dark Angel,
And he will be the one I always will love.

My life is nothing,
Compared to death.
Things are taken,
But nothing is given.
All alone,
No one to keep.
My mind just weeps,
Tears of sorrow.
My heart feels,
The grasps of pain.
I want to lose them,
To feel no pain,
To have no more tears.
Death is my releif,
Yet it's not an option.
If I die,
I hurt those,
I call friends.
But if I stay,
I hurt myself.
In this life,
Is it worth being hurt,
Just so others aren't?
We hide our sorrow,
In false smiles.
We cry,
Yet you see joy in our eyes.
I have found those like me.
We are few,
We are here to balance,
For those who take,
And bring only misery.
We are the ones that watch over you.
Our death will come,
Just so that we may be their angel.
But i know when i die,
I will be his.
I will protect the one,
For he is my will to live,
In life and in death.....

Publication Date: 07-30-2010

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Dedication:
I dedicate this to everyone who reads this, thank you.