Many poems dedicated to you... by Hannah Pate (a court of thorns and roses ebook free .txt) 📖

February 2nd, 2019 8:58 P.M

 I haven't been able to get on in a few days.  My family is in the process of moving right now so I've been helping them.  Nothing's really changed. I was forced to stay home on Friday to help move stuff from our old house but we barely moved anything so I didn't see a point in staying home and missing school.  I didn't get to see my boyfriend either so that sucked. I'm okay though.

February 19th, 2019 2:59 P.M

 Hopefully this satisfies you love, I let go, there's someone better that actually cares about things that you didn't.  Hypocrite?  yes, you can call me that, it is so obvious it is true.  Yet, the definition of Hypocrite is this, a person who indulges in hypocrisy.  Here's a sentence: "the story tells of respectable Ben who turns out to be a cheat and a hypocrite"  Some of the synonyms are humbug, pretender, deciever, dissembler, or impostor.  Now, once again love, hypocrite?  Yes, you could say this about me.  Yet, I don't pretend or decieve people.  Most of the time I am self-centered, i care about myself sometimes but, isn't everyone supposed to?  yes, useless was used, both to describe me and you love.  i've let go, it's done.  Goodbye once again. 

 

February 26th, 2019 9:10 p.m

 Sick, that's the word to use. I have been so sick for the last 4 days, I'm slowly getting better. My boyfriend is worried. My mom started worrying today. My friend called me crying because of a stupid boy.  A person I used to know dated him as well. She's currently dating him and is so very sad about him. I don't know what to do to help. I just feel awful. 

Candles

 Candles

That's the comparison.  You're a candle, you're warm, you smell good most of the time, and you burn if someone gets too close.  I like candles, but you're a scent I could live without.

February 28th, 2019 8:17 a.m

Spiraling downwards

Words mean nothing

They don't hurt 

Shhh

Tired

Stop

Please

Useless

Words left unsaid

Songs

Sad

Blue

Panic!

My chemical romance

Billie Eilish

Guardin

Worthless

Child

Thanks

love

 

 

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Idontwannabeyouanymore

 

March 2nd, 2019 2:05 p.m

 I am so very tired. I haven't slept much in the past few days.  I tried to take a nap but I just found myself laying there, tossing and turning.  My biology grade is slowly falling, along with my English grade as well.  Biology is easy if you think about it, I just failed our quiz we had and I have no idea why.  Im considering tutoring, but I don't think it will help.  I haven't been myself lately, I've been so sick. Im just tired I suppose. 

March 4th, 2019 8:02 p.m

 I have a job interview tomorrow.  It will be my first one so I'm excited and nervous all at once.  I want it to go well but I'm not getting my hopes up too much since I might not get the job.  Hopefully I will, it will be a big help to me honestly, getting out of my house more often so I don't sit and think too much.  Wish me luck.  Hopefully everything goes okay.

March 6th, 2019 2:43 p.m

 I got the first interview done at the place I applied, that went pretty okay I think seeing as I got a second interview with the same place with the actual job manager, so im pretty happy.  Hopefully I get this job because it would be such a big help.  Wish me luck.

March 7th, 2019. 9:02 a.m

I'm pretty sure I got the job :) I go back in on Friday at 3 for training and uniform assignment I'm pretty sure.  They said I just need 2 forms of ID then and I'll be good.  I'm pretty excited.

March 7th, 2019. 3:21 p.m

I'm sad.  I feel like I'm overreacting, yet not at the same time.  My boyfriend decided to do something really stupid and hurtful with me sitting right next to him.  He looked at me, there was no remorse until I reacted to what he did.  He started apologizing, yet how could I forget him instantly?  I wish I could text you and talk about it,