Jessica, Jack...and David 5 by Alyza (notion reading list TXT) đ
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Jack and I just watched movies for about an hour. I told him to go home or back to school but he refused. After about an hour of arguing I gave in.
Right now we are watching the movie Beastly with Alex Pettyfer. The plot of the movie is good. It has meaning but how everything plays out just doesnât go with the story line.
The movie is basically saying that even if you look ugly on the outside someone will fall in love with whatâs inside. To mean, how you look doesnât tell anybody who you really are.
You could be ugly and everyone would expect you to be sweet but you turn out to be a major douche. Or you can be really hot and people automatically assume youâre rude and a jerk but once they get to know you, they find out youâre not a jerk.
Thatâs what itâs like with Jack. Heâs hot, the way he looks just screams âJERK; CONCIDED DOUCHE BAG!â but he can be really sweet sometimes.
Once you get to know him and he lets his guard down you find out who he really is. Today I found out that heâs not really the jerk he is at school.
Itâs all a front basically. To stop him from getting hurt. Most people in this world do that because theyâre afraid to get hurt or rejected for who they really are.
But if someone rejects the real you, then theyâre not worthy to even breathe the same air as you. If they reject you theyâre afraid to show who they really are.
Like take preps for instance, the mean preps, theyâre only mean because they need to make themselves feel better. But along the way of hurting people physically, emotionally, and verbally you get people hating you.
I personally canât stand when people hate me. Itâs okay if I donât know they hate me but if I do it eats me apart. Iâm a naturally loving person but when you get on my bad sideâŠwell good luck to you.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Jackâs voice brought me out of my thoughts
âHow an ugly person can be rude and a hot person can be sweet.â I said
âWhy were you thinking about that?â He asked
âThe movie.â I looked up at him
âAnd what did the movie have to do with this thought?â He questioned
âThis movie shows that not everybody cares about looks. Itâs whatâs on the inside that counts in the end.â
âDo I have nice insides?â He smiled
âSometimes.â I said truthfully
âSometimes? Thatâs all I get?!â He asked shocked
âYeah, thatâs all you get.â I laughed
âFine then.â He pouted
âHey, I couldâve just said no. Be thankful.â I smiled
He thought for a minute, âOkay, I guess you couldâve.â
I chuckled and went back to watch the movie. I felt him staring me, I tried to ignore it but itâs pretty hard when you love the guy.
Raising a brow I turn to him, âIs there a reason youâre staring me?â
âHuh? No.â He blushed
I smirked and looked back at the T.V. Feeling the burning gaze of his emerald eyes I look over at him again.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â I frowned
âDoes there have to be something wrong with me to look at you?â He questions with a brow raised
âYes.â I said exasperated
âWhy though?â He asked putting on an innocent face
I scoff, âDonât play innocent.â
âIâm not.â He said softly
Rolling my eyes I turn away from him and back to the movie. I could feel his gaze and it was making butterflyâs go crazy in my stomach.
âWhy canât you just watch the movie?â I asked not taking my eyes off the screen
âCause youâre more fun to watch.â He states
âWhy is that?â I question still looking at the T.V
âYouâre more beautiful then Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer.â He said
At that I look back at him to see a blush making itâs way to his cheeks. I decided to lighten the mood, âGood. Iâd hope I was more beautiful than a man.â
âTrust me, you are. Youâre gorgeous.â He said looking into my eyes
I feel my face heat up from the intensity of his eyes, âThanksâŠI-yeah.â
He stares into my eyes for a minute and then leans in. I panic inside but I feel myself leaning forward too.
He stops a few inches from my face and looks into my eyes for confirmation, I guess he didnât find it because he sighed and kissed my cheek lingeringly.
He pulled back, âI donât want to rush you into something you might not want or are not ready for. Iâll wait. Forever if I have to.â
I look at him in awe for a while. Did the IT boy of the school just say heâll wait forever for me? Did you hear him say it? I pray you did and Iâm not imagining this.
âReally? Youâd wait for me?â I asked
âIâd wait forever, Jessica.â He said grabbing my hands
I look down at our hands then back up to his face. Looking into his emerald green eyes I felt myself getting lost in them, as I subconsciously started leaning forward.
I hadnât noticed until my lips met his. Sparks went through my body and I suddenly felt really hot. His lips started moving with mine in a rhythm as old as time.
His hand cupped my cheek as he nipped my bottom lips gently, asking for entrance. I parted my lips, allowing him to slip his tongue in. When his tongue met mine he groaned and deepened the kiss.
What started as a gentle, passionate kiss turned into something more urgent and demanding. His lips moved eagerly against mine as he pushed me back gently. I fell onto the couch with Jack hovering above me.
My arms wrapped around his neck and pulled him closer. One of his hands was tangled in my hair while the other held him up so he wouldnât crush me with his hot, tanned, muscular body.
He broke the kiss and I kept my eyes closed savoring the moment. I slowly open my eyes and see him staring at me.
âI love you.â He said staring into my eyes
I stared at him in shock, completely speechless by his words.
âUmâŠy-you donât h-have to tell m-me I-if you do or n-not. UhâŠyou p-probably donâtâŠum I-I donât know w-why I just t-told you that. S-s-sorry.â He stuttered getting off of me, âI-Iâm gonna go now.â
He started walking towards the door, his shoulders slumped, his head hanging low, and his hands in his front pockets.
âWait! Why are you leaving?â I asked him
He turns around, âY-you donât want me to l-leave?â
âWhy would I?â I smiled
Relief filled his features as he slowly started walking towards me. He sat down but put a lot of distance between us.
Why didnât I just tell him how I really feel?! Gosh, Iâm SUCH an IDIOT!
âSorry if IâŠfreaked you out orâŠanything.â He muttered looking down
I put my hand under his chin and lifted his face so he would look at me. His eyes wondered everywhere but me.
âLook at me.â I said softly, he reluctantly slid his eyes over to my face and looked into my eyes. I smiled, âYou didnât freak me out.â
I pecked his lips and leaned back. He smiled widely and pulled me closer.
âGood.â He said
âI just donât want anything serious right now.â I said looking at him
âThatâs fine. We can just be friends.â He smiled
âIâd like that.â I smiled back
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I know this iz really short but i need 2 know who yuh lyk better. Jack or David?
If yuh cud leave a comment or message me who yuh lyk it'd really help me.
I don't want to upset anyone. Whoever wins, Team David or Team Jack, that iz who Jessica iz going 2 be with.
Thank Yuh! Byyyyyyye!
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Publication Date: 07-15-2011
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