Thwarted Love by @specialwhiteangel002 @specialwhiteangel002, @specialwhiteangel002 @specialwhiteangel002 (best novels to read to improve english txt) đ
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one shot unconditional Love story ~
I never had chance rely on other people because I cannot and I donât have the courage to do so.
But there is only one person who realized my existence and gave me strength to carry on somehow.
âHey ~ Bryce which among the pictures in the exhibit caught your attention?â
âWeâll I really like the one entitled moonlightâ i heard him mention my own photograph
which I captured during full moon last month.
No one even took a glance at my work except for him and to say he liked it â
I felt happy.
âIsnât it to ordinary and simple?â asked again by his friend
âNot really ~ you know the feelings and emotions are all conveyed in that pictureâ
Without him knowing ~ his little words lit up my dark world
Someone notice my existence through the pictures I carefully took
âSanchez? Isnât she really good?â he then asked as he read the watermark under my photograph.
Thatâs my name â Aya Sanchez, too ordinary for it reflects my personality,
Iâm seventeen years old and I donât literally stand out.
Always just around the corner without anyone to talk to.
My classmates donât even know my name and weâre actually going to be together for a year.
âDonât know I never heard her nameâ
And because of that soon Iâve realized Iâm admiring that person from far ;
It never occurs for me to confess for the only reason that Iâm happy just seeing him everyday .
His smile healed the scars in my heart and His existence slowly fills the loneliness in my life.
Until One day as the rumoured spread --- my Life also shattered into pieces.
Bryce Died because of Heart failure.
All day inside the classroom the news has been the talk.
âHe is suffering from heart disease since he was in elementary and barely surviving it ;
it just became worst when he entered this school yearâ one of my classmate said
âI canât stop my tears from falling! He has been my classmate since elementary.â Cried the other one.
While here I am quietly listening to all of them
I couldnât cry, I shouldnât I never even once talked to that guy
Would it too weird to cry for someone whoâve never encountered?
But why is it my heart hurts so much that I couldnât stop myself from going out â
locked myself inside the bathroom and cried so much until I donât have anymore.
Only a day passed â and everyone went back to normal as if nothing happened
But here I am in this secret place with one goal to take a picture out of the beautiful scenery
at the back of our school as my one and only present to Bryce.
Who could no longer get to see it but then ~
âWait isnât it always with Bryce?â at the side of the tree just near me I saw Bryceâs friend.
I always saw then together and heâs with someone ------ I think I know ----
âBryceeeeeeeeee!?â the first time in my life I reacted so much and that caught their attention
And started walking towards me, my knees becomes too weak and I can barely stand up
Was the news spread only a rumour without any basis?
â wait wait ! How come he is here? Didnât you die? Was it not true?â I endlessly asked
â waaaaaait? You can see him?!â his friend suddenly asked
âwhat? What? Of course I see him! what are you talking about?â
âitâs true he died and the one standing in front of you is just a ghostâ
With that statement I fall down completely on my knees.
âHey are you alright?â his friend asked as he helped me up
âYeah~but ---- but How come?â I nervously asked again
Before the two of them answered my question we sat down.
âBryce here ~ actually had a goal since he was elementary and that is to always make sure
he could make it until his birthdayâ his friend explained âby the way Iâm Xavier ~ this guyâs best friendâ
Feeling irritated Bryce said âand itâs only four days before my birthday! Why is it I died before that?!â
âAnd thatâs the reason He couldnât yet go to heaven ~ he still had some unfinished business to doâ
Xavier continued looking a little depressed.
âHey! Whatâs your name?â Bryce asked --- itâs the first time again someone cared to know it and
No doubt itâs the same person â someone Iâve loved.
â Itâs AyaâAya Sanchezâ I answered back â well you donât actually know me because I donât stand outâ
Xavier who looked like thinking â I heard your name ~ somewhere.â
âdonât mind it --- probably same name thoughâ I continued.
âAah! Yeah the One who photographed moonlight! At the schoolâs photography exhibition?!â
Xavier too âthatâs it. Bryce mentioned your surname many times!â
My heart couldnât stop from crazily beating â He actually remembers.
âYouâre really good! I liked it very much!â He said again grinning
We chatted like that for almost an hour then we have to leave because itâs getting dark.
Xavier walked with me all the way ~
âYou know Bryce has always been liked that --- he actually is forbidden to go to school
but still he insisted and he keeps on telling me
âsince it became like this? Why not live my life to the fullest? So that even if I die one day
I wonât regret anything.â (laughs) that why he always got scolded ---
he has a weak heart ever since elementary it actually got better but it worsened this year.
By the way? how come you could see him? weâll I do have my sixth sense thatâs why but you?
Do you have it also?â he suddenly asked that makes me wonder too.
