Darkness, Pain and Loss by Christiana Ginter (books to read in your 30s txt) 📖

My Death:
I look into the sky
As I try not to cry
I take my last breath
Today is my death.

Crying:
I’m always in sadness and fear
And yet I still lay here
I want to let it out through dying
Instead I let it out through crying.

He Is Gone:
As my saddened and death stained tears
Stream down my face,
I whisper his name into the cold night air,
I miss his presence, his soul,
When he left me there was no point of life,
Everyday the pain grows stronger, each day,
The memories fade more and more into the darkness,
And each day I miss him more, my pain slowly grows unbearable,
As if its choking me to death, which makes me feel closet to him,
So I embrace the pain, soon death shall overcome me,
I swore to him that we would be together again,
And now I uphold that promise, I think to myself,
As I embrace him into my arms and leave this world with him in hand.

My Mind, My Soul, My Heart:
He captures my every thought,
I never can stop,
I dream of him at night,
And think of him in light,
My whole soul aches to see him,
My every breath whispers his name,
I love him so,
And though this love I try to tame,
But with each step back
My mind, my soul, my heart
Take three steps forward,
For love,
I shall never let go.

My Abuse:
He hit me at night,
I never saw the light,
I only saw the darkness,
Even when the sun shone bright,
I only ever felt hate,
Always tried to escape,
He wouldn’t let me out,
I wish I could die now.

Publication Date: 12-04-2010

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