NEVER ENDING CHANGES by Nichelle Heggs (feel good books txt) 📖

Have you ever been in love,
I have he left me
cut me deep
now my heart remains sleep

Did that person ever hurt you so bad,
that you couldnt do anything
the pain was just to bad

Did that person make you feel like shit,
you just ran away in tears
keeping it bottled in for many years

I hate the way you smiled at her,
you never paid me any mine.

I hate you stared at her,
you never looked my way.

I hate the way you say her name,
you never even tried to say mine.

Why dont you see me,
I hate that she is perfect.

I hate that when I look at you,
my heart starts to race.

I hate that you want her
and not me

I hate that I try my best,
yet it isnt enough.

I hate that I made a fool of myself,
following your every step.

Im glad that you didnt pay attention to me,
because now I found the perfect guy for me.

wow so this love
never thought love would come my way
til i saw him

he was standing in the street
his glasses fell by my feet
we both reached at the same time
from that moment he was all mine

he is my all
my every step
my every fall
he is the reason i stand strong and tall

I took a chance
and now i have romance
oh love feels so good
i never want this feeling to end

what do i do
i feel like a fool
am i falling in love to soon
but these feeling are constantly growing

should i tell him how i feel
he should be understanding
because this love is real


what if he hates me for being real
pain is not what i want to feel

I told him i loved him,
and that he meant the world to me
told him how i saw us

did i say something wrong,
for him to leave and go straight home

i called him but he doesnt answer
what did i do

i scared him away i was to direct
i wish i didnt say nothing at all
now he may never talk to me again

Losing someone is hard
i lost a loved one
it broke me for the rest of my life
i cant see clearly
they held me together
now im all apart
no one can pick up those pieces
i lost my best friend
we did so much together
they meant the world to me
i wish i could be where ever they are
i look at the stars at night just thinking about them
i speak out loud hoping theyre listening to me
i dream of us together again
he pain is still here
who knows when it goes away
its a constant stab
i dont want a new friend
i cant get hurt again
not like this

Publication Date: 12-02-2011

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