A Look Into My Mind by Mia Sparks (reading diary txt) 📖

My Last Breath

 
 
At night I’m always crying. On the inside I’m slowly dying. I can’t stop thinking of you. I can’t help it; it’s all I can do. At night when I lay in bed memories of you goes through my head. Your present it haunts my dreams. The thought of you always does that it seems. If only you could see me, but I know that can never be. Everything goes wrong, especially since you been gone. I cry myself to sleep. There are too many memories of you I keep. It gets harder each day, even though I pray. I think of you every time I take a breath. It’s going to end up taking me to my death.

Needs

 
To cut it feels so right
As I hold the razor tight
The pain on the inside seeps out
I watch and think what this life’s about
They ask why do you make yourself bleed
But she knows they could never understand
How it’s something she needs

Pretty Little Liar

 5/17/12

She’s no ordinary girl
She’ll mess with your head
She’ll twist and turn
Till you crash and burn
To her your pain is her gain
Helping her is a mistake
All she does is take
She’ll turn the blade
Just to watch you fade
She’s a pretty little liar
Who burns bridges with fire.

Romeo and Juliet story

  3/1/11

I hate it here. I wish I could be there with you in your loving arms. Where I know there is no harm. I wish I could just run and hide somewhere safe with you inside. I’ve lost your heart. It feels like I‘ve been hit by a dart. I wish it would all end. I don’t want to have time to mend. When I see your face it’s the picture in my mind I can’t replace. All I want to do is cry, but my tears are always to shy. Without you I don’t want to live this life. It hurts, because the words you said that day felt like a knife. So when you’re writing my song I’ll be long gone. Goodbye my love so true. I’ll spend my last moments thinking of you. I’ll write your name on the bullet so everyone will know you were the last thing to go through my mind. The trigger I’ll pull it. I’ll be with you in another life time. This is where our Romeo and Juliet story ends and your journey begins.

Torn Angel

 
 
She’s a heavenly thing.
A torn angel with broken wings.
She’s everything she’s not supposed to be.
But she only hopes to be redeemed.
Will she take black wings that have fallen so far from grace.
Or will she take white ones to meet her maker face to face.
Or will she become an angel with no halo and one wing in the fire?
In her heart she must decide which side to taken in the battle between good and evil……. God or the devil?

Why ?

You said you love me.

That you'd catch me if I fall.

I'm on the edge can't you see?

You were my everything, my all.

Everyone was threre even you were around.

So when I fell why'd I hit the the ground?

 

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Editing: bethany.schmidt
Publication Date: 01-29-2013

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