Love of My Life by Snickers :) (books to read to be successful .txt) 📖

Antonio: Tall,handsome, mexican, just everything in general amazing

Vanessa: Short, black, long hair, and super gross but got her moments

Tammy: Beautiful, black, She’s a goddess

Raye: MY BITCHHHHHH, beautiful and yeah blah blah blah

*might be other characters but these are the main important people in the story*

As I was walking to the store I bump into this person. Wtf like shit doesn’t he see he needs to pay attention. I have things to do that do not include him. “Umm excuse me,” he says as he’s holding my waist. I look and all I can think is shit oh my. Fuck me right here.  I back up,“ Oh yeah it’s all cool.”  He lets go and pulls out his hand. “My name is Antonio. What’s yours?”  As I shake his hand I’m blushing like crazy,“Umm I’m Vanessa.”  “Well Vanessa me and you should hang out sometime here lemme give you my number.” I give him my phone and he puts his number in my phone.  He reaches over to hand me back my phone. He is so strong and muscular. I start to turn away, “Yeah totally. Well I’ll see you around.” I had no intentions of ever calling him back but yeah I doubt I would see him. He was FINE with a capital F but yeah people like him just want to fuck and not the type to call back the next day. I have way to much to do and he definitily was not the thing I wanted to do. On the other hand I was thinking maybe I needed an Antonio in my life. He was damn sure fine and polite. I look down at my outfit disgusted. Shit, why didn’t I wear something better than jeans and a t-shirt. I didn’t even bother to put makeup on ughh! I walk back to my car feeling a loss. What would a man like that want to do with me? I mean he is everything that a girl that is sexy could want.

When I get home my phone does the chime sound. I look at it and see Antonio’s name at the top of it.  Oh my goodness. Oh shit what do I do? What do I say? Oh my goodness. Vanessa get your shit together just read the fucking text message.

Antonio’s Message: Hey can we hang out at my house? I’ll pick you up at 4! ;)

Vanessa’s reply:  Yeah ok I’ll be ready.

Oh my lord jesus. It’s 2:30 what do I wear? I look in my closet and I don’t see anything really worth wearing. I decide on a bodice crop top, low rise jeans, and jordans. I look at my belly button piercing and change it for a more classier diamond one. My hair is curly and all I need to do is add makeup. Okay this is decent. I look pretty damn hot if I do say so myself. I turn around and admire the assets my parents gave me. Hey, I might not have the best face but I damn sure have the best ass and the best boobs. No girl can stunt on what I got. Plus I’m fit so I’m slim thick with my cute ass. Shit he might just buy me a new bag. The doorbell rings. I do a double check and open the door. I gasp loudly when I notice his Armani suit. Damn he gets cleaned nice. Maybe I should have worn a dress. He looks me up and down and his face is flushed a little bit. Hmm, is he turned on by this perhaps?  He clears his throats as his eyes meet mine,”Are you ready?”  I grab my purse and keys to my apartment and smile,” Yeah let’s go.”

 Oh my his car is freakin amazing. Damnn he’s a baller. I wonder what he does. Looking at his Cadillac XT5 just left me speechless. I mean who gets a silver Cadillac XT5? I have a Ford Fiesta because its reasonable. It’s nice enough to be up to date and it’s not to flashy, but nooo he had to get a flashy car. Hmm it figures out of all the guys to get a flashy car Antonio would be the one. Man is he FINE like DAMNNNN. He walks to the passenger side and opens the door. Damn does he have manners. Should I bring him home to my parents? Vanessa calm the fuck down. He just opened the door for you. But what guy has ever opened the door for me? Vanessa it's perfectly natural that maybe he actually has manners while other guys who were interested in you didn’t.  He looks at me and says,” Well aren’t you going to get in?” I snap out my daze and mumble, “Yeah just surprised..” I get in the car and feel highly embarrassed. Antonio turns to look at me and says, “Why are you surprised?” I’m suddenly taken aback by the question. I know why I’m surprised but at the same time I feel like it goes deeper than that. Why am I surprised? I’m surprised because of so many reasons. Not many guys came and approached me right. Yeah, I know I’m not ugly and I know I was never popular but at the same time I don’t know why Antonio came this far to get to know me. Why would he go through all the gestures to get to know the real Vanessa? I mean he seems like this incredible man, and if this whatever this is becomes something serious I feel like I would always keep asking myself why did he want to get to know me. Then I feel like I already know the answer. It’s something he does. He gives people a chance. He doesn’t want to cut you off the second he meets you. I look at him and say, “ I’m surprised because not many people go through this much work to get to know me. You bumped into me at the store and honestly you could have kept walking but you didn’t. You asked for my number and you actually wanted to hang out with me. I don’t personally know you yet but you already left me with an impression that others haven’t before. I mean look at you. You look like you do something fancy at work and you look like you could be interested in anyone you want but why me?” He turns his head and looks out the window while his hands are tense on the steering wheel. “I’m interested in you because you seem different. You're not just the usual girls who throw themselves at me. I think that’s enough said to answer your question.”  He smiles and drives down the road. Where he lives I have no idea. How he found out where I lived I also have no idea. Seems like this man knows everything. He pulls up to this grand house. It’s magnificent. At this point I am no longer surprised. “Woah,” I say aloud. He turns and looks at me,”What’s that?” I look down, “nothing,” I mumble shaking my head. Just another simple black girl from the hood. He suddenly puts his fingers under my chin, “Look relax okay? I ain’t gonna do nothing to you and if I did you would like it.” My stomach is churning. I push him away. “ Whatever, let’s just fucking go inside.” Antonio smiles, “Oohhh temper, I like it. It’s bout time I made you angry.”

 As we sit on the bed my phone rings suddenly. Ohhh shit, its one of my exes. Now what the fuck am I going to do? I mean is it okay if I just leave? What is he going to say?  Oh shit why me? I press decline while he's watching me.

"What?" I snap

"Nothing, I just thought you would just answer your phone," He says with a smirk on his face.

I twist my head to the side. "It's NOBODY important. Anyway just take me home I don't want to do this. Like I don't fucking know you and I don't fucking want to. I feel like you will just make my life worse and I don't need this, okay?" I say as I start to cry.  Antonio looks at me like he doesn't know what to do. He gets up thwen sits back down. He comes over to me and just wraps his arms around me. I melt into his arms and start crying, letting every emotion I've been holding back. HOLDUP!! LEMME PAUSE THE STORY! Like how the fuck can I tell you the whole story if you don't know shit about me. I mean lemme start again okay people's? Well you already know I'm Vanessa but do you not know that name comes with a lot of pain,sadness, and power. I mean I'm not just talking about power we are born with, I'm talking about power that comes with wisdom, strength, and just finally realizing that the world isn't for me but while I'm here why not give it my all right? Anyway lemme tell that Vanessa been through some things. Have you ever put your trust in someone so close and been let down? Ever since she was a little girl she figured that she can't even trust the people closet to her. The ones closet to you hurt you the most, don't you know that? It's not pessmitistic but just the truth and a fact. In fact if you truly think someone you know close has hurt you