Mirage by TOJIN JOSE (i read book .TXT) 📖

DEDICATION


I Am Dedicating This MIRAGE As A Gratitude,
In Front Of
All The Truths And Untruths That Had Formed Me.

LAST RAY OF HOPE BEFORE HAND
“Life is a mirage……………..
Mirage is a dream……………
Dream is a hope……………...
Hope is a desire……………...
Desire was a reality…………..
Desire is a reality……………
Desire will be a reality………..”
Yes, only a traveler who is going forward can only see mirage.
That will give a hope in his mind.
It can be hope of a person who lost everything, or
A desire to make his dreams a reality.
Life is a journey, dreams have no end, and hope is the best guide.
Desire helps to achieve everything. Time and chance will never wait for anybody.
Mirage can see every where. Behind every mirage there is a reality.
In my life there are only two realities, one is over, another yet is a mirage.
This mirage was a mirage in my mind for a long time.
But I got it from reality.
Try to have a look at it, without any dream, hope and desire,
Then you may get realities like this, as a MIRAGE in your life.
TOJIN JOSE

Who am I?

I asked myself, I quite don’t know ‘who am I’
I was searching for an answer last twenty one years
Who will give an answer to me?
Asked my girlfriend,
“You are the most lovable and plusher giver of mine”
Mother my life giver proclaimed in a heart braking voice
“You are my dear son, in this world you are the whole
And without you, I have nothing”.
Question was repeated to the society
Which had stolen my
Whole time and energy
Replied in a horrible voice,
“You are the leader, guide and server,
You are all to us”

Stopped questing
All are saying in their needs
But, quite don’t know ‘who am I’
Even today searching for my own
IDENTITY

The nights and days had repeated
New seasons came; the old had gone for ever
Now the good days had gone
Unhealthy, smart less, nobody wants me
Different and unkind answers
Got at this time
What a world around as

I am nothing
Whether is a man or woman?
Educated or not, believer or not
I am searching for an answer
In this Hippocratic world
Who am I………………..
24-10-07


TIME

God is impartial only in creation of TIME
I, a citizen of India, got twenty four hours
She, the Head of India, got long twenty four hours
He, the President of America, got so long twenty four hours
(Pope, the Holy Father of world, got long long twenty four hours)

She can rule a hundred crore Indians
Within a full clock TIME
He can control all over the world
Within a day and night TIME
(Oh! Holy Father looks after all Christians
Within just twenty four hours)

What I did in my twenty four hours?
Twenty four hours are not enough for me
To do my personal duties
Always wish to get a few more moments
To study, to write, to sleep, to enjoy life

For what cursing the moment of birth?
The moment in which whole world
Offers flowers to others
No TIME to waist
By thinking the river of forgetfulness

I want to live in present
Oh! God of TIME help me
To enjoy and live in pres
NOV.7, 2007


MIRAGE COME TO REALITY

YESTERDAY
Oh! My dear ……. (yours name(s)
Friendship is a flower
Has only a short term life
Each morning beautiful flowers
Blossoms with attractive beauty
Falls down in evening
By loosing its attraction
Who will forget you?
Next morning, new flowers,
Who will remember the OLD?
As it has got beauty and attraction
In short term life,
Friendship is beautiful and attractive.

These lines are not written, my experience
What thought to me by world.

TODAY
NO, you are (a) special friend(s),
(A) Teacher(s) with different methods
You are best teacher(s), than experience

TOMORROW

Still last breathe……….
If the world NO my mind
If don’t change……….


MARCH 12, 2008
I MISSED YOU

Don’t say anymore
Don’t want hear anymore that

Again and again I heard
I miss you
We miss you
I missed you
We missed you

Don’t know who this ‘you’ is
No, this is not a person, can it?
Can be…
But, I am a reality
Who has got life as nothing?
Life, it is a small bubble
Will form and vanish the
Realties of life
No, I don’t know how to love others

Oh! My life
I missed that
Yes, I missed you


10th MAY 2008

Hypocrisy Is the Written Horoscope Of World

Loves love
Love everybody
Keep your friends
Keep everything
For how much time?
You answer to this
Is it for two years?
You say to me, for how many days?


Yes, I can forget
Yes, I can remember
That all I had forgotten
It is not for me, others


But, I can’t forget
Each one word or presence
I want that
I like, I love all of you
Yes, all of you.


28th MAY 2008


W………omen

“Oh! Let a woman in your life………”
I like seed
Seeds of good plants
I like that producer
So, I like women

But, I never like weeds
Around a good, more is weeds
That all will get changed in to fertilizer
I don’t like all women
I want to love only the good ones
Help me to see with a positive eye,
To see everything as positive


13th JUN 2008
Today’s Melody

Go back to ancient days.
Follow the culture, use and throw
Heard a sound, whose sound?
Don’t know.

Got a paper, food in it
A piece of paper after it, no water
Use and throw, tissue culture.

Got a paper, it shaped as dress
Rain, wet, lost dress
Use and throw, tissue culture.

Seen an advertisement
Husband /wife for use
Use and throw, tissue culture.

A child no children are crying
Show us parents once
See and forget, tissue culture.

If he can, she can
Why can’t I?
Change is the good one
Use and throw, tissue culture
15th JUN 2008
Silence is my intimate friend
Listen, in silence I will speak to you
Listen, silence will speak to you
Can you hear me?
Listen!
Many things are still remain
As unheard as unseen
Silence will speak that all
Silence will show that all
Can’t you see me?
Why your face is glum?
Do you feel that are you along?
Don’t worry
You are never along
Every where I am presented.
Silence is my best friend
Listen, silence is speaking to me.


25th JUN 2008
For what?

To whom am I speaking?
For whom am I speaking?
Who am I to speak?
What am I speaking?

But even then I will speak
To this hypercritic world I will speak
As a human being I will speak
What all I like I will speak

Loving, cheating, smiling, looking
Birth, growth, marriage, death
War, peace, money, polities
What all I like I will speak

Hypercritics, lover, friends, enemies
Students, teachers, collogues, travelers
Father, mother, wife, children
I will to all whom I like to speak.

To those listening and not I will speak.
To this hypercritic world I will speak again.


30th September, 2008.


CHANGES OF TODAY…….

Few are coming to the stage and singing.
The changes in the world are so fanny
Men look more like women
And the women are more like men
What’s happing to the world of today?

Old man and woman came to the town to go for a marriage. They are in old fashioned dress.
SCENE 1
Old Man: Look! Look! Was it the place that we visited in our honeymoon time?
Old Woman: Oh! I think we are in the wrong place.
Old Man: Read that board. Oh, that is not in Malayalam.
Old Woman: Look to that building, how toll it is. That may touch the sky.
Old Man: How many are vehicles going though the rod? When we came at that time, we came here by bull cart. Now there is no bull cart.
Old Woman: One girl is coming. I will ask to here the way. Oh! Little girl, little girl, (she is not listening. Old Woman touches and calls her.)
Girl: What did you call me? Little girl? If you can’t see any thing with your eye, go to an eye clink and test it.

(Still. Few are coming to the stage and singing.
The changes in the world are so fanny
Men look more like women
And the women are more like men
What’s happing to the world of today?
Girl goes out and a