Love,Friendship, and more by Rocio vargas (ebook e reader .txt) 📖

How do I do it?

How do I not get hurt when I talk to you?
How do I tell myself to forget about all those feelings I have?
How can I do it to not get hurt once again?
How do I tell my heart that all we can be is friends?
How do I do it so I don’t get hurt?
How do I fix my mistakes?
How can I replace the damage I have done?
How do I not tell you I love you,
Without getting hurt?
How do I do it?


How to Forget

How can I forget those moments we spend together.
How can every second you were close to me mean so much now that you’re gone
How can it be that even though you don’t want to be with me no longer?
How can it be that I still want to be by your side?
How can I forget?
How you would hold my hand while driving,
How can I forget how in each and every red light you would kiss my lips?
How can I forget that every night before I closed my eyes you would say “good night” and “I love you”


To My Dear Best Friend

`She and I were unrepeatable, we went everywhere together. She was their through the tough times and especially them good ones. Whenever she needed me even if it was three in the morning I was there, But of course one day I decided to move, she didn’t agree but yet let me, but kept in teach. It was only a new school buy yet it feels as if I went half around the world. But yet we were still as close as ever. No one can ever replace my dear best friend Eileen.


Gave up for good!

You came and left as you pleased, without a good bye or a halo. But one day you left and for sure you came back, but yet I was not there. You fused and fought but I didn’t come back. I wasn’t going to let you break my heart every time you saw a pretty girl and came back when you were tiered of her. U ended up losing me for sure but for some reason I didn’t seem to mind.


Even though

Even though you don’t know who I am
Even though you look at me and don’t notice me
Even though you’re with her
Even though I don’t know if you will ever see me the way I do
Even though I still love you


Loving

Loving you is pain
Loving you is happiness
At times you are so sweet,
Yet others so mean.
You show me you care but then you take it all back
Loving you is wrong
Loving you is pain
But yet I wouldn’t take it back.


Will you

Would you stick by my side
Threw good and bad
Would you stay faithful till death do?
Us part
Would our love never fade away?
From young to old
Will you remind me?
I’m that girls of your dreams
Will you remind yourself?
We are no longer two but one
Would you stick by my me forever?


Just give me a chance

I know you didn’t feel much
Like you do when your with her
I know you might not feel the same
As I do
I know we don’t go, like heaven and hell
But I know if we try we’ll go like
Like apple and pie
Just give me a chance to change things around


Missing you like crazy

Missing the way you look
Missing seeing you everyday
Even though I never got to talk to you
I miss staring into your eyes even
Though you wouldn’t notice me staring
I miss listening to your voice
When you passed by me in the hall way
But I knew you wouldn’t even notice
I existed


Why can I forget you?

Your eyes, your lips, your way of walking, your smile, your appearance in the hall ways, you walking by me, just yourself why can’t I forget you? Your voice, your way of thinking, your pictures, your texts, u in particular, why can’t I forget you? Why can’t I erase you off my mind?


And it hurts

It hurts me not to be able to see you
It hurts me not to be able to talk to you
It hurts me just to think u have a girl
But it also hurts when I see you and I know I can’t be next to you
It also hurts to talk to you because I know they’ll be nothing more than friendship.
But wet hurts the most is the way you act with me
Some days you act like you care
But then others like I bother and
You’d like me to leave you alone
And it hurts
It really does hurt
How much I love you.


It Hurts

It hurts to know you’re with her
It hurts to know your holding her hand
It hurts to know your kissing her lips
It hurts to know you’re telling her “I love you”
It hurts to know you don’t feel for me the way I feel for you
& it hurts to know that I’m not the one next to you


That night…

He held me that night
He was their till I slept
He told me I was important to him
He even told me he loved me
He told me to never forget that
And yet till this day I still remember that night.
He also told me “we are imposable to be”
He told me “I’m sorry but you and I can no longer be”
And yes he left that night
But didn’t leave alone, he took my heart with him
He held me that night
And left as I slept.


Bestie

You can be far apart
But so close
You can have bad times
But you’ll remember the good ones
You can be afraid
But always secure
But with my bestie
You can always be
Yourself..


Why can’t I?

Why can’t I stop thinking of you?
Why can’t I erase you off my mind?
Why are you there every time I try to forget you?
Why can’t I forget you, it should be easy since we don’t even know each other as good friends
Why can’t I erase you off my memory?
Why can’t I forget the little that I know about you?


I miss my friend

I’m sitting here in my room
Listening to Taylor swift
Feeling so lonely
But yet I have everything a girl can with for
Except one special person who has been in my life
How can I tell her I miss her
And that I need her in my life
For without her my life is not complete.
But yet I cannot seem to talk to her
She won’t seem to understand the reason
I could no longer be so close
She don’t seem to understand that my happiness is her and her best friend
But here I am sitting In my room
Just knowing that I lost a friend
Not just any though the best one of them all
And that know I’m so lonely even though
I am surrounded by the love of him.
I just need my friend back
Like we were back then.
I this room with four walls surrounding me
I don’t seem to find you around my mind
But yet you were there just an instent
I think of why?
Leaning my head against the wall
I feel my heart pop out
You leave instantly
I feel trapped and there is only 4 walls


I wanna be your girl

I wanna be the girl who you miss
The one you can’t live without
The one you need by your side
The one who is in your mind
The one you can’t sleep without
The one you stay by her side
I wanna be then one for you
I wanna be the best you can have
Then one who you love
and
The one who stands by your side
I know that you’ve been hurt
But I promise you
We can be the perfect two
I’ll stick by your side
And I promise
Our love will last long
Because baby this is not a dream
This is reality
I wanna be the close to you
The one you see in your dreams
The one who u promise
Love for eternity.


He is Mr. Perfect

He is Mr. Perfect,
He is the one, who hold my heart,
The one I yearn for and
This is only the beginning of the story.
But even though
He is the one who I want to be with.


Farewell lost love

You were the one for me
Well at least that’s what I thought
Farewell is better than goodbye
You and I that was once what we were
Farewell is what I say there’s nothing else to do
No I will not cry for a lost love Like you
You to me meant everything
But you just threw it away
You said you loved me and you would always love me.
You said you wouldn’t leave me.
You said we would grow old together
And now I feel so stupid for believing all your lies.
You no longer love me, and yes you did leave me,
And no we won’t grow old together.
I gave you my heart, I gave you my life
Yeah you returned my heart but broken into a million pieces.
But know I have no life.
So know I say farewell lost love.


Somewhere better

I shared with her my life
I shared with her my secrets
My happiness, sad moments
I shared with her my pacifier as babies
I shared toys, candy, bottles, and even my grandmother
As teens
We shared clothes, make up,
We shared everything life gave us.
And one day she saw the light
She left somewhere better
Somewhere where she will always be happy,
And I know she is looking down, and looking after me.
Goodbye dear friend.


Alone

I have no love I have no life
I have no one to share my life
I have no one to share my nights
To hold me tight through the night
No one there to ne next to me
The minute I die
No one to cry for me
No one to care for me
I have no love I have no life
no one to spend my life next to.