Explosion of the Tongue by Rebekah Brewer (smart books to read txt) 📖
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with the words
she wished she heard
Yakedo
Love is forsaken
the words get used
so frequently
that is has
no value
the action is wasted
for pleasure
when no one really
gives a shit
But when it’s asked of a friend
it’s hard to say no
not because of ‘love’
but because
you don’t want to hurt them
and it’s harder
to face them each day
without remembering
‘that person likes me’
I’m sorry for saying
your soul is damned
because you like
a ginger
a sinner
it isn’t at risk
but I can’t picture
you as anything
but a friend
Nakushita
You walk free
leaving me screaming,
lost in my nightmares
I will never be found
I can't ever be found
For, if I'm found
I am weak
and I will always fight that
Forever I will fight
trying to be strong in this cage
that hates the fact
that I think for myself
I refuse to lay down
and fall to these lies
I choose
to live my own style....
Feelings
Especially for Nate-kun¬
Fallen so deeply, so hard
Don't know where I'm going
or how I got this far
Painful as it is
I love you
The words I once forgot
Speak for themselves
Sending me into a flurried rush
Sending me into a new love
The Real Me
The old me is sleeping
Waiting for the pain
It's true, I swear
Just the same as
my joy returns to me
As a Child, I felt similar warmth
But not as strong as this
One Other
My life is turning
My small world bursting in light
Still, there is that one other
Who dropped me into another part
of reality
That one who has my feelings
feelings I question if they'll last
You preoccupy my thoughts
but he will always be there
a shadowed spot
in the back of my mind
The one who started this
My feelings are true
I cannot deny it
They are true as my word
For you know my honesty to you
They will not change
Even after a separation
I can never allow myself
to fall to my temptations
Fin
I love
my brothers and sister
my boyfriend
my friends
They
have strengthen me
have been my crying shoulder
joined me in plotting my revenge
Without them
I would not have written or posted anything
I would probably be in my grave now
I never would have found the strength of my own being
It is them
I am inspired by to create
For if not for them
I would crumble under abuse
without realizing what is really abuse
and what the abuser can't do
but I can
and that I, too, can feel good and look good,
though nothing defeats what man cannot make: true beauty
the stars, the earth, the sunrise
For those who made it this far:
I commend you
for I lack confidence in myself and my work
Even if a single person reads
then there's a chance it will spread
like the "I'll vote for you if you vote for me"
just not so desperate
I only want understanding
and possibly connection
to those who don't have proper support
and remind them
we are, sadly, not alone
Again, thank you
I have no other purpose
but to share
what I find impossible to say
~Rebekah Brewer~
Boko
Publication Date: 06-16-2011
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