unread letters of the soul by lizc (polar express read aloud TXT) 📖

I need you


I wish u were still here wit me my life is all messed up with out u I need u here, without u I am not the same as I use to be please come back I didn’t want u to leave I need u here wit me I want u here wit me I so messed up without u I cant believe u left me when I need u the most now what am I supposed to do without u without u I’m trapped and I need u to set me free you’re the only one with the key to my heart so come set me free


Miss you

I’m missing u so much it seems I cant stop missing u its like ur apart of me I cant wait for the day I see u again I wonder where u r every day I cant sleep without dreaming of u I’m so lonely without u I miss u evey day I’m always thinking about u not a moment goes by when I don’t think about u its like I need u here wit me in order for me to feel complete I try not to think of u because it hurts so much when I do but its no use I need to think about u I miss u so much and I hope u miss me too jjust as much as I miss u every time I think of u t start to cry because ur not wit me and I wish u were so u can ease my pain please come to me soon so I can stop missing u

Thank you
Thank u for helping me when I was down thank u for everyting you’ve done for me thank u for always being there when I need u thank u for showing me I can trust and trun to u when I’m in trouble thank u for showing me that there is hope that I can move on after the tough stuff I know its been hard for me and u but thank u for not giving up on me when I was giving up on myself thank u now I know there is faith in both of us thank u for not just helping me but for letting me know that you’ll be there for me if I need u you r the greatest gift u can give me thank u for giving me the understanding that if I need u you will always be there for me so I just want to say thank u


Why
why do u lie to me u don’t tell me things and I have to find out for other people its not fair y cant u tell me the truth y do u thigs seceret y do u hide the truth for me I don’t understand y u do this to me y cant u just tell the truth ur lies r only makin things worse ur lies are hurting others threr hurting me I’ve been buried in all of ur lies help me get out of this grave of lies ur suffocating me ur hurting me ur going to kill me y r u doing this to me y do u wish to hurt me y I don’t understand tell me y u cant tell me the truth no more lies please no more lies just tell me the truth I don’t understand y u cant


I think I love you
I’m sitting here alone trying to of a way to tell u how I feel about u I don’t know how to tell u so I’m just going to say it I think I like I think I like u a lot it seems that I cant stop thinking about u I don’t know y but theres just something about u that makes me want u I know I cant have u and that makes me want u even more I don’t know y u have this hold o me but u do and I wish you’d let go but I also hope u never let go I don’t know if u feel the same as me but I do know that when I’m with u it feels like it’s the two of us and I never feel alone when I’m around u and u make me feel like I can do anything like the skys the limit and I love that feeling so I love u


I wish
I wish u were here wit me I miss u so much I wish u were here holding me telling me everythings going to be alrite I’m in a different place now and I feel like I’m all alone I need u here with me


I belong with you latly I’ve been thinking about u a lot I doont know y and it makes me so sad every time I do because I know I’ll never see u again and I hate that I still wish you had never left me , but it must have been a good reason because you left without out saying goodbye I know your not coming back but I wish you would so I wouldn’t feel so alone and deserted every time I think I think about u it hurts to breath thinking about u kills me inside because I miss you so much when u left u took a piece of my heart and so its so hard to move on with my life you’re the only one who knows me better then me I don’t know y left and I don’t care all want is u to come back and me feel wanted because when I was with u. you made me feel like noe one else matted that I was your only one I really cant stop thinking about u I sometimes want to but I know I cant because you’re the only one for me. Please come back we belong together
Confusion
I’m so confused I think I like you but im not sure I cant tell if I like u as a friend or something more I don’t know y maybe because I feel safe when im around u like you’ll be there when I need u all I know is that when I’m wit u I don’t feel alone anymore now I’m always wondering if u like me to u do things that make me think u do I cant tell if I’m just a friend to u or if u want me to be something more the wat u talk yo me ang hug me makes me think r u just being friendly or r u flirting wit me its so confusing I want to know if we feel the same about each other u make so easy to forget “him” and yet so hard ur making it so easy for me to move on but I don’t want to move on I don’t want to for get “him” even though I know he wont be coming back I just don’t know what to think or do I’m just so confused that’s y I need to know so I wont be confused anymore and I’ll know what to do about u and “him”
Directions
I like u but I also like “him” still I still think he might come back I know I need to move on and I’m trying to its just taking longer then I planned I know we like each other and we’d be good together I just need some time to get him out of my head its been about 4 years but for some odd reason I feel that I cant let him go I really do want to be wit u its just that he wont get out of my head I know in my head he wont be coming back but my heart thinks otherwise but its hard my heart is pulling me into different directions and I don’t know which way to go


Free
I thought u had the key to my heart , but I was wrong since u left its been hard to get over u but I finally have and it feels so good to be free from u I have found someone else someone who loves me for me he treats me better then u ever did he tells me he loves me and he’ll never leave me unlike you he cares he wont leave me like u did but it doesn’t matter anymore I’m over u now and I don’t want u back I’m happy without u I don’t need u anymore I’ve found someone I love and he loves me he found the key to my heart and he set me free I no longer care about u coming back I could care less if u do I have moved on and I hope u have to my heart was pulling me two ways but I found the way I want and it’s the way that lead me away from u and into being free

Publication Date: 12-04-2011

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