Love and Sadness poetry by Brett Allen Bult (macos ebook reader .TXT) 📖

I wonder if there's any point in life,
The pain feels more than stabbed with a knife,
I feel so stupid and not very bright,
I hate that you left but all we did was fight,
Away from all the pain I want to take flight,
In my eyes all I see is darkness never light,
I'm always alone during the day or night,
I have no strength I have no might,
I was so wrong and see that you were right,
I miss you so much you were a beautiful sight,
I hope you are fine and doing alright,
I feel I can't win only lose,
I hurt myself until I bruise,
I feel so bad your love I did abuse.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I love you so much and I miss you,
I feel so gloomy and very blue,
I do everything wrong no matter what I do,
I feel so weak I cannot move,
To this house I feel I'm stuck here like glue,
All this pain seems as if it grew,
I feel as if I lost everyone I knew,
I don't think anybody knows what I go through,
From this world I think me they want to remove,
I think everything about me people hate,
I feel death is near and that is my fate,
For me I doubt anyone would wait,
I feel like my joy is blocked by a gate.


By: Brett Allen Bult

I always take most of the blame,
To the top I try to aim,
But that place I cannot claim,
I feel like my life’s a bad game,
I have no friends and no fame,
I feel so stupid and lame,
I want to get rid of this body and name,
I used to have fun but now nothings the same,
All I feel now is hurt and shame,
Feel like my joy and love has been tossed in a flame,
My fun times, love and joy I wish I could reclaim,
My life is miserable and full of pain,
As I sit here my energy begins to drain,
I feel as if there is nothing to gain,
I feel that in my life I took the wrong lane,
I sit here in pain under the tree as it began to rain,
I feel worthless not unique just plain,
As this all happens my heart was in constant strain,
Misery and pain in my body is what I contain,
All of my love, friends, and happiness I want to regain.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I could never make you feel any stress,
You being the one would not have been my guess,
I love seeing you in a beautiful dress,
Every day I love you more never less,
With you I love to be together and caress,
If I'm in the wrong I will confess,
Explaining my love for you I cannot express,
With you around other people I will try to impress,
I will try my best to make sure you aren't in distress,
With you I have made remarkable progress,
I have made a lot of success,
When you cry I will wipe away your tear,
Being around you makes everything clear,
I love you so much I love to call you my dear,
When with you I have nothing to fear,
If you have something to say I'd be glad to hear,
I love it so much to have you near,
In your beautiful eyes I love to peer.

By: Brett Allen Bult

Why did you have to die,
But I know you're happier beyond the sky,
When you passed away I began to cry,
Why did you have to pass away I don't know why,
I have did it a lot I have told a lie,
But I would stop just to keep you alive,
I never ever wanted to say goodbye,
At least you don’t suffer your soul shall fly,
I always liked when you said hi,
I hate this now because I hurt inside,
You being gone I feel no pride,
But you're watching me you're my guide,
Although related you were my best friend,
Seeing that you're gone I don't know if my heart will mend,
You were always so kind and nice,
But now you're in heaven with Lord Jesus Christ,
It was your time you have seen the light,
You leaving us from this world doesn’t feel right,
I think about you and still cry at night,
The pain of losing you is hard to fight,
I know you would want me to try with all my might,
I loved to go to your place,
I miss you so much and the smiles on your face.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I've been hurt present and past,
I feel my life soon won't last,
Behind my smile there is pain,
I take so much blame,
My happiness from me started to drain,
I feel so worthless and lame,
Within my soul burning out is my flame,
I want happiness not to play a game,
I feel my life will never be the same,
I feel I have gone as far as I can go,
People hurt me and my heart takes every blow,
I look happy and put on a show,
But behind my smile the pain nobody will know,
I will never shine nor glow,
People say it will get better but I don't think so.

By: Brett Allen Bult

Every day I feel like the worlds pushing me down,
Always behind the smile is a frown.
In the pain from getting hurt I feel I'm going to drown,
People hurt me and make me feel that I'm ten feet below ground,
I need someone to help but no help is around,
People make fun of me like I'm a clown,
I want to get away get away from this town,
I hate the way I feel with all this pain,
All my happiness has already started to drain,
My hearts been torn, shredded, shattered, and slain,
I'm alone in pain sitting here getting soaked by the rain,
I feel as if happiness is something I can't attain,
Happiness is what I wish I could keep and maintain,
My aching heart full of pain that's what it contains,
My heart is badly hurt that it's insane,
Happiness and good times are what I wish to regain.

BY: Brett Allen Bult

You started to cry,
It pains me to see you hurt inside,
Just dry you eye,
Keep your eyes dry,
To make you happy I will try,
Together we will soar and fly,
Just to keep you alive,
I would be willing to die,
Your love is something to earn not buy,
Our love will go along ways we'll touch the sky,
To you I will never lie,
With you I will try to never fight,
You are amazingly beautiful and bright,
You are my light in the night,
In the dark you are my light,
If down I'll try to make everything