mixed emotions by Sierra Farmer (reading fiction txt) 📖
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People together saying they love
but I stand there just looking
Do they know what love is?
Can you look and just know?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
I don’t
I believe no one knows love until they feel it
love is always a question to me
people believe in romance
but i just don’t understand
people would cry for people they say they love
Do they really know what love is?
I believe that you really know love when you feel it
I believe that love grows
like a flourishing flower in the sun
love never stops growing
you can see love but still not understand
love until you feel
you can’t feel something you don’t understand
and you won’t understand until you feel
Asthma AttackThat night what a sight
The scary light
Illuminating the fight
His chest was tight
Quite a fight and with a word in such height
What a night and what a fight
The sight of someone losing their light
Right then the lights got bright
He awoke and what a sight of someone losing their light
What a sight and what a night
Mean PeopleMean people’s looks
Acidic feeling runs through you
Their stares turn you into stone
The little and big medusas
They glare until they burn you
You turn into coal
So hard no one can touch you
Hurt so hurt
Biggest shield protect you
From loved ones and hated
Forgets the sun everything dark
In a straight jacket
Trapped in your head
Escape does not even cross your mind
You hate the sun because
The night always overpowers it
Don’t understand life anymore
Hate comes and you believe
Everything people say
When you finally let go
There is no one there to catch you
Just a trampoline to bump you
Back to reality to live your
life
A whole new way
My Dreams Showed Me The LightMy dreams show me the light and the dark
I don’t wish for the dark
The light is beautiful
It grabs me and I see everything
I see what I am
I see the future
I just have to let go
Time to start living
Everything is in front of me
I could be anything
singer, actor, doctor, writer
Just got to let the light in
Wishing escape from the dark
Showed me everything
I don’t need the past
Future is what matters
Time to start living my life
It’s my body and life
It’s time to forgive the past
To step forward to find what's ahead of me
When I wake I realize that I have all I need in front of me
My Life Is A Mazei’m in a maze
lost and trying to be found
where am i going
i can’t find happiness
why do these walls surround me
all these doors haunt me
these doors are all locked
where are the keys i want to get out
i got to leave and forget
i got to stop living in the past
but how when my past follows me
memories never leave
i lost myself in the fog of the past
my dreams come after me
i can’t seem to get out
im locked up in my shell
i feel like i’m in a straight jacket
but there is no key to unlock me
can I find my way out can i find my key
because i have to stop living in the past
but how
how is the question
PainPeople
Attitudes
Internal hurt
Never leaves us alone
SchoolSome
Cool
Hateful people
Oh my god
Oh my god
Lateness with no reasons
Waking UpDo you hate waking up in the morning
The stressful thoughts in your head ruin your day
The room gets warm and the sun is dawning
So you want to just stay in your bed and just lay
My mom yells to get me out of the bed
I force the pillow down on my two ears
My mom says i’m a lazy sleepy head
She does not know about my childish fears
I hate the crispy cold air on my face
As I trudge to school in the rainy street
It’s not like school is a welcoming place
Worrying about the rumors i’ll meet
The day looms long and gloomy in my mind
I wish the days in school would treat me kind
Survive The NightWill my poems ever light a smile
Make people happy
Will my poems ever change
I want to be happy
I wish that my poems can light up the night
Will the poems stop showing the pain and sadness
Can I ever forget move on and discover
Can I one day say I was a survivor
Of all the pain and aggravation
I was a survivor
The 4 words I would love to say
With my family surrounding me
I will be a survivor
Of the pain
I will bring happiness to people’s faces
I will light up the night with bright smiles
With my family I can conquer all
With my family I could come out a
Survivor of the night
The Poet Behind The PoemsPeople stare and look
They snake their heads
They think they know me
People became a little nicer
They wanted to know a poet
I’m published
So what
I’m just 13 big deal
You say you want to be my friend
Yeah right
You don’t want to know the author behind the poems
You just want to see the writing and want more from me
Everyone used to ignore
Not think much of me used to be mean
But now that i’m published you seem to forget
I like writing thats it
I don’t want attention
I just want to fit in
I’m a writer and a thinker
I’m not tinker bell in a skinny dress
So i’m curvy and don’t have a sparkly clothes
Think of me like cinderella turns beautiful on that one special night
I’m not a hater i’m a lover
I’m not mean i’m nice
Don’t expect me to become a bully overnight
I am me and thats is all
So don’t treat me
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