Love. by marie gomez (poetry books to read .txt) 📖

ive always been the type to not let anyone close to me. ive never had a mother nor a father growing up and even though id probably never admitt , it affects me.my life, how i act, how i treat people.ive always believed that whatever they said about love was fake and true at the same time. i was the girl that watched romantic movies and cried but the moment a bit of romance decided to show up in my life, i had to get away from it. that was all up untill the day i met HIM. we started off as just friends, actually he was trying to talk to my friend and his friend was trying to talk too me. as fate would have it, none of that worked out. weeks later, days before valentine day's you asked me to be my valentine. i was excited, for once i didnt care that you had the potential to break my heart, i just wanted you to be with me. From valentiunes day we went on to become a couple and things were great. you was not only my boyfriend, but truly my best friend.ive always felt a sense of comfort around you, like i can let my hair down & just be me. no judgement included. every waking moment we spent together and by the end of our first month together, there was no doubt in my mind that i had fallen completely in love with you. of course id never have the guts to say it first. days passed by and more and more i thought of my feelings for you, like could this be real? did i really fall in love in 3 weeks? realizing how much i cared about you made me do drastic things. idecided to push you away. i thought inside my heart, thats what i wanted but i knew the moment i walked away from you, it would never be the same and you did too. we got back together the next day and i had promised myself, id never do that again. to feel the pain conclude with my heart that night was something i never wanted to feel again.

6 months into the relationship , i had gotten quite impatient. i wanted you to tell me, i knew you felt it too, we talked about it so many times indirectly that i was just over both of us being scared to say it first. i would never forget this day , i went over your house to go to the beach and we went. we played in the water, laid on the sand until the sunset came in. then we went back to your place and laid on your bed after dinner of course, and i was thinking about the wonderful days that we have together even though we do fight and in that moment looking into your eyes , came the words ive always knew i wouldnt feel " i love you" . as soon as i said it you said i love you too. and i swear ive never felt like someone truly meant those words until you said em ,

Publication Date: 08-31-2012

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