out of my mind and memory by jerek smith (ebook reader screen txt) 📖

Memory. Words, buetiful, pretty, funny, loving, caring..., pictures, the last dinner..., unknown worlds, full of movement, sounds, and life. Love and everything else. Oh how I wish that stuff happened to me. Oh how I wish. My name is Calem. (Cain-lem). Im 11, and I have a disability that is called, Cerebral Palsy. Cerebral Palsy is a movement disability. I can hardly move my body. and I can move my head but it will woble when i raise it up to high. Oh how I wish I can do stuff other "normal" people can do. Like talk, run, jump, dance, and play. Oh how I wish I can do that stuff. I just wish oh I just... wish. 

I have a photograpic memory. My mind is like a camera, it keeps on recording, and recording, and recording, and there is no delete button. some people might think that a good thing, its not just think, isn't there times when you forgot something very bad and your greatfull for forgeting, well I cann't. like I said, I have these problems. some times mom will yell at me just for sreeching an crying. I was just trying to tell her what is in my back pack. That was when I was 5. yup when I 5. also a lot of people are being mean to me at school. like that one time when 5 girls ganged up on me broke my wheel chair and also cussed me out. if it wasnt for a handsome person named ryoga. i wouldnt be telling you this right now. 

Memory. Everything is like..., that. I don't know why, but it seems like that. 

Mind. I see things..., that normal people wont see. like colors infa red and that stuff but in normal day life

thats when everything turned around.

 i started moving litt by little enough to make it ten minutes to the kitchen which is at least 3 min walk. so i could move but hardly i started to pronounce some syllables. but not all. i think my cerebral pallsy is wearing off i dont know. but i do know that i am going to move when im 40 right know im 12.

Text: jerek r smith
Images: jerek r. smith
Editing: Kate Alspach (my teacher)
Publication Date: 02-23-2015

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Dedication:
a book called out of my mind inspired me to write something like this. this book is for anyone who is or had been in some trouble over stuff like this if you want to know what cerebral palsy go to this link. http://www.cyh.com/HealthTopics/HealthTopicDetails.aspx?p=114&np=306&id=1874