â I don--- I donât know~ I donât actually have thatâ
â then ? you liked him?! strong connection of one person too can actually surpass seeing someone
who is dear to your heartâ it hit the button. Still I denied it â No! Nâno! I donât dar---e!â
âDare what?!â
âNothing! Itâs not definitely like that!â itâs nothing like that because I love him.
Then continued âwell how come we leave him there? Donât he want to go home?â
â he couldnât bare looking at his parents in despair, but donât worry he could actually come at my houseâ
The next day --- in his remaining three days we ( Bryce, Xavier and me ) went to
his own funeral as his last glance to his parents.
âThereâs a special sit for the both of you!â as cheerful as he was he lead as inâ as if itâs his birthday party
The smile never left his face knowing he is already dead.
âNever mind him ~ his actually this energeticâ Xavier playfully whispered when Bryce was away
All there was are small sobs and crying that it wants to make me want to join too
And there he was Bryce sitting at the side of his picture funeral looking straight at his parents
as they were lighting the candles then
He mumbled âIm sorry and thank you for everythingâ as he slowly be fade one with the air.
I never once touched him ~ I want to hug and comfort him just for once but I couldnât.
That day he asked a request that is to write a letter for someone because
he could no longer hold the pen and write it himself ---- for his Best friend Xavier.
With that Bryceâs face was all red and he was really shy; which was actually really a cute side of him.
After that I asked him â Can I take a photo of you?â
âYou wonât capture anything â sillyâ
But still in one click though I know itâs impossible ~ there is something in that photo
miraculously captured --- the happiness the both of us felt at that moment.
And in that invisible picture of him --- only I could see how his smile changed my world.
And on the next day
â Here â Bryce wants to give your this letter, for his best friend Xavier. He was all red saying that to meâ
âHe embarrassed me once moreâ Xavier whispered but actually looked really sad
To Xavier,
For once I want to thank you for everything! All weâve done together will always be in my heart
When I met you and become your friend I actually couldnât asked for more.
Up until now you were by my side â im grateful for having you.
After Xavier read that I saw a tear fall as he said
âYour handwriting is really good but this is actually his words. Thank you ~â
That night the rain falls heavily and I couldnât think of anything instead of him.
â AyâAya? Why did you come this late?â Bryce surprisingly asked.
â it uhm ~ its to tell you I delievered your letter and because the rain falls heavily,
somehow im worried about how your doinââ
âsilly â You donât have to worry ! I cant get wet ! look !â he reassured me, smiling ---
Those smile why does it hurts me so much
Foolishly I said â ah! Thatâs true! I shouldnât have come!â
But I want to see you and talked to you while I still have a chance. I thought
Then suddenly he walked slowly to me and said
âThank you, the truth is ~ when I leave my body I felt really regretful and insecure itâs like
why did among all of us âitâs me?â but when I see you Aya I felt quite relieved and happy â
for some reason I donât even know I feel contentedâ
That time all I want to do was to hold his hand and wipe all his worry
But my hand just passed by him â he couldnât feel it ~ but the warmth of him being this close to me ---
Iâm thankful enough and asking this might be too much.
If only I realized it a bit sooner, if I talked to him a little bit earlier
I could have discovered more about him and maybe â just maybe at those time
I could actually conveyed what I felt.
That night I did nothing but to cry and shout his name while he was still just beyond my sight
â I want to touch you â just onceâ Bryce mumbled.
On his last day ~
While the whole class was busy preparing for the upcoming school anniversary â
here I am with my head ducked into my desk, crying softly and thinking of Bryce --- everything about him.
â I knew it --- you didnât capture anythingâ Xavier suddenly appeared
â I knew if I see you like this, even if he told me to give this tomorrow --- Here!â
â a letter from Bryce --- today is his birthday ~â
To Aya,
Thanks for everything youâve done, I only knew for short period of time
but the memories is enough to fill all the gaps in the remaining years I might lived,
even though Iâve died and was something to be scared of ~Iâve still gain someone
who I could actually be a friend, I regret nothing --- my life is so wonderful enough to be blessed â
Please make a lot of friends donât be afraid to show them who you really are
and I bet they will absolutely like you. You actually befriend with a ghost so being friend
with flesh like you is much more easier FIGHT ! Iâll support you from up there.
Iâm happy that Iâve met you aya.
From Bryce J
At that moment I couldnât stop myself from running so fast as I could at the back of the school ---
to reach him ~ to happily send him off.
â Waaaaaaaaaaaait !â I shouted, as loud as I could before he disappears
â AYA!â he was so shocked at my presence that time
Just this moment ~ I gain thought but this time tears rapidly falls down my cheeks.
I couldnât stop it --- because thatâs how much I love him.
â I LIKE YOU! NO â I LOVE YOU!â he didnât answer but I knew he was there listening
while looking at me with those beautiful gem like eyes and with a smile of his lips.
âFROM A LONG TIME AGO ! Weâll I really like the one entitled moonlight
WHEN YOU REMEMBERED
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