Love and Sadness poetry by Brett Allen Bult (macos ebook reader .TXT) 📖

Pain in my chest like a knife you stab,
Your loves what I wanted to grab,
It hurts so much in my heart like a jab,
I want to leave this place call a cab,
This pain is much more than just a dab,
I feel as I was your guinea pig in a lab,
My heart hurts what more pain will you add,
I just don't get how you can't feel bad,
It hurts so much all I've been is sad,
I will hurt forever and never be glad,
If your goal was to hurt me congrad,
I wish I had the happiness I once had,
It hurts so much sometimes makes me mad,
So much pain way more than just a tad.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I look at your picture in my lap,
Feeling so hurt and feel like crap,
I walk around hiding my pain with a cap,
Feel like a wounded dove my wings I can't flap,
Can't reach happiness there's too big of gap,
My heart is lost there is no map,
I want to never awake from my nap,
My love you threw away like if was just scrap,
It hurts so much like my face you did slap,
My heart hurts so much I feel my heart did snap,
I feel my happiness is held down by a strap,
I was foolish to fall into your trap,
My love is like it's folded up I need to unwrap.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I feel as if my hearts been smashed by a bat,
I wish found happiness I can't find it where's it at,
I used to be happy and loved to chat,
But now my heart feels like it got ran over flat,
I try to hide my pain under this hat,
This pain hurts and is annoying like a gnat,
I feel like an old torn mat,
I feel like a nuisance like a rat,
This is when the pain started it's where I sat,
All people want is for me to scat,
I'm such a loser in my face they spat,
I hate pain I wish it would go away just like that.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I'm alone there's no light its pitch black,
I feel so hurt you stabbed me in the back,
I my hearts lost in the ground in the crack,
My love and happiness is torn you did hack,
My love is gone from me someone did jack,
You have your way of hurting me it's your knack,
Love and happiness is what I now lack,
I guess away from this place my stuff I shall pack,
I'm unwanted around here unwanted like plaque,
I guess I will leave with my stuff in a sack,
I will be alone forever in this shack,
I have so much pain cut me some slack,
The pain hurts like on my face lands a smack,
I have not ate for days not even a snack,
My hearts weak it's pinned by a tack,
I will leave you will never track.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I feel being alone is now my fate,
I feel my heart locked in a crate,
I don't care anymore about time or date,
I feel stuck trying to break down this gate,
I feel so terrible never great,
I'm an outcast that people hate,
I'm never early only late,
I don't eat nothings ever on my plate,
This pain 1-10 10 is what I rate,
I hate this I want to leave this state,
This pain I have you can never relate,
This pain feels like a heavy weight.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I don't know which path to choose,
My pain is strong it hurts as a bruise,
Can't you see the pain I gave you clues,
I want to get away go on a cruise,
Too late to save my heart you lit the fuse,
Thought I can win but all I did was lose,
My pain is something you it shall amuse,
If people in pain were famous I'd be all over the news,
I walk so far alone I wore out these shoes,
I want to be alone just go to the moon,
I hurt myself every time when it's noon,
I hope this pain will leave me soon,
You burst my heart just like a balloon,
I feel so stupid I feel like a buffoon,
Pain in my chest feels like a harpoon.

By: Brett Allen Bult

At me in pain you laugh and poke,
My heart now hurts my trust you broke,
I can't get any air I feel I did choke,
I feel so miserable and hated I want to croak,
Everybody hates me even my folk,
You laugh at my pain but it's no joke,
You hurt me I sit here left in smoke,
My tears run down into my pillow they soak,
Every since you hurt me I hardly ever spoke,
My happiness been wiped away by a single stroke,
I feel this is a dream which I can't be woke,
The pain I have hurts it's what I want to revoke,
My heart feels cold but there's no coat,
The pain is heavy I will sink instead of float,
You hurt me a lot as you stand there and gloat,
Something is blocking the air in my throat.

By: Brett Allen Bult

My happiness you did kill,
I feel no happiness up my spine runs a chill,
I wish the happiness in my life would refill,
I sit here alone on top of this hill,
You hurt me very much I now feel very ill,
Hurting people I believe is your best skill,
You hurt me after my love I did spill,
Seeing me hurt you get a thrill,
I tried to be my best I tried with all my will,
I've walked alone on these two feet,
Hoping to find love so it I can greet,
If I could find someone that would be neat,
I walk alone in this hateful street.

By: Brett Allen Bult

I wish my heart someone would aid,
The pain struck like a sharp blade,
I feel like a no one I start to fade,
My heart is something that you played,
To be happy is all I prayed,
Being close to you hurt and it's the price